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You are Form 2
Angel: The Pure
"And The Angel rose as holy protector for all that was created. She fought with honor and valor to serve the good of the world. But the coming of the mankind was her downfall; and end to purity." Some examples of the Angel Form are Michael Christian) and Hercules (Greek).
The Angel is associated with the concept of virtue, the number 2, and the element of wind.
Her sign is the zenith sun. As a member of Form 2, you are a person of your word. You generally keep your promises and give everything you do your best. Although some people see you as overbearing sometimes, you know that you have to stay true to yourself and do what's right. Angels are the best friends to have because they are brutally honest. brought to you by Quizilla
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Gue nulis lagi hari ini... gue nggak jadi hiatus abis main ama anak gue dan ketemuan ama teman2 di sini. Bantu-bantu temen gue juga dikit. Kris namanya, orang OZ sih.. dia mau cabut ke Canada untuk 1 tahun !! Edian... Kris nih salah satu temen gue yang paling lama dan paling baik - susah sedih sama dia dan anak-nya tuh santai, cuek tapi baik banget ama gue dan Angel. Kalau ada apa2 gue bisa rely banget ke dia. Jadi gue mumpung dikasih kesempatan buat membalas budi ya akhirnya gue bantuin dia beres2. Sambil curhat-curhat gue bersih2... jadi rada lega perasaan gue.
Maklumlah berapa hari ini emosi gue rada terombang-ambing dikit dan gue merasa agak kesepian nih... mungkin ini efek sampingan yah... setelah sekian lama di Jakarta yang ramai dan ditengah-tengah keluarga gue tau sekarang gue sendiri lagi.. well, berdua sih ama Nanda gue .... tapi gak ada siapa2 lagi selain itu. Sepi banget rasanya rumah ini, meskipun nih rumah nggak besar-besar amat tapi tetep merasa kesepian juga.
Jadi lumayan today bisa curhat...gantian, biasanya dia yang curhat =p~ . Dia mau cabut ke Canada untuk bersama kekasihnya... Mereka sudah memadu kasih kira2 hampir 1 tahun tapi kenal sudah bertahun-tahun , lucu juga denger ceritanya, soalnya mereka tuh tadinya ya cuman berteman aja... dan satu sama lain punya kekasih dan mereka masih tetep berteman... sampai pada akhirnya tuh cewek dateng ke Australia setelah berlibur kemana-mana termasuk Indonesia :) ,dan mampir ke Perth , mereka ketemuan dan akhirnya jatuh cinta... awwwww.... romantisnya.. dan temen gue Kris tuh sampai pernah nyambangin itu cewek ke Canada dan disana cuman 6 minggu karena belum siap dengan segala-galanya... balik ke OZ sebentar dan sekarang dia meninggalkan semuanya untuk bersama kekasihnya... edian !! romantis banget... 1000 miles terbang menuju ke kekasihnya... ngiri gue sampe'an =p~
Gue bahagia banget dia menemukan kekasihnya, tambatan hatinya pada akhirnya .... cute couple deh =p~, Ceweknya nih bule, pirang, cantik dan fragile kalau dilihat dari appearancenya dan temen gue si Kris ?? hihihihi , dia tuh berbulu asli dari ujung ke ujung !!! Gue pernah lihat =p~ soale gue, Angel, dan Kris sering pergi berenang bareng ke pantai =p~ , jd jangan buruk sangka dolo woi !! Hiahihaiahiah.... dan rambutnya si Kris tuh asli dreadlock !! tau kan dreadlock ?? heheheh model rambut ala Bob Marley =p~, cuek banget asli anaknya tapi happy banget anaknya, baik dan kalau orang nggak tau dia orang pasti menganggap dia bule gembel =p~ heiheiehieh , soale ya kelihatannya tuh kayak orang nggak punya kerjaan dan gembel tenan :lol: padahal dia tajir asli ...ihihihihi... dreadlock jalan terus bisnis jalan terus.. dari sini bisa di lihat "Jangan pernah melihat buku hanya dari sampulnya saja" selain anaknya baik dia juga pintar :) , Yah begitulah tentang Kris ... gue akan kangen ama dia nih kalau dia cabz 1 tahun di Canada. Emang enak ngga punya temen yg enak di ajak curhat .... ? *Kasian deh gue =p~*
Tapi selama dia pergi... gue dapet tugas, disuruh jadi Real Estate Agent -nya dia =p~ , dia punya properti yang di kontrakin buat anak-anak kuliahan di Perth... ya diserahin ke gue nih kerjaan... weleh... bisa gawat neh.. gue jadi ibu kost-kost-an... bandel2 gue telen tuh anak2 freshy =P~ haohaohaohaoa... Mudah2an gue bisa njalanin nih kerjaan buat Kris. Doa'in yegh *berasa mau pergi perang aje ;) * duduT !
Ada cerita apa lagi yah... Oh Iyah... tuh temen gue si Devil505 , di German, kecian lagi sakit ternyata... pas gue telpon agi mau molor dan gue ledekin dengan suara gue yang gue buat2, sampe dia terheran-heran siapa ini gerangan... euheheiheieh iseng banget !! Ya akhirnya gue kasihan juga dan gue bicara biasa aja... dan betapa terkejutnya dia sewaktu dia tau itu gue :lol: soale udah berapa hari ini dia cari-cari gue... gue kan udah jarang masuk DalNet , jd rada sulit bagi dia untuk ngobrol2 dengan gue. Ya udah akhirnya ngobrol deh ngalor ngidul tentang whatever =p~ , dari situ gue tau kalau dia sedang sakit ... ugh kacian mein freund :( , mudah2an cepet sembuh yah... *emang dia ngerti bahasa Indonesia ?? * :p ... kagak !! heiehiehei... biar aja, sekali-kali ngegossipin orang2 bule pake bahasa Indonesia, biar mereka tanya2 or buka-buka kamus =p~ wekekkekekek..
Trus apalagi ?? OoHH.. si Jason ..heiehieh Besok !! dia akan datangggggggg !! Aw aw~` asik asik, ada temen buat menjalani minggu pertama masuk sekolah lagi... jadi tenang deh... Enak kalo ada Jason... gue jadi ada supir pribadi , :lol:, lha mumpung kan... ? dia akan ada di Perth kira2 1 bln saja trus balik ke Hawaii lagi. Eugh... kapan yah gue punye teman yang anteng gitu... ? egh tapi menurut teman-teman gue... gue tuh yang nggak anteng di satu tempat, Gue pasti cabut setiap 4 bulan sekali =p~ haihaihaihai... mereka sebel banget, soale selagi mereka mulai nyaman gaul lagi ama gue, gue cabut !! wekkekekek... mereka kesel sama gue tapi mereka tau gue emang nggