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| Happy New Year To All :) |
| 01.01.04 (1:00 am) [edit] |
Just hope that you guys have a blastful new year and gorgeous time !! Look after yourself and your mate just incase you go nuts on tequila or something :)
Getting better today though, and thank you for everyone who wish me to get well soon, so sweet of you guys.. :oops:
BTW, tell me what your new year resolutions ??? tell me , tell me pleasseeeeee.... 8) , I promise I won't tell anyone.. hihihihihi... *wink wink*
So Happy New Year To All Of You !! I Love ya Guys !! mwah mwah mwah
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| Vertigo ! |
| 12.31.03 (3:28 am) [edit] |
Ah penyakit lama balik lagi !! VERTIGO ! it is back with a vengeance =p~, pantesan pusing kepalaku... sudah berapa hari ini aku pusing banget, kalau tiduran dunia terasa berputar-putar, mual dan jadi ingin pingsan *bawa'an jabang bayi kali yah ?? * Lho ?? :O, saking gak tahannya aku ke dokter =p~ suatu yang jarang aku lakukan, sampai mama-ku komen "wah jazzy, kamu ke dokter, tumben banget ? pasti nggak tahan banget kalau sampai mau pergi ke dokter " hihihihi bener sih... ternyata kali ini memang gue udah nggak tahan. Tidak bisa tidur beberapa hari ini, kalau memang tidur aku kudu setengah duduk :( , nggak bisa tiduran miring ke kiri/ kanan, hanya 1 posisi dan setengah duduk... gimana mau enak tidurnya ? ahhh reseh...
Akhirnya ke dokter, dan ketemu my fave dokter ! dan aku kasih tau semua my physical problems. Yang akhirnya setelah diperiksa, katanya aku sedang mengalami vertigo , huw !! aku dulu pernah vertigo tapi sudah sembuh setelah diobati, eh ini balik lagi.. payah deh.. ditambah maag gue kumat =p~, duh kesian banget yang jadi tayank gue , kudu betah ama gue yang sakit-sakitan kalau di Indo. Kecian... deh yayank =p~
Setelah selesai ke dokter, tebus obat2annya , dateng jemputanku :) ihihihi... dan berhubung belum makan jadi sekalian deh, cari makan dulu sebelum mimik obat... 1st place: Habis !, 2nd place : Tutup !!, 3rd place: Open !! Horrrrreeeeeee !! mamam deh ,mayan enak.. pusingku mayan terobati ada yang nemanin mamam dan care :D. Sakit apa manja sih ??? =p~
Aduh masih melayang rasanya.... tapi itu martabak bangka ternyata enak juga... ighhh lupa ! kata dokternya nggak boleh makan/ minum yang mengandung caffeine :( , artinya gak boleh chocolate :(, coffee, teh, dll yang mengandung caffeine .. padahal dingin-dingin begini minum teh hangat kan enak !! eh kan ada green tea :D .. mayan..
Weleh hujan deras ! yang jemput aku kehujanan dijalan nggak yah pulangnya ?? kasian.. udah jauh2 nengokin dan repot2 malah kehujanan pulangnya :( igh maaf. Mudah2an selamat sampai tujuan.. amien.
Capek banget kayaknya dia.. tadi waktu sampai dirumah , menguap beberapa kali dan kelihatan lelah wajahnya tapi dia banyak kerjaan , maklum akhir tahun jd kudu clean up tapi sempet2nya nengokin aku , ngebela-bela'in nih kayaknya :) baik yah ? *dilarang siyik*
Anyway... aku akan mencoba untuk istirahat dulu, siapa tau bisa bobok , sudah capek banget rasanya..
1610 = 5:30 = 8:00 = 11:30 = 6:3
Bloody Vertigo ! why does it need to come back for more ?? I only have another 2 weeks in Indo, I wanna enjoy it , not being sick like this... oh well... :) enjoy the rest !! not everyday I can just lay around ... positive thinking ? :)
Say Hi to your Mom for me !
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| Stop , relax and smell the roses... |
| 12.30.03 (4:27 am) [edit] |
This is one thing I think in life people forgot to do :) stop, relax and smell the roses..
I went for bite to eat tonight just on local area and getting there was the fun part of it. We had to catch a so called [b]Becak [/b], rickshaw with a man behind us pedalling like when we ride a bicycle. The road all wet after the rain and the smell of the tropic even more so after the rain. The mixed smells of spices, clove ciggies, fume , wet earth, Nasi Goreng , Satay and so and so ... if you look with your eyes , yes it might not be pretty but if you see with your heart or even with your travel-bug instinct it is kinda cool :) , I mean the comfort of western world might lullaby us with cleaness and easiness perhaps also practical but for me , travel to see the cultures, how people actually live in a country, back street of some places, traditional way of living, etc, etc are one of my passions in life. I dislike the traffic jam , yes, I won't deny that but whenever I am stuck in the middle of it , I look around and watch what is "out there" , I see people selling stuffs on the side of the road and people walking about , the traffic light also can be a good spots for watching the world :D , many stuffs may come your way ... from people selling little goodies, beggars, and if you lucky you also can be entertained by shemale with provocative attires with shemale voice and smile that suggest you what shemale been eating for lunch :) , if you feeling kinda lucky, you just may got a pinch from them =p~ , so try not to open your car window too low when you award them with couple of thousand rupiahs =p~, unless of course you enjoy that kind of attentions :D :lol: , hey after all you just don't get a pinch everyday by shemale :D
Anyway, where I had dinner was none of this fancy goody-goody shoes with candliers.. it was one the side of the road , and the fancy name for it are " Warung " , it is much smaller than your average coffee shops , open air tent with couple of seats and tables. Well covered though. I like this places because you can get a real tucker to bite, you also got the real taste !!! Not to mention it is cheap , so yeah, good value. A words of warning, you gotta have strong stomach to digest it and keep it there :) , I had rice porridge with all this little goodies with it... yum yum... it was delicioussssssss ...
After eatting and talking, we decided to go for a walk to get to the next shop for couple things to take home. We took this road , just a small road with quiet dense trees on each side of road. It was ... kinda... lovely. There were just enough light to help us to see the road but dark enough to see the leaves falling down like a shiny falling stars from the sky above.. it was gorgeous :) . We walk and enjoy the path , we chat a bit about stuffs but my eyes and emotions undeniably enjoying this night and the surrounding. There was lil cat crossing the road, couple of rickshaws went pass, a group of people sitting and talking on their front veranda with their hot coffee on the table..
Just so peaceful... when we get to the end of the street , I notice this bushes, pretty thick, as we came closer to it, I realise that it was actually bushes of multi-colours flowers, with very green leaves... so pretty :). I had to think fast to realise, that even in the harsh environment such as this area, there are some beauty, not just any beauty but nature beauty, Allah Akbar .... lucky me to notice such a beauty. I learn that when GOD's will, GOD able to put beauty wherever GOD wish to. The moral of the story ? Even in a person who did nothing but bad stuffs there are still beauty in her/him , she/he just need to discover that special beauty in them to better themself ... so I said to myself , all I need is just to discover myself again and see the beauty within me and ask for forgiveness to GOD to be a better person. "Sebaik-baiknya orang adalah orang yang mengerti kesalahannya dan bertaubat, seburuk-buruknya orang adalah orang yang beribadah tetapi sombong dan tidak mau memohon ampun kepada-NYA"
The Mullah said that to me the other day....
"He/She who realised their fault and ask for forgiveness are better than a person who claimed that they are a believer but arogant and never ask for forgiveness" , {==I must seek for better explaination than that :)
Anyway, I did my bit tonight, I slow myself down and relax and smell the roses .... I see beauty in even harsh conditions ... I learn to be kind to myself ...I learn to love...
But !! one thing for sure they do need to built a bigger rickshaw , the one they have now just don't cut it !!
My ass man .... just wouldn't fit in it properly !! my sweet ass =p~ *shake my bon-bon* LoL :lol:
Catch ya allz... say G'DAY to your folks for me eigh...
1610 = 5:30 = 8:00 = 11:30
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| Rain Rain Rain |
| 12.29.03 (3:00 am) [edit] |
So much rain here in the busy city of Jakarta... to some people it is a blessing and to other it is just annoyance. As for myself, I couldn't careless !! Coz, it has no effect on me but just getting myself soaked but not really stopping my activity. I have cab to transfer me , I am outta the house :)
What touch me today..
Cabbies, they all complaining about not having enough passengers to transfers, since it is X-mas n almost New Year so they just don't make enough money to even just paying the nightly rent to their Boss. Many cabbies was stranded and queueing for the passengers ,long lining of cabbies , if it any other day, passengers who were queueing for cabs, but not today ...
This is just another aspects of big city.... I can't do anything about it but just give the cabbies some extra spoondoolies on my way out :)
Anyways....
I've got cool shoes to get !!! Dominatrix looking shoes !! anyone got a clue ?? I saw it in this month Cosmopolitan Magazine :oops: and it is soooooo coolllllll :D~~~~ *drool* , I am gonna get that shoes !!
Whatsit look like ?
Well, it is black leather , laced, boot style but cutted all the way up , metal buttons , knee high *drool* eughhhhhh... I so wanted... :oops:
Got info where to get it ??? LET ME KNOW PLEASE !!!! LoL :lol:
The rain... give me "that" feeling... I need my baby beside me ...
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| Romantisnya... |
| 12.28.03 (3:15 am) [edit] |
Once Upon a Time..
Gue lagi melepas lelah setelah seharian ada acara buat anak gue tersayang, dan gue terima telpon.. dari someone close to me yah...
Terus dia tanya-tanya tentang apa aja yg terjadi waktu akikahan..ya gue cerita hampir lengkap semua..
Ngomong trus ngomong... dan sampailah ke topik tentang kangen satu sama lain :)
Feeling yang ada mutual... karena dia juga kangen , gayung bersambutlah pokoknya.
Perasaan kian hangat akan rasa kangen ... dan senyum-senyum inget nih anak.. inget senyumnya... inget pendar-pendar matanya..
Inget ucapan2nya... wah... warm banget feelingnya...
Tiba-tiba aku dengar suaranya yang membuat aku terkejut sekalian terpesona...
Aku jadi bertaburan dengan bintang ketika dia panggil aku.. dan sepertinya dia agak ragu untuk mengatakannya... aku bujuk agar dia berterus terang dan sikon mendukung kami untuk saling terbuka..
Romantisssssss abissssss.......
Ingin tau nggak apa yang dia katakan... *sigh* ....
Diantara keromantisan suasana tersebut... kata2 itu terucap dengan jelas dan tegasnya.. aku kaget , terpesona ... lalu ... ahhh... :)
Semuanya diakhiri dengan tawa kami bersama karena kata-kata tersebut... lalu dia secepat datangnya ... dia pergi lagi...
Dia mengutarakan ini...
"Sayang... sorry yah... tapi aku kudu pergi dulu nih"
aku : "kenapa ...? jangan dong ... masih kangen kan.."
dia : " mmm... kagak tahan nih... aku mules pengen BOKER !!! "
Idihhhhhhhh :o
AKHAKHKAHKAHKHAKAHKAHAKHA KHKAHKAHKAHAKHKAHKAHAKHAK HKAHKA
:lol: :lol: :lol:
Gue ngakak ampe gue sendiri terpipis2 =p~
HIhaihihiahaihaia... gak bener kan nih anak... masak saking kangennya sampe pengen ke toilet... siake..
Nih Kesannya jadinya suara gue yang emang sember ini.. bikin dia pengen boker siy... siake.. :lol:
Dasarrrrrrrrrr !!!! =p~ aduh ngakak !!
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| ~ Sedekah ~ |
| 12.28.03 (12:26 am) [edit] |
[u]SEDEKAH YANG MENGHAJIKAN[/u]
Pak Asep, demikian ia dijuluki, membungkuk membenahi barang dagangannya. Dengan guratan-guratan tua di keningnya, wajahnya tetap kelihatan bening. Sejak setahun lalu kopiah putih selalu menghiasi kepalanya, menutupi rambutnya yang seluruhnya telah berwarna putih keperakan. "Alhamdulillah Jang, kadang-kadang sepi kadang-kadang ramai", katanya menceritakan usahanya dengan bibir terus tersenyum. Dalam usia yang ke 67 ini Pak Asep ditemani istrinya mengurus warung kelontong berukuran 3 kali 4 meter. Pak Asep dan istrinya tidak dikaruniai anak. Diusia yang senja mereka terlihat menikmati hidupnya. Toko kelontong yang ada di depan rumahnya yang ada di sebuah gang kecil di Bandung itu jadi satu-satunya penopang kebutuhan hidup mereka sehari-hari.
"Ini kenang-kenangan dari Mekkah, Jang", menunjuk ke kopiah putihnya. Pak Asep dan Istrinya memang pergi ke tanah suci tahun lalu. "Dari dulu Bapak pingin pergi haji", lanjutnya. Hal ini membuatnya berkomitmen untuk menabung sedikit-demi sedikit dari hasil penjualan barang-barang di warungya. "Saya mah pokoknya niat pingin sekali pergi ke tanah suci", lanjutnya. Bertahun sudah tabungannya, sesekali dihitungnya seekedar untuk makin menguatkan keinginannya. "Kurang beberapa juta lagi, Nyi, cukup da, beberapa tahun lagi, gak lama", katanya kepada istrinya. Senyum Pak Asep dan Istrinya merekah. Terbayang ia bersama istrinya akan berthawaf keliling mengucapkan talbiah, labbaik Allaahumma labbaik. Saat-saat yang di impikannya bertahun-tahun, menyempurnakan rukun Islam, rindu di hari tuanya mendekat kepada Sang Khalik.
Dalam hari-hari semangatnya berhaji itu, tiba-tiba sampai di telinganya tetangganya masuk rumah sakit dan harus dioperasi. Para tetangga secara iuran membantu meringankan biaya rumah sakitnya. Tapi biaya operasi memang mahal. Pak Asep tersentak. Terbayang olehnya uang tabungannya untuk biaya haji dapat membantu operasi tetangganya yang tak punya. "Haji ibadah, sedekah juga ibadah, gak apa sedekahkan uang kita untuk berobat, Ki", istrinya mendukung uang tabungannya bertahun-tahun itu diberikan untuk biaya tetangganya yang dioperasi di rumah sakit. "Kang, terima ini ya, rezeki mah dari Allah, mungkin emang lewat saya, biarlah ini jadi jalan makin dekat aku ke Allah, moga-moga cepet sembuh, kang", katanya sambil menyerahkan amplop tebal uang tabungannya yang bertahun-tahun itu. Dipeluknya Pak Asep dengan erat.
Sedikit yang tahu ketulusan Pak Asep dan Istrinya ini. Ketika dokter yang merawat temannya ini heran dari mana ia bisa membiayai operasi yang mahal ini, maka sampailah cerita tentang uang tabungan haji Pak Asep ini. "Boleh saya dikenalkan sama Pak Asep, pak?", sambut sang dokter terharu. Ditemuinya Pak Asep dan istrinya. Dan ditemuinya keteduhan seorang dermawan. Raut wajah yang kaya, meski dalam kesederhanaan hidup. "Pak Asep, saya ada rezeki, bolehkan saya ikut mendaftarkan Bapak dan istri pergi haji bersama saya dan keluarga?" Sang dokter menawarkan. Pak Asep dan istriya sejenak berpandangan. Tak kuat lagi menahan haru, dipeluknya dokter dermawan tadi. "Alloh Maha Kaya", ucapnya lirih di telinga dokter. Maka kakinya kemudian hadir di Baitullah, berhaji, dengan karunia dan rezeki dari Allah. Pak Asep dan istri seakan mereguk hidangan Allah yang sempurna, buah dari kedermawanannya. Kisah Pak Asep mungkin saja banyak terjadi kehidupan kita. Pak Asep-Pak Asep lain pun telah menggores hikmah kehidupannya sendiri. Atau bahkan telah pula sering kita alami sendiri. Dan selalu saja sedekah akan menyuburkan hati kita, memberkahi kehidupan kita. Maka mengapa kita menunda sedekah kita?
Mudah-mudahan ada hikmahnya untuk teman-teman semua... Amien :)
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| Aduh.... |
| 12.27.03 (2:16 pm) [edit] |
Aduh masih saja kepalaku terasa dizzy alias puyeng, tidak sakit kepala lho... tapi terasa muter-muter tujuh keliling... nggak enak rasanya, tidurpun tak nyenyak...
Aduh beratnya kepalaku..
Kenapa yah... bikin nggak bisa beraktifitas :( padahal sudah janji sama my Angel, today aku akan bawa dia jalan-jalan... gimana nih ... ???
Mustoko Kulo Muter-muterrrrrrrrrrr terrrrr terrrrr....
udah mimik obat, sudah dipijetin, sudah di kerik , kok masih sakit ... aduhhhhh... hikz..hhikkzz... orak penak rasane , mumet....
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| My Son !!! |
| 12.26.03 (11:06 pm) [edit] |
hi Mom and Angela,
Merry Christmas
how are you, enjoying your holidays?
I'm in Thailand at the moment untill next month. i came here with paul and he left about nine days ago. im in ko samui at the moment cos there a kiteboarding school here so ive been doing that at the moment. There's been heaps of parties here. I went to the last full
moon party here on ko pha nang. that was crazy. its like a rave with 10000 people on the beach. I'm going to go back there for new years and the next one i think.
When are you guys coming back to perth im looking forward to seeing you both, havent seen you in ages!
anyway I betta go but have a wicked christmas
and new year.
thinking of you both
love: tim
Check this out will you guys :) , my son traveling the world without me :D
Man, I miss him heaps... he is 20, blonde blue eyes and gorgeous as anything ! :wink:
If you reading this son... have fun and go mad !! but look after yourself..
Love : Mommy & Angela xxoo
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| A Love Story ... |
| 12.26.03 (10:57 pm) [edit] |
Lazy lazy holiday season ?? NAHHHH...not for me, I did my load of washing today.... bugger :P
Rainy day , cloudy day and grey day but washing day is washing day :) , it's dirty work but somebody gotta do it !!
I am getting myself together for returning back to OZ-land and I am kinda reluctant in doing so, don't really wish to leave my beautiful country. My mother... my sista , my bro, my nephew and all of my friends.
Even someone that I care about so much..
I have to focusing on what the future and work hard when I get back to OZ-land and trying my best to make a move to Indonesia, so I can be close to my family. I am tired being on the move all the time , I need to settle somewhere... either Indo or OZ-land. Got any suggestions ??
Today, I did some packing, got my books together and other stuffs, Man !! I've got heaps ! :lol:
Working very hard today and now I've got a headache =p~ , lack of food and water I supposed.
Play a bit of PS today with my girl and we ending up score so high that the boys can't beat us !! hihihihi... Girlz Rulez !!!
Hey listen... I've got this story to tell ya, wanna read it ?
Here it goes....
[u]A LOVE STORY [/u]
Once upon a time , there was an island where all the feelings lived like Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so they all prepared their boats and left. Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to stay until t started sinking. When love was almost sinking, je decided to ask for help.
Richness was passing by Love in a beautiful boat. Love said , "Richness, can you take me with you?". Richness answered, " No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."
Love decided to ask vanity who was also passing by, "Vanity, please help me!". Vanity answered, "I can;t help you Love. You are all wet and can damage my boat."
Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come Love, I will take you." It was an elder. Love became so happy that he even forgot to ask the elder her name. When they arrived at dry land.The elder went on her way.
Love asked Knowledge, another elder, the name of the elder who had helped him. "It was Time," answered Knowledge. "Time? But why Time help me?" asked Love.
Because [u]Time[/u] is capable of understanding how great [u]Love[/u] is," answered Knowledge.
[u]Love is like a piano. It depends on you, how to play it ! [/u]
Isn't that good story ? I do hope that you will be able to see the moral of the story :)
Catch you all laterz... I need to do somemore work, got any volunteer ???
:lol:
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| Alhamdulillah... |
| 12.26.03 (4:46 am) [edit] |
Alhamdulillah Wasyukurillah...
Telah terlaksana akekahan buat my Angel , memang agak terlambat tetapi rezeki dan takdir menginginkan kami melaksanakannya hari ini...
Semua berjalan dengan baik dan doa2 yang menyertai jalannya niat baik kami juga Insya Allah diterima oleh ALLAH SWT , amien.
Lewat sini aku juga minta doa2 teman2 buat Nanda-ku , mohon doa restu dan mohon di doakan supaya Angela jadi anak yang sholeha , bisa berbakti kepada agama, orangtua-nya, negara dan bangsanya , amien.
Mudah-mudahan Angela selalu mendapatkan apa2 yang terbaik buat dia didunia dan di akhirat... amien Ya Rabb...
Semoga teman-teman yang mendo'akan juga mendapat limpahan berkah dari ALLAH SWT dan mendapat kebahagiaan dunia dan akherat, amien.
Alhamdulillah.. anakku akhirnya kutebus juga.. :)
Maha Besar ALLAH ...
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| Yeehaaaaaaaaaa !!!! |
| 12.25.03 (4:53 am) [edit] |
Finally I got what I want !! aihaaohaoehohw, can't tell ya what I got though :P~~ :lol: 8) :D :twisted: :wink: hihihihihihi...
But yeah.. I got what I want, thank thank thank you...
Got news flash!! that I made someone smile today, a mother , not my mother but very close mate's mother :) , she sounded thrill with her sumtin :D , man ! that made my day :)
Today, I got couple of shopping to do before X-mas , hmmm... no I am not celebrating it because I am a Moslem but I am enjoying the X-mas season with all of my friends who celebrate it :)
How busy the road and shopping center today and tonight, people everywhere and goodness me , so hard try to find the taxi.
Went to see " KILL BILL " today, pretty typical movie of Quentin Tarantino but Lucy Liu & Uma Thurman was gorgeous, sexy and dangerous !! Fiuhhhh !! Hot Babes !! , If I was a guy , man... I would want both of 'em in my living room :lol: Wahihihihihihi * komik style*
Awesome awesome night...
But now I am sleepy and need to restore my beauty
:wink: ,so I catch you guys laterzzzzzzz......
Take care :)
Woi !! BTW, anyone know if the soundtracks of KILL BILL is out ?? eugh... I want the soundtracks.... :) :oops:
I am walking in my real life path... coZ I am Real ....
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| Happy !! |
| 12.24.03 (4:13 am) [edit] |
I had an absolutely awesome day...
Spending time with 2 of my best buddies and catching up , although unplanned but nevertheless it was cool !!
Pity Mas Dodik leave JKT tomorrow :( but I suppose I catch him again another time...
Tonight, we celebrate adikuL birthday in Asik_Cafe and we all laugh like hell !! Hoaoahoahoahoahaoha...
Happy Birthday adikuL :lol: , may all your wish come true... amien :)
Got PS for my girl today, thanks to the boys.. !!
Hhehehee... awesome..
You know what... they are at my house tonight !! I am so hilariously happy :wink:
I am in total blesses..
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| Aku Cinta Mama ... |
| 12.23.03 (6:13 am) [edit] |
Saat kau berumur 1 tahun, dia menyuapi dan
memandikanmu.
*When you are 1, she feed and bath you
Sebagai balasannya, kau menangis sepanjang malam.
*But you cried all night in return...
Saat kau berumur 2 tahun, dia mengajarimu bagaimana cara berjalan.
*When you are 2, she taught you how to walk
Sebagai balasannya, kau kabur saat dia memanggilmu.
*You runaway when she call for you...
Saat kau berumur 3 tahun, dia memasakkan semua makananmu dengan kasih sayang.
*When you are 3, she cooked all your fave meal with love.
Sebagai balasannya, kau buang piring berisi makanan ke lantai.
*You throw the food on the floor in return...
Saat kau berumur 4 tahun, dia memberimu pensil berwarna.
*When you are 4, she gave you coloured pencils.
Sebagai balasannya, kau coret-coret dinding rumah dan meja makan.
*You scribbled on the house's wall and dinning table...
Saat kau berumur 5 tahun, dia membelikanmu pakaian-pakaian yang mahal dan indah.
*When you are 5, she bought you most expensive and beautifu clothes.
Sebagai balasannya, kau memakainya untuk bermain di kubangan lumpur dekat rumah.
*As a reward you wear it to play in the mud with it...
Saat kau berumur 6 tahun, dia mengantarmu pergi ke sekolah.
*When you are 6, she took you to school.
Sebagai balasannya, kau berteriak "NGGAK MAU!!"
*You yelled at her in return " I don't want to !!!"
Saat kau berumur 7 tahun, dia membelikanmu bola.
*When you are 7,she bought you a ball to play with.
Sebagai balasannya, kau lemparkan bola ke jendela tetangga.
*You smashed the neighbour's window in return...
Saat kau berumur 8 tahun, dia memberimu es krim.
*When you are 8, she bought you an ice cream.
Sebagai balasannya, kau tumpahkan hingga mengotori seluruh bajumu.
*You drop it and dirty your clothes with it...
Saat kau berumur 9 tahun, dia membayar mahal untuk kursus pianomu.
*When you are 9, she pay a very expensive piano lesson for you
Sebagai balasannya, kau sering bolos dan sama sekali tidak pernah berlatih.
*You skipped the lesson and hardly practise in return....
Saat kau berumur 10 tahun, dia mengantarmu ke mana saja,
dari kolam renang hingga pesta ulang tahun.
*When you are 10, she took you anywhere you wish, from the pool to birthday party.
Sebagai balasannya, kau melompat keluar mobil tanpa memberi salam.
*In return , you ran out of the car without any thanks or greet her goodbye...
Saat kau berumur 11 tahun, dia mengantar kau dan teman-temanmu ke bioskop.
*When you are 11,she took you to see a movie and your friends are there.
Sebagai balasannya, kau minta dia duduk di baris lain.
*In return, you ask her to go sit elsewhere...
Saat kau berumur 12 tahun, dia melarangmu untuk melihat acara TV khusus orang dewasa.
*When you are 12, she forbid you from watching adult programs on TV.
Sebagai balasannya, kau tunggu dia sampai di keluar rumah.
*In return, you wait until she's not at home...
Saat kau berumur 13 tahun, dia menyarankanmu untuk memotong rambut, karena sudah waktunya.
*When you are 13, she advice you to have a hair cut, coz it's getting longer.
Sebagai balasannya, kau katakan dia tidak tahu mode.
*You said to her that she know nothing about trend , in return...
Saat kau berumur 14 tahun, dia membayar biaya untuk kempingmu selama sebulan liburan.
*When you are 14, she paid for your 1 month camping.
Sebagai balasannya, kau tak pernah meneleponnya..
*In return, you never bother to call her...
Saat kau berumur 15 tahun, pulang kerja ingin
memelukmu.
*When you are 15, she got home and want to hug you.
Sebagai balasannya, kau kunci pintu kamarmu.
*You lock the door instead...
Saat kau berumur 16 tahun, dia ajari kau mengemudi mobilnya.
*When you are 16, she taught you to drive.
Sebagai balasannya, kau pakai mobilnya setiap ada kesempatan tanpa peduli kepentingannya.
*In return, you use the car whenever you have the chance wthout caring for her need...
Saat kau berumur 17 tahun, dia sedang menunggu telepon yang penting.
*When you are 17, she wait for an important phone call.
Sebagai balasannya, kau pakai telepon nonstop semalaman.
*You were talking on the phone all night long...
Saat kau berumur 18 tahun, dia menangis terharu ketika kau lulus SMA.
*When you are 18, she cried because you graduated.
Sebagai balasannya, kau berpesta dengan temanmu hingga pagi.
*But you party all night till dawn...
Saat kau berumur 19 tahun, dia membayar biaya kuliahmu dan mengantarmu ke kampus pada hari pertama.
*When you are 19, she paid teh Uni fee and took you to Uni on your 1st day.
Sebagai balasannya, kau minta diturunkan jauh dari pintu gerbang agar kau tidak malu di depan teman-temanmu.
*You asked to be droppedn miles away from the gate , so you won;t be embaress in front of your friends....
Saat kau berumur 20 tahun, dia bertanya, "Dari mana saja seharian ini?"
*When you are 20, she asked "where have you been all day ?"
Sebagai balasannya, kau jawab, "Ah Ibu cerewet amat sih, ingin tahu urusan orang!"
*In return you said :" ah..u are so noisy Mom, why do u need to know other people's business...
Saat kau berumur 21 tahun, dia menyarankan satu pekerjaan yang bagus untuk karirmu di masa depan.
*When you are 21, she suggest to you about your future.
Sebagai balasannya, kau katakan, "Aku tidak ingin seperti Ibu."
*In return you said : "I don;t wanna be like you Mom."
Saat kau berumur 22 tahun, dia memelukmu dengan haru saat kau lulus perguruan tinggi.
*When you are 22 , she gave you special hug because you graduated.
Sebagai balasannya, kau tanya dia kapan kau bisa ke Bali.
*In return, you asked her, when will you be able to go to Bali...
Saat kau berumur 23 tahun, dia membelikanmu 1 set furnitur untuk rumah barumu.
*When you are 23, she bought you 1 set of furniture for your new house.
Sebagai balasannya, kau ceritakan pada temanmu betapa jeleknya furnitur itu.
*But in return, you told everybody that the furniture was ugly...
Saat kau berumur 24 tahun, dia bertemu dengan tunanganmu dan bertanya tentang rencananya di masa depan.
*When you are 24, she met your fiance and ask about his future.
Sebagai balasannya, kau mengeluh,"Aduuh, bagaimana Ibu ini, koq bertanya seperti itu?"
*But you whinge " ohhh Mom.. how can you ask him that question ?"
Saat kau berumur 25 tahun, dia membantumu membiayai penikahanmu.
*When you 25, she help you out with the wedding fee.
Sebagai balasannya, kau pindah ke kota lain yang jaraknya lebih dari 500km.
*In return, you move to other city which is 500 km away...
Saat kau berumur 30 tahun, dia memberikan beberapa nasehat bagaimana merawat bayimu.
*When you are 30, she gave you some advice on how to treat the baby.
Sebagai balasannya, kau katakan padanya,"Bu, sekarang zamannya sudah berbeda!"
*In return you utter :"Mom, the world now different place...
Saat kau berumur 40 tahun, dia menelepon untuk memberitahukan pesta ulang tahun salah seorang kerabat.
*When you are 40, she call to remind you about relative's birthday.
Sebagai balasannya, kau jawab,"Bu, saya sibuk sekali, nggak ada waktu."
*In return, you said :" Mom, I am very busy, Ihave no time"....
Saat kau berumur 50 tahun, dia sakit-sakitan sehingga memerlukan perawatanmu.
*When you are 50, she is ill and need your love and care.
Sebagai balasannya, kau baca tentang pengaruh negatif orang tua yang menumpang tinggal di rumah anak-
anaknya.
*In return you read a book about the negative energy if a parent live with her children...
.......................................
Dan hingga suatu hari, dia meninggal dengan tenang.
*And one day, she passed away peacefuly.
Dan tiba-tiba kau teringat semua yang belum pernah kau
lakukan, karena mereka datang menghantam HATI mu.
*And suddenly you remember what you have NOT done,because they come and hit your heart hard...
JIKA BELIAU MASIH ADA, JANGAN LUPA MEMBERIKAN KASIH
SAYANGMU LEBIH DARI YANG PERNAH KAU BERIKAN SELAMA
INI.
*IF SHE IS STILL ALIVE , PLEASE GIVE HER SOME LOVE MORE THAN WHAT YOU'VE GIVEN HIM.
DAN JIKA BELIAU SUDAH TIADA, INGATLAH KASIH SAYANG DAN
CINTANYA YANG TULUS TANPA SYARAT KEPADAMU.
*AND IF SHE;S NO LONGER WITH US, REMEMBER ON HOW MUCH SHE LOVE YOU WITH HER TRUE LOVE WITHOUT ANY REWARDS.
(from lessons of life)
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| Happy Mother's Day :) |
| 12.23.03 (4:25 am) [edit] |
" Happy Mother's Day "
Happy Mother's Day for all the mother in Indonesia !!
Especially for My Mommy... *hug & kiss*
Mother...
I was in safe dark but protective place
I can hear your heartbeat...
I feel your love for me
I can hear your voice speak of love...
You brought me to this world
With your soul for mine
You give your life for me
With love..... You named me..
You call me " My Sweet Baby Girl "
Mommy... I Love you ... and thank you for loving me always ...
@--}--}--Gratis Sepanjang Masa--{--{--@
Suatu sore, seorang anak menghampiri ibunya di dapur
Ia menyerahkan selembar kertas yang telah ditulisinya
Setelah sang ibu mengeringkan tangannya dengan celemek
Ia pun membaca tulisan itu dan inilah isinya:
Untuk memotong rumput 2 dinar
Untuk membersihkan kamar tidur minggu ini 1 dinar
Untuk pergi ke toko disuruh ibu 1/2 dinar
Untuk menjaga adik waktu ibu belanja 1/2 dinar
Untuk membuang sampah 1 dinar
Untuk nilai yang bagus 3 dinar
Untuk membersihkan dan menyapu halaman 1/2 dinar
Jadi jumlah utang ibu adalah 8 1/2 dinar
Sang ibu memandangi anaknya dengan penuh harap
Berbagai kenangan terlintas dalam benak sang ibu
Lalu ia mengambil pulpen, membalikkan kertasnya
Dan inilah yang ia tuliskan
Untuk 9 bulan ibu mengandung kamu, gratis
Untuk semua malam ibu menemani kamu, gratis
Mengobati kamu dan mendoakan kamu, gratis
Untuk semua saat susah dan air mata dalam mengurus kamu, gratis
Kalau dijumlahkan semua, harga cinta ibu adalah gratis
Untuk semua mainan, makanan, minuman, dan baju, gratis
Anakku ... dan kalau kamu menjumlahkan semuanya,
Akan kau dapati bahwa harga cinta ibu adalah GRATIS
Seusai membaca apa yang ditulis ibunya
Sang anak pun berlinang air mata dan menatap wajah ibunya
Dan berkata: "Bu, aku sayang sekali sama ibu"
Kemudian ia mengambil pulpen
Dan menulis sebuah kata dengan huruf-huruf besar: "LUNAS"
This is dedicated to my Mommy and all the Mommies in the world :)) I Love You Mommy....
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY
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| Special Someone ... |
| 12.22.03 (5:22 am) [edit] |
[u]-Love Letter from that Special Someone-[/u]
As you got up this morning, I watched you, and hoped you would talk to me, even if it was just a few words, asking my opinion or thanking me for something good that happened in your life yesterday. But I noticed you were too busy, trying to find the right outfit to wear. When you ran around the house getting ready, I knew there would be a few minutes for you to stop and say hello, but you were too busy. At one point you had to wait, fifteen minutes with nothing to do except sit in a chair. Then I saw you spring to your feet. I thought you wanted to talk to me, but you ran to the phone and called a friend to get the latest gossip instead. I watched patiently all day long. With all your activities I guess you were too busy to say anything to me.
I noticed that before lunch you looked around, may be you felt embarrassed to talk to me, that is why you didn't bow your head. You glanced three or four tables over and you noticed some of your friends talking to me briefly before they ate, but you didn't. That's okay. There is still more time left, and I hope that you will talk to me yet. You went home and it seems as if you had lots of things to do. After a few of them were done, you turned on the TV. I don't know if you like TV or not, just about anything goes there and you spend lot of time each day in front of it not thinking about anything, just enjoying the show. I waited patiently again as you watched the TV and ate your meal, but again you didn't talk to me.
Bedtime I guess you felt too tired. After you said good night to your family you popped into bed and fell asleep in no time. That's okay because you may not realize that I am always there for you. I've got patience, more than you will ever know. I even want to teach you how to be patient with others as well.
I love you so much that I wait everyday for a nod, prayer or thought or a thankful part of your heart. It is hard to have a onesided conversation. Well, you are getting up once again. And once again I will wait, with nothing but love for you. Hoping that today you will give me some time.
Have a nice day!
Your friend,
[u]ALLAH [/u]
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| Resolutions ? |
| 12.22.03 (2:37 am) [edit] |
My New Year Resolutions :
1. I wanna be better Mom
2. I wanna be better human being
3. I wanna spend more times with my AngeL
4. Gotta make the world a better place to live
5. Lessen my time in front of my precious lappy
6. Be Better friend
7. Hajj !! *I should put this to #1* well, just think this as #1 ok :D
8. Europe :lol:
9. Quit dieting =p~
10. Getting Married and have another kid ? *hint*
hehhee... that's all I can think of :) but I suppose it is not how many.. more like how many you can keep and achieve :)
~*~ Merry Christmas to those who celebrate it and Happy New Year to you all !!! Muachhhhhhhhhhhhhh !! ~*~
God Bless You All !!!
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| Just ... |
| 12.21.03 (4:37 pm) [edit] |
Just resting my head from everything...
My Angel sedang bobok dan melihat dia bobok itu sangat damai dan tenang... saya iri sekali :)
Ternyata Es kelapa muda pinggir jalan enak juga yah ? :D , kepanasan... gerah... kena drops of rain... debu asap jalanan.. tapi setelah minum es kelapa muda ... serasa semua worth it :-)
Saya lelah... but happy :lol: , life is to enjoy not to be ruined or complicated. I think people who hurt me , they hurt my Angel too therefore I have no respect for people like that ...
Sleeping time !!!
Mudah-mudahan kebahagiaan yang gue capai bisa terus ada demi Nanda-ku , dan mudah-mudahan kebahagiaan itu datang dari diriku sendiri dan tidak bergantung kepada orang lain :)
I just Love You allz :wink:
*mamam keripik nangka bawa'an Mas* ma'acih mas e`
:wink:
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| ~*~ Brother Bear ~*~ |
| 12.20.03 (2:54 am) [edit] |
[u]Brother Bear [/u]
The powerful and playful bond between brothers, and mans bond with nature, are explored with great drama and comedy in Walt Disney Pictures exciting new animated tale of brotherhood, bears and breathtaking outdoor adventure. Driven by six great new songs from Academy Award winner Phil Collins (including a sensational performance by legendary singer Tina Turner on the Collins composed tune, Great Spirits), the film follows the incredible adventures of a young man named Kenai who is transformed into a bear. From his new perspective, Kenai discovers the world through the eyes of a bear cub named Koda, has a hilarious encounter with a pair of misguided moose, and finds himself pursued by his own sibling. A colorful cast of animals adds to the fun and excitement created by Disney's Florida Animation Studio (Mulan, Lilo & Stitch). Phil Collins music (his first film effort since Tarzan) and score (co-composed with Mark Mancina) gives this film a joyous and entertaining a rhythm that highlights the action, comedy and emotion.
I went to see it with my Angel tonight and it was one increadible movie and it was just wonderful... We felt at peace after the movie. It was somehow entertaining as well as educating, plus we appreciate the nature more and care about other living things who shares thisworld with us. Plus the effect that they put on Aurora Borealis in the movie... just the magical perception about it , totally awesome... perhaps that is why I love Aurora Borealis so much.. because it just incredible.
Go see the movie , even though it is animation it is beautifuly done and great soundtrack by Phil Collins , just an icing on the cake !! Two thumbs up :)
Go and see it , and if you wanna see what Aurora Borealis, go and see the movie , what you got to lose ? Nadda ! so ... enjoy :)
I had quiet nice night... very pleasant even though I am rather tired , nevertheless, this is one of my best night...
I got one question though....
Have you ever had your ear licked in a book shop ?
:shock: LoL :lol:
Ok ok, it is not related to the movie , but I just wanna know :D , coz I saw something when I was there :lol:
You comment please.... :oops:
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| Values |
| 12.19.03 (6:36 am) [edit] |
It only take few seconds to hurt people you love,
and it take years to heal......
Don't marry the person that you know ..
that you can live with...
Only marry someone that you cannot live without...
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| ~*~ Fear ~*~ |
| 12.18.03 (4:22 am) [edit] |
How I fear that life would be different when I am back to Australia ..... I have been here in the tropic for almost half a year :shock:
So many thing had happened and so many things had change my out look about life...
Many tears had spilts and many laugh had been shared...
I fear that I wouldn't be like this when I am back in Australia... as I have less friends there. I enjoy this beloved country I am in at the moment... Indonesia bring so much joys to my life in the past 5 months...
I met heaps of people and did some travel and it was awesome to go to country side , away from the big smoke :D
I fear that all this would be taken away from me ....
I fear that my heart will change...
I fear that I will be lonely ...
I fear of missing all these..
I fear of missing ...........
Hold me ....
Just hold me...
Wrap me in your arms and protect me , I feel so insecure right now and vurnerable...
I hide my pain in my smile..
I hide my fear in a laugh..
But I know that you know...
Coz I am part of you...
I know you can feel my pain ...
Just wanna love you...
I just fear of losing you...
Distance Suckz !!!
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| DONE !! |
| 12.17.03 (3:57 am) [edit] |
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DONE !! Finally I got One big thing outta the way today. Got my daugther pasport back ! Yipee !! Woh, what a battle but I suppose this teach me to be patient. Got there pretty late in the day and sort it out and after a long waiting finally we got it in our hand ! What an awesome feeling that was ... so we are going to be here until after new year. Then ... Australia here I come !!
After we got the pasport, we decided to celebrate it and because we are starving to death we went to the nearest shopping mall available to get some feed. Angel was exhausted and she look forward to the meal and a bit of a play. We were suppose to be catching up with my mate Dodik tonight while he is in Jakarta but alas... it was raining quiet heavely so we were kinda stucked there for awhile and end up mucking about in TimeZone !!! Awesome games today :)
Then, contacting my mate and apologize for being a lazy butt =p~ and I asked him to catch me at my house ... Angel & I made our way back to my house and Goodness me the traffic !! traffic jam... whats new :x but I suppose this is the big city so yeah... all is well.
Finally after 1 hr we got home and I am so tired... and chilling for a bit until the phone rang , hiw !! [url=http://www.kotakpensil.com/]Dodik[/url] is hereeeee !! haihaihaihia finally =p~
So yeah, I ushered him in to meet my family and like we always did when we catching up , we just mad !! We giggled and jokes and tease eachother silly , LoL. I feel the connection with him whenever I am near him :) , he made me laugh that's for sure, No , Not laugh AT him but WITH him.. he is cool guy :). Then we decided to have some bite to eat coz he hasn't got any dinner , and laugh all the way there... we catch the Becak ! peddy-cab :D , it was tight squeezed coz Dodik got huge ass ! or was it me ?? :lol: , Angel went along with us, that was mighty fun to catch him here :)
We even got some time to get some Durian :D, my fave fruit , yummy...
Anyway, he had to leave not long after as it was getting late and being in Asia the culture prevent us for receving guest after 10 O'Clock. Also it is better for him to not stay too long or he will be stuck with no transport to go back to where he is staying in JKT. He is also not that familiar with JKT , he reside himself in the beautiful City of Yogjakarta :) , one of my fave city in Indonesia.
Anyway.. that's all for today... I am now in need for chilling... so take it easy yo :)
PS: Thank you Mas Dodik for the visit :)
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| I want... |
| 12.16.03 (3:22 am) [edit] |
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I want a Baby boy.... :oops:
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| Why Man Lie ? |
| 12.15.03 (10:57 am) [edit] |
One day, while a woodcutter was cutting a branch of a
tree above a river, his axe fell into the river.
When he cried out, God appeared and asked," Why are you crying?"
The woodcutter replied that his axe has fallen into water.
Then God went down into the water and reappeared with a golden axe.
"Is this your axe?" God asked.
The woodcutter replied, "No."
God again went down and came up with a silver axe.
"Is this your axe?" he asked.
Again, the woodcutter replied, "No."
God went down again and came up with an iron axe. "Is this your axe?" God asked.
The woodcutter replied," Yes."
God was pleased with the man's honesty and gave him
all three axes to keep, and the woodcutter went home happily.
One day while he was walking with his wife along the
riverbank, the woodcutter's wife fell into the river.
When he cried out,God again appeared and asked him,
"Why are you crying?"
"Oh God , my wife has fallen into the water!"
God went down into the water and came up with Jennifer Lopez.
"Is this your wife?" he asked.
"Yes," cried the woodcutter.
God was furious. "You cheat! That is an untruth!"
The woodcutter replied, "Oh, forgive me God . It is a misunderstanding.
You see, if I said 'no' to Jennifer Lopez,
You will come up with Catherine Zeta-Jones.
Then if I also say 'no' to her, You wi l l come up with my wife, and I will say 'yes,'
and then all three will be given to me.
But God , I am a poor man and I will not be able to
take care of all three wives, so *that's* why I said 'yes' this time.
The moral of the story is whenever a man lies it is
for an honourable and useful reason.
Hohaoahoahoa Yeah right !!! :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol:
What A bugger of an excuse =p~ but it sure is funny :D 8)
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| ~*~ White Morning ~*~ |
| 12.14.03 (10:46 pm) [edit] |
The day started pretty early :), it's Sunday !! what to do ? spur of a moment decision..
Jadi pagi-pagi buta sudah bangun dan hari ini sepertinya beda dari hari-hari lainnya :) , hari ini terasa banget energi yg positive. Kenapa ?? Ya rasanya begitu aja lah... aku merasa bagai seorang manusia yang baru dilahirkan... fresh dan bahagia :), aku tanggalkan semua kesedihan dan kekurangan yang ada dalam hidup, walaupun hanya sementara...
Dengan secara spontan, aku ajak Nanda-ku tercinta jalan-jalan ke "MONAS" di-tengah2 kota , dan kebetulan hari ini hari Minggu jadi kemungkinan besar akan ada acara disana... biasanya ada lomba-lomba macam2. Jadi pagi2 sudah rapi dan wangi kami berdua... Nandaku apalagi... dia terlihat cantik dan segar :) dengan baju warna pink-nya dan sepatu rodanya. Ketika kami sampai disana... wah sudah ramai sekali... bahkan ada andong sewaan , iya yang seperti di Jogja tapi ini khas Betawi Andong , dengan hiasan2nya yang asli traditional. Jakarta diwaktu pagi ternyata indah juga sebelum disentuh oleh bibir2 knalpot !!! Anginnya semilir menyejukan dan di taxi tadi, kami bahkan bisa melihat Gunung Salak ketika taxi kami melaju menuju Monas... keren abis nih pagi..
Lalu kami berjalan slowly... sambil menikmati sekeliling dan keramaian yang ada, dari orang lomba sepeda dan gerak jalan sampai anak-anak bermain bola ... wih !! ada layang-layang kecil yg bisa dibeli disitu... berwarna-warni , murah meriah...uh jadi inget waktu aku kecil, suka main layangan :). Pokoknya suasananya enak banget pagi ini. Tapi.. setelah jalan belum jauh dari pintu utama, aku dikejutkan sama Nanda kepleset ! Igh.... padahal sepatu rodanya belum dibuka :( , ternyata ban blakang sepatu roda kebuka tanpa sengaja dan dia terpleset , ouch!!, dengkulnya kejilat aspal yang kasar... jadilah kulit Nandaku yang lembut seperti sutra terluka... aih... berdarah.. kasian, kliatan diwajahnya kalau dia merasa pedih sekali tapi dia tidak menangis :) Dia tenang... sementara ada dewa penolong yang carikan Nanda dan aku handyplast. Thank you :)
Lalu kami jalan lagi... dan yang akhirnya sambil ambil2 photo disana... trus beli layangan kecil berwarna-warni yang dimainkan sama Nanda sambil berjalan direrumputan.... indah dan damai rasanya... angin yang lembut masih mengusik rambutku dan membelai pipiku... aku bahagia ...
melihat senyum Nanda-ku membuatku bahagia sekali dan kalian semua tau aku sayang banget sama dia , lihat dia senyum bagaikan nemu diamond sebesar dunia... tak ternilai harganya.
Ditepi-tepi rerumputan ada taman-taman kecil yang dimanfaatkan oleh sekelompok keluarga untuk berpiknik , kelihatannya asyik sekali dan terus terang aku cemburu tapi aku merasa damai dihati dan bersyukur betapa banyaknya orang yang masih mencintai waktu senggang bersama keluarga dan betapa akrab suasananya :), soooooo sweeeettttttttt .......
Setelah kami selesai dan makan pagi disana, kami bermaksud mau ke Bogor !! tapi kasian AngeL, dia kelihatannya masih pedih begitu dan sepatunya masih bikin dia bete :D, jadi kami akhirnya memutuskan untuk berjalan-jalan ke Taman Gunung Agung dikawasan Senen. Melaju lagi taxi ketujuan kami... dan yah... seperti biasa kami selalu keluar dengan beberapa buku yang kami sukai disana... yang bikin bagus waktu2 di toko buku ... ketika Angel main computer yang ada di toko buku tersebut... ada teman sejatiku, soulmate menelpon dan kami jadi terlibat oleh pembicaraan yang sangat berbobot, tapi aku gak akan menceritakan tentang itu.. karena sangat special isinya :). Baru sekali ini aku terpaku diantara buku-buku tentang apa yang kami bicarakan meski lewat telephone. Aku jarang sekali terheran-heran, tersentuh maupun kaget ataupun terkesan... tapi kali ini aku terpaku... dan moment itu aku masih pegang dalam dada sampai sa'at ini.
Anyway, setelah kami selesai beli buku, Angel lapar dan kebetulan kami tidak jauh dari Atrium, ya sudah kami melakukan sesuatu yang belum pernah kami lakukan sebelumnya, yaitu menyebrangi jalan-jalan yang sibuk itu dan berjalan menuju Atrium. Ok, ok bagi kalian itu bukan hal yang luar biasa tapi bagi aku dan Angel itu adalah sebuah pengalaman menarik dan sangat berharga... kami menyusuri pinggiran Senen yang ternyata ada kios-kios buku2 berbagai macam yang kelihatannya bisa ditawar-tawar :) really good... aku tapi nggak begitu bisa tawar menawar, aku sucks dalam hal itu !! Jadi kami hanya memperhatikan apa yang ada disekeliling kami saja sambil kadang-kadang terheran-heran :D *kuno banget sih??*
Akhirnya setelah menyebrangi sekitar 4 jalan besar yg trafficnya sibuk sekali , dengan sukses kami sampai di Atrium Senen.... Alhamdulillah... dan disambut oleh Satpam di McDonald dengan senyum dan dibukain pintunya :) keren yah ? =p~ ada yang bukakan pintu... bagi kami itu tindakan jentelmen aja... soale dia kayaknya nggak buka buat semua orang *GR* yeah...itulah aku selalu menikmati dan menghargai usaha orang , bagi aku cowok yang bukakan pintu buat aku adalah sweet :) jadi merasa kayak lady banget kalau ada cowok yang begitu *bahas :D*
Ya sudah... makan nyam nyam nyam... sambil baca buku di-iringi oleh lagu-lagu fungkeh !! Ternyata McD keren juga seleksi lagu-lagunya... keren...
Trusssss.... abis itu... kami slowly mulai ngantuk dan lelah, jadi pulang time !! Hihihih... sampai rumah , sholat , langsung tepar !! hhihihih. ngumpet di kamar yang suhunya 18 C , nyaman... sampai ada telephone dari teman yang kebetulan menuju ke daerah dimana kami tinggal, ya dia mau ketemu sekalian nganterin temannya yang mau ke Pelabuhan Tanjung Priok untuk naik kapal laut ke pulau disebrang. Ya sudah, bangun lagi... siap2 keluar lagi, aduh capeknya... tapi demi teman lah... aku ajak Angel :) dan sewaktu menunggu di Kelapa Gading , dia main dance revolution machine di TimeZone... *again and again* =p~ , tau nggak apa yang keren sore ini ? Dia ngalahin nih cewek mungkin seumuran dia kali yah mainin dance machine itu... by 4 X Choy !!! Hiaihaihaa.. keren my Angel, di adu sih mereka... my Angel menang dunk :D , sumpeh loe !! Dia seneng banget waktu itu.... dan memang dia tuh sudah tambah jago aja main itu machine :) koordinasi mata dan kaki-nya cepat , she is a STAR !!! My Star :) *melet2 to everyone* hihihihihih... sirik gak sih ? bagi kalian yang sudah punya momongan pasti ngerti perasaanku , betapa bangganya kita dengan anak2 kita dengan apa yang mereka perbuat, yang baik2 lho.. kalau yang nakal2 ya pasti dibilangin lah... biar nggak jadi senjata makan tuan nantinya. Gitu lho...
Malam ini kami berdua kecapekan tapi seneng banget banyak kegiatan dan merasa kalau aku melakukan sesuatu hari ini... capek2 enak :) tapi kasian teman aku yang akhirnya datang juga , nggak bisa duduk lama-lama sama dia soalnya aku sudah ngantuk dan capek dan yeah nggak sopan menguap terus =p~ , sowwy fren... tapi kayaknya dia tau kalau aku kecapekan..
Lalu.. inilah aku menulis sebelum bobok... supaya kalian tau apa yang aku lakukan hari ini dan ingin berbagi cerita dengan kalian tentang pengalaman ku dan Angel hari ini , keren kan ? :) yah yah ? :D
Ternyata duduk ditengah-tengah kota , dekat Monas, dipagi hari diantara kerimbunan pohon-pohon dan sementara bajaj dan taxi berseliweran, diselingi memandang kemegahan gedung2 dan air mancur di depan kami , sambil "membuka diri" ternyata berdampak bagus juga... dibawah pohon-pohon berwarna ungu merah muda yang jelita kami berjalan... indahnya... sejuknya.. dan bunga itu... sampai ada di antara rambutku , thank you .. thank you for my morning gift.
Sekarang aku akan mencoba menutup mataku , menikmati hari indahku dan menyelami ketentraman yang Allah Swt limpahkan kepadaku hari ini... Alhamdulilah... Terima Kasih Ya Rabb , ENGKAU maha mengetahui betapa aku membutuhkan ketenangan dan keindahan ini :) , ya , aku butuh ketenangan ini. Aku pantas menerimanya...
Hilariously Serene... is it possible ?
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| Tired..give me room to breath... |
| 12.14.03 (3:08 am) [edit] |
Rainy day, grey day , full of heavy cloud up in the sky but I promise my Lil' Angel to take her to this one of the biggest bookstore in town " Gramedia " which was in the old part of Jakarta. I showed Angela some of the old building that was on our way there and tell her little story about it. Some of the building was built for as long as 50 yrs ago. Angela seemed to be interested *who knows :lol: * Anyway, it was pouring down raining but a promise is a promise. Not long after we got there... We were surrounded by books !! Heaven... both of us love books so it was just amazing to see so many books all at once :D. We stayed there long enough to find couple of books that interest us. I've got 2 books about Women in Islam and the other one was " Borobudur " The ancient temple of Central Java. I am grateful to find such a book. I could never have enough of books. Angel got couple of books that keep her happy as well. She also conned me to get her another lil figurines from "Hamtaro" bleh... :) *shake my head*
While all that happening, my phone ringing ... it was my mate Brad Pitt =p~. He asked what I am doing so I said to him see it for yourself =p~. He said he was at the office.. ck ck on weekend ?? so, I said get outta there and join us *evil grin* and YEP , he is conned !! Hehehhe.. but by the time he come we already change plan and place because Angel and I was rather hungry... so we hopped on to the next destination which was " The Atrium Plaza " about 30 mins away from the bookstore. Hail a cab and got one !! Got to the plaza and search for food and feed our pretty face with jelly and salad !! LoL... yum yum...
Brad Pitt arrived !! hihihih he couldn't see where we were sitting even though we were waving around at him :D *the guy gone blind !! wonder what he's doing in spare time :D*. Angel need to surprised him for him to find us. Then we have dinner together .... ah... so relaxing and kinda sleepy afterward. I hardly can keep my eyes open... but got couple more tasks to do which was kinda the main issue why we went out today :), need to find some new wardrobe for AngeL , stocking up !! She got nothing to wear *typical girl* =p~
But guess whose bored ??? Brad Pitt !! Because he must carrying our shopping around while we fuzzily pick and choose clothing for AngeL =p~ poor Braddy.. hihihi NOT !!!
By the time we finished... it was around 8 but I am just so tired... I have enough for the night. Need to rest my feet and mind.
But we had such a nice night :) .......
and I shall leave it to that for now , seriously don't wanna ruining the night.... give me room to breath is the topic for tonight :)
Need some sleep...
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| WTF ! |
| 12.13.03 (5:40 am) [edit] |
What The F.....
Why can't some people learn to respect themself... why some people just plain annoying.. ?
Why does he need to do that ? on what ground and purposes ? Gaining what ?
I am so damm tired... need to chill perhaps by going on another part of the island..
*packing my bag and ready to go !!*
BE YOURSELF !!!!
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| How is it ? |
| 12.13.03 (5:05 am) [edit] |
How is it feel to be bald headed ?
How do you feel if you are bald headed by shaving it ?
How do you feel if I am bald by shaving it ?
Extreme to the limit !!!
Bald is beautifuL !!
:lol: :oops: :shock: :lol: :oops: :shock: :lol: :oops: :shock: :lol: :oops: :shock: :lol: :oops: :shock: :lol: :oops:
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| A Lil' Secret :) |
| 12.13.03 (2:53 am) [edit] |
Just a little secret about me...
When I am with someone , when I love someone so dearly, When I am loved... when someone are with me..
I suggest to never leave me alone, not even for 1 second unless necessary of course.
Just never leave me alone without any words... if you leave me alone for few days without any words or any attentions, well, you just give yourself a ticket to ride to somewhere where I don't exist. I am not attention seeker as I have that already anyway without even trying, but I discover myself , eachtime I am in relationship if my partner leave me for whatever reason, such as work, duty or whateva ... if I don't hear from him for so many days , those missing feeling turn to dismissal. Those feeling of love turn into resentment for making me waiting..
So if you love me.... never ask me to wait in vain and stay in touch with me, even just 1 sms a day with the words of love .... yes I might be selfish but... this is me, this is my weakness perhaps but I am a person who need constant communication, stable ground and affectionate...
You leave me without message... well, you know where to find me :)
How fragile I can be.... ???
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| Eh Tau nggak sih ? |
| 12.12.03 (6:40 am) [edit] |
Asli gue mau iseng nge-blog kali ini.. mau ngakak2 dikit :lol:
Gini ceritanya...
Kan gue tuh sedang nonton TV kira2 jam2 9 an deh, tadi sore ada acara "DUNIA LAIN" , asli mayan serem itu tayangannya kali ini .. tapi seperti biasa gue tetep nonton meski abis itu jd tambah penakut =p~
TAPI !! yang jadi ulasan kali ini bukan acaranya...
Justru IKLAN yg kadang2 muncul di sela2 acara tersebut.. iklannya tuh sudah sering aku lihat di TV dan setiap kali muncul aku senyum2 sendiri dan selalu mengundang tawa ketika wajah cowok itu di close up *aduh udah ngakak sekarang juga* :lol: :lol: :lol: asli bukan karena menghina apa gimana , aku ngeliatnya dari kesan lucu tingkahnya dan gayanya yg mengingatkan aku akan KENTHIR-nya seseorang :lol: . Jadi setiap aku lihat itu iklan aku inget "dia" heheiehiehihah... *masih sambil ngakak nulis2nya* Ampun deh !!
Ok, Ok, nih iklannya... Tau kan kalian iklan Sampoerna Hijau yg iklannya Ijo ijo ijo !! cowok berempat ?? inget kan ??? Nah jalan cerita iklannya gini ..
Di halte bis ada 2 cewek cakep dateng dan duduk di halte nunggu bis yg dateng... lalu ada cowok pake beanny, celana jeans nya yg gombrong dan pake anting, gayanya ala New Yorker deh.. dan Rapper banget :lol: , dia mau mejeng depan tuh cewek2 jd dia yg sedang gotong2 radio pasang musik fungkeh sambil moonwalk depan tuh cewek sambil gaya2 dikit.. tapi tetep aja tuh cewek cuek... waktu di close up :lol: ama kamera tuh wajah cowok tuh mengingatkan aku akan gayanya someone... hihihih dan aku pasti ngakak, dengan mulutnya yg monyong2 gitu :P
Nggak lama setelah dia "beraksi" depan cewek2 cakep tapi dicuekin... terdengar music yg kenceng banget yg ternyata Pasukan Hijau dengan Giant radio sambil nyanyi2 Ijo ijo ijo... nah si Rapper kan jd bete dan dia langsung sewot meninggalkan halte sambil buang apa gitu dengan kesal :lol: .... gitu ceritanya :D
NAH !! yg bikin aku ngakak kan someone nya yah ??? Mau tau gak kayak siapa orang-nya si Rapper ???
HUhaiheuhehwohwhahwhuwhuh uheohehai Kayak [u]siKomik aka Dodik Kotakpensil [/u] *mabur !!!*
Aduh duh aduh.... ngakak !!! SambeLLLLLLLLL .... eheehoeheoheoheoeho
:lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol:
Mas Dodik jangan marah yah... abise aku orak tahan nek ndelok kuwi iklane :P heieheihoahoahoahoaha
Udah ah mo ngakak dulu :lol:
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| Just About Me :D |
| 12.12.03 (3:33 am) [edit] |
1-Name = Jasmine
2-Age = 17 going on 34
3-Birthday = August 3rd *hint*
4-Eye color = Deep mysterious brown
5-Hair color = brown
6-Height = 5'5 / 160 Cm
7-Skin tone color = Yummy Honey colour =p~
8-Right handed or left handed = right handed
9-Weight = 53 kg
10-Any piercings = yeah .. in place u don't wanna know =p~
11-Shy at all? = sometime but don't wanna show it *hei?*
12-Outgoing at all? = trying!
13-Fav. song = J'Attendais & Moonlight Sonata
14-Fav. band = POD, Limp Bizkit, Creed,Evanesence, l'arc-en-ciel..and muchm uch much more!
15-Fav. movie = I love movies too much to have a fave :)
16-Fav. movie star = Sir Anthony Hopkins and delicious Tara Moss & Angelina Jolie
17-Fav. drink = All type of juices and H2O *yawn ... boring...*
18-Fav. food = Fresh salads and delicious men =p~
19-Fav. Ice Cream = Old English Toffee
20-Fav. color = Black & White
21-Fav. saying = Waddup !!
22-Something weird about yourself = I think I was jelly beans in past life...
23-Something you hate = pollution, weak men, earth-worms and jengkol =p~
24-Something that bugs you about the person who sent this to you = I am just not sure if he is gay or just friendly toward men ?? he won't tell me ...
25-Something you like about the person who sent this to you = He is a good listener :)
26-Dumbest thing you've ever heard = Sending my girl to school on holiday :D
27-Stupidest song = Anything that I don't listen =p~
28-Do you have a crush on anyone = YES, at the moment...
29-If so whom may that person be = I can't tell ya or it won't be a crush , LoL
30-Which is more important personality or looks = I like both but i dont think too much on the topic.
31-What does the person you like look like = Tall, dark, handsome... *dreaming...*
32-Longest relationship = 7 years
33-What kind of vehicle do you want =Something to move me from A to B. But Batman Car would do , LoL
34-Would you rather be eaten by a dog or by a cow = Neither !! they both stink !
35-Potatoe or pototo = Potatoe
36-Ketchup or mustard = Mustard
37-Coke or pepsi = Aren't they the same ?? *shock horror*
38-Pudding or icecream = Pudding & Ice Cream ? *piggy*
39-Gold or silver = Silver
40-Blue or red = Red
41-Hockey or soccer = Don't really care as long as I don't have to watch it =p~
42-Hugging or fondeling = Hugging while fondeling hhihihih
43-Kissing someone new or kissing the same person over and over = Kissing My Angel , nothing can beat that :)
45-Have you ever told a boyfriend or girlfriend you loved them= Yes , all the time :*
Listen to Beethoven ( Moonlight Sonata and think of the possiblity of being propose =p by my crush )
Feeling great!
Wanting White Chocolate...
Final thoughts/words: Did I just spend few minutes on my internet hour on crap like this ? *eugh!!* Bloody Heck....
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| Overloaded !!! |
| 12.11.03 (6:26 am) [edit] |
I am so overloaded !! I am so tired...
Wanna s......... myself....
Totally buggered...
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| Something IN, ON and UNDER the Water... |
| 12.11.03 (2:43 am) [edit] |
Something was in the water, I assumed that would some spillages around the area perhaps either from Industrial area or ships which was carrying some fuel or kinda same substance.. According a mate of mine, it was perhaps some spillages from some ship carrying fuel or some type. It was pretty sad to see hundreds of fishes, crabs and other sea creatures died along the beach. I had to observed it closely and it wasn't a pretty pictures. All the little fish kept on dumped along the beach, the crabs was also dead helplessly between the rocks and on the sands... the bigger fish , by the look of the texture of the skin, it was dead because of chemical substance that burn the skin and killed it :(. I am talking about the beach here near where I live ... the conditions was so bad ... I was there to witness this stupidity and careless act and I am not sure whether some actions being taken or not ??? :? , if not bloody hell !! Somebody should :twisted: . I was going to take my daughter there next time but to see such an awfull views, I thought NO WAY !!!! that's just too much suffering going on there... What the heck am I suppose to do ???
Aduh... gimana sih ? seorang daku nggak akan bisa merubah apa yg ada disana... sedih sekali melihat perairan di Indonesia. Kenapa jadi High Polluted country begini sih ?? Water way kita seharusnya lebih baik kondisinya dari yg kita punya sekarang , bagaimana bisa saya menunjukan kepada anak cucu saya nanti bila mereka menanyakan bagaimana bentuk batu2 karang, kura2, planktons dan lain2 ??? digambar buku2 saja ?? Kayaknya kurang berkesan deh :( Sad banget...
Something was ON the water, beside many kind of ships and small traditional boat there was people including the birds and aeroplane taking off and landing ;)
Who is ON the water ?? a couple kissing by the end of the jetty :D , a couple talking about love and a couple just simply enjoying the polluted beach... what a poor excuse for a beach !! :evil:
Something was UNDER the water...
I am not going to tell you here , or I'll get into trouble.. I am going to keep it all for myself !! hhehehe...
Ah... how sucks !!! Need to clean our water .......[LINE]how can we better ourself ???
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| Feeling Better :) |
| 12.10.03 (10:02 am) [edit] |
Wow !! I spent about 11 hours sleeping !!! got home yesterday with a bad headache after spent sometime at the immigration and following my daughter around Kelapa Gading Mall =p. The immigration business not finish yet, I still have few days battle with it. Infact, I must be there again today... *sigh*
Yesterday, actually quiet nice day, there weren't so much hassles at the Immigration.. just get the form, fill it out and submit it. Done. Although must go up and down the place for some signatures :D.
But it was a good day :)
We went for lunch , me and My AngeL, she got nice juicy steak ! and ate it all up, what a gal =p~. TimeZone straight after, she had a game on the dancing thingy *again* :D and then we have a game shooting alien , well she cheers , I shoot :P and we came up really cool on one of the big 10th !!! Awesome... no we didn't gained anything of course, thats just for fun :)
Mid afternoon we decided to get to the bookstore and spoilt ourself with books , this is cool. My AngeL and I love reading... after spending about an hour getting what we want there, we decided we had enough for the day and slowly make our way out of the jungle of shops :). Got into a cab and immediately felt the heat ! Hmm... no big deal.... for 5 minutes :lol: but after 10 minutes we start to feel hot, discomfort and nauseating :?. Both of us had pale faces holding onto our tummy content :( .... my head keep saying : another 5 minutes... another 5 minutes... with my head thumping with each break the cabby driver took. I saw my AngeL's face... she experiencing the same thing.
We got home... we paid the fare... we bailed out of the cabby and ran inside ! I took some of my attires and lay on the bed and feel the bed spinning. My AngeL lay next to me with the same condition. We are buggered.... :roll: dear me...
After awhile I make myself got up for afternoon pray which I did and then sitting about outsise the house until Maghrib / sunset , did the pray and lay down again on the bed with a headache...
Suddenly my AngeL, she got burst of energy... do you know what she done ?
Here we go... you guys going to be so envious :D , and you guys wish that you have a daughter like AngeL.
1st she gave a back massages then walk on my back while I was talking on the phone with a friend. Then she massage my hands , my feet and scrath my back , massage my neck , my head and put on some beautiful music, getting me a drink and all the sweetest things she done for me and I can't stop praising and thanking her for her efforts which she replied that all is okay Mommy, I did t because I love you and that you aren't feeling the best.....
Aaahhh... what a girl ... :oops: I felt so ashamed to myself for being as weak as piss =p~ and having my daughter taking care of me ....
My precious child ... my precious AngeL , Thank You ALLAH SWT for such a child . Terima Kasih Ya ALLAH akan titipan MU ... amin.
This morning, I woke up and did my pray and here I am. Waiting for the time to get myself organise and go about my day, hope I have easy day down at the immigration office , amien. Ya Allah SWT , mudahkanlah urusanku hari ini .... Amien.
Okay Y'all ... I catch u all laterz. Take care and have a gorgeous day :)
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| When.. |
| 12.09.03 (4:30 am) [edit] |
When pain no longer mine
I am free
But I am submiting myself to life sadness
And flood of tears..
Just simply want to be love and respected
How hard is that ??
Just Unbelievable...
For Now : [u]MAN ARE SUCKS !!!!!! [/u]
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| Cinta Yang Kumau ... |
| 12.09.03 (2:23 am) [edit] |
This song remind me of how I sing it for someone :), yeah, I sing it !! With my croacky voice but simple I sang it for someone...
I wonder what if the person likes it or not at the times but it was a simple gift to someone I care about, immensely.
I am sure why but I've seen lots of people put songs lyrics in their blog and I am one person who sometimes did that , so here's another one ...
[u]Cinta Yang Ku-Mau[/u]
[i]Meski selalu bersama
Dalam suka dan duka
Masih belum mengerti
Mengapa ku kini
But I don't know
Engkau kasih
Pernah aku meragu
Cinta dan kepastianmu...
Kan dirimu padaku
Maafkan ragu itu
Kutau cinta yg kumau
Bisa membuatku
Ingin memilki
Dirimu selalu
Cinta yg kau mau
Tak hanya meragu
Cinta yg serasa cinta yang dewasa
Dan hidup bebas lepas..
Pernah aku meragu
Cinta dan kepastianmu
Kan dirimu padaku
Maafkan ragu itu
Kutau cinta yg kumau
Bisa membuatku
Ingin memiliki dirmu slalu
Cinta yg kau mau
Tak hanya meragu
Cinta yg serasa cinta yg dewasa
Dan hidup bebas lepas
Kutau cinta yg kumau
Bisa membuatku..
Ingin memiliki dirimu slalu
Cinta yg kau mau
Tak hanya meragu
Cinta yg serasa cinta yg dewasa dan hidup bebas lepas...[/i]
Nah begitu cinta yang kumau... bisa nggak sih ?
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| Do`a-Ku - Astaghfirullah... |
| 12.08.03 (7:39 pm) [edit] |
Bismillah Ya Rahmannu... Ya Rahimm Bismillah...
Bismillah Ya Fattaahu... Ya Halim Bismillah...
Ya Allah Ya Mannanu Ya Karim Ya Allah...
Bismillah Bismillah Bismillah ...
Ya Rabb sudilah pandang kami
Terangi jalan gelap ini
Jangan biarkan aku terus sendiri
mencari mendaki dan berduri...
Ya Rabb dengar do'aku Ya Rabb
Hadirlah dalam kehidupan kematian kami
Coba dan uji kan kulalui
Ya Allah , Ya Rahman , Ya Rokhim...
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~*~ Astaghfirullah ~*~
Astaghfirullah Robbal Baroya...
Astaghfirullah Minal Khothoya...
Robby Zidniy 'ilman naafi'aa wawaffiqnii 'amalan maqbulla...
Wawassi'lii rizqon thoyyiban fatub'alayya taubatan nashuuha...
hambamu ini datang padamu
Tuntunlah kami kemana pergi
Aku tersesat di jalan ini
Tak tahu lagi arah kembali
Sudilah engkau mau perduli
Ya man yaro sirro qolby hasbith-thila 'uka hasbi
Famhu bi'afwika dzanby washlih qusudiy wal a'mal
Ya Ilahi Ya Tuhanku
Hamba-Mu ini menuju-Mu
Jiwa ragaku jadi belenggu
Agar mendapat keridhoan-Mu
Tujuan akhir jalan hidupku....
When you feeling blue... try to read this :) it shall give you peace within. I was very angry but I listen to this sound and follow it and peace enter me and never left me .... this way I always feel that I was never alone... not even for a moment. Alhamdulillah..
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| So ? |
| 12.08.03 (2:50 am) [edit] |
This is what a found in some online magazine, I just thought it's funny and might be true , you fix your own mind about it okay :) , I agree on some of the statement :d. Seek within your heart for what you believe ...... But one thing for sure : He is not there on time when you need him the most is pretty spot on in both cases !! Hehehehe
I supposed this is apply for both gender :)
The difference online and real-life boyfriend/ girlfriend :
* Online
+ Real
* He ask a/s/l please as pick up line
+ He smile at you and say : Hi, how about it ?
* He wait for you to be online
+ He pick you up for a date
* He ask you to download a new movie that he've seen earlier
+ He took you to the movie
* He watch you thru webcam when you sick
+ He brought you something when you sick
* He ask what server you are with
+ He ask your parents to take you out
* He send you cute E-card when you mad
+ He brought you bunch of flower when you mad
* He kiss and hug you with a sign ( * )
+ He give you a real french kiss and a real hugs
* He can't make you pregnant even if you have sex 1000 times a day
+ He seriously can make you pregnant
* He can give you virus thru DCC
+ He can give you STD
* He can't always be there when you need him
+ He can't always be there when you need him (typical )
* He can send you broke with your phone bill ( long distance call and internet )
+ He can send you broke too :)
* He say goodbye with gooey quit message
+ He say goodbye with a kiss and a smile
* He can make you jealous and cost you a new keyboard
+ He can make you jealous but at least you can smack him up =p~
* He can't see you wearing face mask, old ragged clothes with huge pimple on your face , unless you tell him so.
+ He have no chance to tell you that you look awfull unless he dare enough =p~
* He can't stalk you physically
+ He can stalk you if you broke up with him
And so and so and so ... :). Here are just some small example of virtual b/f or g/f by comparison with real life b/f or g/f .... don't get offended this just a research we found and you guys opinions.
Either way... Have love and we travel !!!!!!!
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| Si Ompong Dari Australia :D |
| 12.07.03 (6:02 am) [edit] |
Saking seriousnya mikirin diri sendiri, gue sampai lupa ngasih tau sesuatu yg cute tentang AngeL :D
You know what, this morning my Angel she lost another one of her front tooth :lol: , and this was second tooth in 3 days time :lol: . She woke up this morning with something she thought in her mouth. So she pull it out hard in between sleepy eyes...
When she realise it was her tooth , with her sleepy eyes, she yelled on top of her lung : " TARAAAAAAAA !!!!!" and showing the tooth to me :D , her eyes blinking2 sleepily and her mouth with toothless look ... haoahoahaohaohoahoha that was the most gorgeous sight I have ever seen , totally awesome :wink:
One hand she hold the loosed tooth , the other hand scratching her head and her face kinda screwed up and some drool was on one side of her face :lol: akhakahkahakhak so cutely funny.. honest =p~
She keep her teeth in a clear jar to show her dad later on when we return to OZ , but for now... hehehheh... she got this cute toothless face... oh... I am so blessed with such a "gift" in my life.. Thank you GOD .
*huggles for my sleeping Angel next to me*
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| wihegirhohoha!@#^*()^%#@HNJBQJjnnw;"},d2l |
| 12.06.03 (8:50 pm) [edit] |
WASY*H !!!!!!!!! Jianc**!!!!!!!!!!!! Bang** !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!F**K !!!!!!!!!!
Argh !! Resehhhhhhh !!, sorry saya swear2, kesel banget soalnya !! Asli kalaf gue ! Rasanya sampai mau meledak dan nggak bisa ketahan marahnya, padahal sudah wudhu dan sholat segala tapi masih marah aja... Astaghfirulah...
Adooohhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!
Ceritanya aku hari ini makan siang sama Angel dan Angel niat potong rambut di sebuah salon yang gak jauh dari rumah, aku turutin... dan sesampai disana melihat Angel dipijit2 kepalanya gue kan jadi kepingin juga, akhirnya gue mutusin creambath juga deh dan merapikan rambutku yang panjang ini biar hilang pecah2nya...
Semua berjalan lancar, dicuci, di creambath, dipijit2, ditreatment , dll, di cuci lagi trus menunggu di potong .... Angel rambutnya sudah ditangani dan aku sudah kasih instruksi mau kayak gimana dan semana mau dipotongnya, dan mbak yang motong rambutnya mengerti kemauanku, karena aku nggak mau Angel rambutnya terlalu pendek.
Nah sekarang giliran aku... sama dengan instruksi yang aku kasih ke si mbak satunya... karena rambutku memang sudah panjang banget... sebokong =p~ panjangnya dan aku suka rambutku panjang begitu selain cocok untuk wajah dan style aku, aku juga selalu menganggap rambutku yang panjang adalah salah satu kelebihan yang aku punya :D , karena memang jarang sih aku lihat cewek2 sekarang berambut "plain" kayak aku... rata2 rambutnya pendek dan bermodel macem2 sedangkan aku, lebih suka tampil natural dan membiarkan rambutku tergerai-gerai dengan bebasnya... aku suka ketika angin membelai rambut panjangku :)
Anyway... ternyata instruksi itu nggak didengarkan sama itu encik !! Bang** ! ah... sewaktu dipotong pertama aku sudah protes ke dia dan bilang bahwa itu kependekan buat aku, dan dia bilang sudah kok, ini saya potong sepanjang yang pecah-pecah saja .... dan menurut aku itu nggak terlalu pendek meskipun memang terlalu panjang potongan pertama tersebut :(
Layer demi layer dia potong dan rapikan dan begitu selesai....... rambutku di keringkan dan apa yang terjadi ?????????? Rambutku tuh nggak ada sisanya....
Rambutku terbabat abis kira2 1 jengkal 1/2 !! F**king Bi*ch !!!!!!! Man !! marah banget aku melihatnya... karena rambutku tuh sekarang jadi panjangnya hanya sedikit melewati bahu !! F**K !! Arrrrrrrrrrggggghhhhhhhhh hh....... misalnya gue punya GUN pada saat itu juga sudah aku shot dead tuh bit*h !!! tau nggak sih berapa lama untuk aku memanjangkan rambut sepanjang rambut aku itu.... :(( *nangis gue*
Mau marah-marah banget ya nggak bisa mengganti apa yang sudah di potong sama si stupid Fu*king bi*ch ... akhirnya gue cuma bisa nangis.... nangisin rambut gue yang terpisah dari gue yang selama bertahun-tahun sudah sama gue dan mengerti setiap kebahagiaanku dan kesedihanku... dia saksi bisuku... duh teganya...
Kenapa sih tuh bi*ch nggak dengarin omongan gue..... egois banget ... masak motong rambut orang semau dan seenak diri dia... yang bagus buat dia kan belum tentu bagus buat orang lain :( , lagian dia dibayar untuk mendengarkan client ... asli gue merasa di aniaya :( , gue merasa kayak diperkosa hak gue ....F**K !!
Gue sabar-sabarin dan masih meyakinkan diri gue kalau rambut itu akan numbuh panjang lagi meskipun akan butuh waktu yang lama... tapi marah gue masih muncak ampe keluar kata-kata sadis begini... anak gue aja sampai kena bentak deh , gara2 dia berisik :( , dia sampai minta maaf telah bawa gue ke salon katanya :( , bukan salah Angel sayang.... tapi salah si encik keparat itu !! *sorry* gue sedang kudu ber-ekspresi , jadi kalau nggak suka sama postingan kali ini ya gue minta maaf , cuman asli gue lagi kesel dan sedih :(
Masak rambut gue jadi segini sih... hiks...hiks... eh tolong yah... jangan kejam2 comment-nya nanti :( hik...hiks..hiks... sensi berat nih gue :(
Apa sih yang nggak diambil dari gue ?? semua yang gue sayangin di ambil... tinggal rambut segini aja di ambil juga... mending rambut lebat bikin ngiri... rambut tinggal segini, setipis ini , rambut yang sudah dimakan oleh usia dan pengobatan2 yang gue jalanin semasa sakit gue .... dari chemotherapy ke antibiotik sampe ke Vicks formula 44 !!!!!!!! Jianc*k tenan !!!
Ah stress berat gue.........
KAME-KAME HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ENCIK EDAN !!!!!!!!!!!!! *Dezighhhhh!! gundulin rambut dia* sial ah... mimpi apa gue semalam hari ini digundulin ??? mending gue plontos sekalian ah besok ... *nekat*
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| Bila... Kasih |
| 12.06.03 (8:26 am) [edit] |
Bagaimana rasanya bila......
Bila orang yang kamu sayangin nggak dekat dengan kamu...
Bila orang yang kamu sayangin nggak bisa sama kamu...
Bila kamu jatuh cinta...
Bila kamu ternyata hanya bisa mencintai tanpa memiliki...
Bila sejarah cintamu berulang dengan cerita yang sama...
Bila kenyataan menamparmu dengan sangat pedihnya...
Bila degupan jantungmu karena dia...
Bila setiap tarikan nafasmu membuatmu mencintainya...
Bila jiwamu hanya bisa disentuh oleh dia...
Bila hatimu hanya miliknya...
Bagaimana bila ternyata aku mencintaimu ???
Bila....
Bila menunggu bukan perkerjaan yang membosankan...
Bila kesabaran akhirnya membuahkan keindahan...
Kasih, aku cinta kamu.....
- L` Amore -
I am going crazy having you so far away....
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| Kau ... |
| 12.06.03 (3:26 am) [edit] |
Kau Shubuhku,
Penerang dari tiap-tiap pagiku...
Kau Dhuhurku,
Peneduh dari kepekatan...
Kau Asharku,
Pembimbing kerinduanku...
Kau Maghribku,
Penepis semua kegalauanku...
Kau Isyaku,
Pemberi kehangatan dan kekhusu'an malam-malamku...
Kau Dhuhaku,
Pelengkap pagi-pagiku...
Kau Witirku,
Peneduh siyamku...
Kau Hadjatku,
Pemberi bekal hidupku...
Kau Tahajudku,
Penawar duka-dukaku...
Kau Istiqorohku,
Penunjuk jalanku....
Aku mainkan dan olah semua kalimat-kalimat yang ada didunia ini hanya untuk mengatakan bahwa [b][u]Aku Cinta Kamu.....[/u][/b]
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| How was your 1st kiss ? |
| 12.05.03 (2:53 am) [edit] |
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[u] How was your first kiss and When ? [/u]
Do you remember your first kiss ?? The kiss that begin so innocently and end up in embaressing awkward situation ? :oops:
Mine... all I can remember was that I close my eyes and feel his lips so close to mine and that there was funny sensations kinda tingly, energy sapping and delicious :oops:
The feeling was unbelievable and I feel nothing but in total love with the person... whom I am not going to tell you WHO :P~ hehhehehee.... let it be a secret of mine :)
Isn't it sweet to kiss someone you love with LOVE not LUST ? , where you kiss him/her because you love him/her , not because you want to hurt the person or have sex with the person...
The kiss as an explaination that you love the person without saying it with words, the kiss that so pure that it satisfy you with no further ado :), the kiss that you can actually FEEL, deep in you flood of emotions and your heart beat fast because you just share something sweet with someone that you love :)
I've seen eyes of love in my lifetime, not just once or twice but many times but the eyes of true love I only see perhaps couple time .. and you know what ?? The kiss of someone who love me , truly love me totally different than the kiss from someone who just wanna bed me or just as something to do.
The kiss of someone who love me .... is magical , emotionaly attach and bring so much joy, just almost as sweet as chocolate but less fattening :D
My first kiss ...... was not sloppy =p~ , it was just a light gentle kiss follow by a kiss on my forehead .... with his eyes shine with love even in the dark ... :oops:
To hear the words : I LOVE YOU after that 1st kiss was like .... a rebirth , rejuvenating ... just totally ROCK !!! LoL *behaving like a teenager here* Hhihihihi...
Anyway, tell me on your comment about your 1st kiss and pls , I mean a real story not a sissy comment on taggy ok !! please , please, with sugar and cherry on top :D *mwah mwah* Thanks :oops:
Catch Ya...
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| Ride the lil' fury thingy =p~ |
| 12.04.03 (3:35 am) [edit] |
Done my tasks for today, accept finding Qantas :D, I got the bank thingy sort out. Just as I finished with the bank transaction the person sms me !! :shock: What a spot on time :D , that was kinda funny somehow...
After that, I went to get some $$$ for my Mom... so she can get herself something nice for herself :) , good daughter ain't I ?? :D hehehhe.... I just love spoiling my Mom , she's so awesome..
After those done, I got a call from my funny, cool mate Chandra :), he asked me if I'd like to go out for lunch. So I take AngeL with me for an outing since she is feeling much better today... those heat was one of those 24 hours bugs I supposed, just come , hit and go ! kinda irritating...
Anyway, halal bihalal with Chandra and Angel got herself a burger and chips that she refused to eat :? , weird child.... then she play around a bit at the play ground. After awhile , we decided that Chandra and I should take a bite to eat ... so... Hoka Hoka Bento here we come !! Japanese Food :D... pretty awesome tuckers there :) , we had a great feed there. Good Value too.
We check out what's on the movie today, hmm... The Matrix =p~, Chandra want to watch it , he told me few times days earlier, but today we got lil AngeL with us so we gotta skip it for now, hihihihi.... he seems alrite with it but I suppose he proly spewing in some way, hehehhe, sowwy Chandra :D, next time , ok =p~
So we end up just mucking around at the play ground again waiting on Angel there... I had a basket ball game , hihihi, AngeL encourage me to have a go :D, so I did and I scored 27 !! , pretty good for a Mom. *proud*
Then try to feed Angel with some food and kinda half succeed, better than nothing I suppose...
Late afternoon, we had enough being there and getting tired and sleepy, particularly Chandra, he kept on yawning , haihaiha poor bugger :D
So we part late afternoon, Me and AngeL to our home and poor Chandra to his office =p~ , thanks heaps Pa :)
Got home...dump everything, clean myself, sholat, and spacing out .... hehehhe...
Aaaahhh... what a life .... wonderful life :)
Nice day today, all in plan :) Thank You Dear GOD :*
Now... I am gonna see what my honey doing...
Eugh news flash : My Komik aka Dodik, he just hurt his finger somehow with a nail ??? :?: :shock: , hmmm, hope he's alrite.... take care Yo Mas :D
Ciao for now ppl...
[b]BTW: if I may suggest to you all , can you please kindly comment on my writting so I can get a feed back, you may as well write something on taggy but I will appreciate it more if you able to comment on my writting , thank you fellow bloggers :) [/b]
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| Good Morning Lil' Ms Sunshine !! |
| 12.03.03 (10:00 am) [edit] |
Aaaaaahh.... feeling a bit better today , Alhamdulillah after a hard night last night. I kept on waking up , checking on my Angel and cough myself to death =p~ , but hey I am still alive , thank GOD.
What today ? I dunno... I have not plan my day for today but I think I am going to to the bank then I am going to Qantas to sort out my ticket *sigh* ... I don't really wish to fly back to Perth just yet but for the good of my Angel , I must :) , school stuffs you know... my work... my house... eugh...
I am kinda dreading return back to Perth, although I love the place but this is my Home , Indonesia always will be my home... I am seriously in need for work to do in Indonesia so I can live here... gotta open some business !! Got any idea mates ?? :D
Gotta make it someday...
But then again Perth offer the same beauty, I suppose my home is where my AngeL love... I follow her wherever she wish to go... even to the dunny =p~ , well she is only lil' Angel after all.
Cloudy day today, I suppose that would be a good day for getting things organise, see if I can do couple of thngs today. But for now breakfast await me ... so I catch you guys laterzzz ... You guys have a nice day okay :) See ya...
Luv Ya all :*
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| Manja :) |
| 12.02.03 (8:27 pm) [edit] |
Man !! I am so tired today :)) , hehhehehe I didn't sleep until this morning , attending to my girl need and making sure she is alright. Her temperature going up and down all day today still. I am closely monitoring her. She doesn't seems all disturb by her "heat" , but I suggest to her to take it easy today...
I feed her a little bit because she doesn't feel like eating too much anyway. She drink heaps of water though which is good :).Her face pale.. her lips dry but those smile still rock my world. What a gal !!
I didn't do much today... I sleep in , make up for a lost sleeping time.I woke up when the phone rang around 1 Pm =p~ , it was my great mate Mr.C , so we chatted about and made me feel better and we had a good laugh :), he always manage to make me laugh with some of his story. We talk about many things, from freakin' toilet joke to religion to Perth to childrens. He is one top bloke !
Anyway.... this is a song for the moment... for me :) , its not a new song but I like it and it remind me of someone because he sent me sms with some of this words... cool song :). It's in Bahasa Indonesia .... here it goes..
[u]Manja[/u]
Manja....
Kau dambaku
Desahmu mengusik hatiku
Sucikah dirimu
Maafkan segala kecurangan diriku
Dan bila
Mentari esok kan bersinar lagi
Kuingin candamu.... warnai hariku
Dan bila...
Esok kau tiada hadir ke temaniku
Tak terbayangkan setengah mati kehilanganmu..
Haruskah diriku
'tuk bersujud dihadapmu
Pestinya kau tahu..
Betapa besar merindunya jiwaku
Dan bila.....
Mentari esok..
Kuingin candamu.... warnai hariku
Dan bila...
Esok kau tiada hadir temani
Tak terbayangkan setengah mati kehilanganmu..
Dan bila..
Mentari esok kan bersinar lagi
Kungin candamu... warnai hariku
Dan bila...
Esok kau tiada hadir temaniku
Tak terbayangkan setengah mati kehilanganmu...
Manja....... Sayangku....
I think that how it goes :) , if I was wrong with some of the words I apologize to the singer and to my special friend who introduce me to this song *you better tell me the right lyrics mate !!*
But its a cool song ... it is a love song but pretty funky music that goes with it so it 's not too seedy =p~ , my opinion about much "too much" of love songs has not change ... they are sucks !!! Hehehehehhe....
Hiw... some past just keep coming back and mine just gave me a nod and a talk ... we are in friendly term... never hostile but still not longer that close. He sounds alright and doing well with work. Bla bla bla.... I don't miss him as in lover but I miss his friendship. I am glad in the way that we are still talking even though not that often. He still the same care person, he asked more about my AngeL than asking about me... he got soft spot for my lil' Angel :)
Anyway... all is well !!!
Now it is time for my nap... I am sleepy............ ZzzzZzzzzZzzzzz...
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| AngeL ...... AngeL ....... |
| 12.02.03 (3:37 am) [edit] |
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[b] Mama... I Love you lots..
Mama , Angela sayang mama sedunia... [/b]
She whisper it in between her sleep..
She must sleep talk
Her temperature reach up to 38.5 C :cry:
She is hot like fire...
She mumble those words in between her sleep ..
How could I not cry ??? even when she is ill and feeling so sick... she mumble those words for me to hear ...
Man !! I love this girl so dearly...
Allah , Ya Rabb, heal my girl please... give the pain to me please for I am her mother ... ameen.
Hiks..hiks.. :cry:
How can she be this way in a matter of 3 hours ?? Aaah...
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| Watcha Worry ?? :) |
| 12.02.03 (2:26 am) [edit] |
Nuttin' :D .....
Went out today with my AngeL for a bit of an outting in between coughing ! =p~, we went to this super mall ! then we shop to death coz it's SALE TIME !! and you know what that mean... mean I am broke once more :) but man.. I tell ya how much fun did we had today...
We had nice lunch and after that as usuall we had couple of games at TimeZone. We won 100 tickets !! :shock: today ... hehhehe... pretty cool huh ? My AngeL, she complete her dancing game " Dance Revolution ", she can't havde enough of that thing :) , but man !! she's pretty good at it , I say she got pretty good coordination there... like quick eyes and brain and well syncronized feet to go with it.. awesome :)
Then we go for a walk and did a bit of shopping, her shoes :D , we found something nice this time as it is much less people today... so we can pick and chose properly. I am glad in some way that Iedul Fitri are over :) , I mean it was as crazy as Christmas time in Perth, everybody rushing trying to spend their money on something :wink:, she got this lil sandal with stars all over it... gorgeous tiny things.
What else did we do...
We were trying to see a movie today but we missed out , so I supposed we just gotta wait another time :)
Went around to see mobile phone, coz I lost mine , must get new one... any suggestions ???
Oh Yeah... what do you think ?? Hehehe...about 2 boys, they are about to go on holiday to Thailand to be in the Moon Festival , all pack and ready to go ...passport, ticket , bags , sunnies.. all cool.
Got to the airport and all happy and excited .... but guess what ??? They are late and missed thier flight !!!!
:shock: :shock: :shock: :roll: :roll: :roll: :!: , no... not missed by 1/2 an hour or 2 ...they missed their flight like 24 hours !! Meaning they were supposed to be on the plane like the day before Sunday !!!
Hm.... I wasn't sure whether to laugh, call them stupid or angry :D , so just turn off the phone and went to sleep without any emotions :) and woke up in the morning like nothing happened.....
They gotta sort it out themself now how they going to go about things :) * I wash my hand * 8)
Hehehehhee... kinda funny when u think about it, imagine feeling like a jack ass in the middle of excitement :lol: huhuhuhuhu... I shouldn't be laughing at that unimpressive move but hey... what the heck =p~
So there !!
*sigh* just a lil note... I am not done with this freakin flu and cough , guess what ?? Now my Lil' Angel got hot temperature !! Darn !!! just unbelievable... so tired...
Need some clean and better air... to get better , might have to get away from the big city for awhile :)
Anyway... Catch ya all laterz... mwah mwah
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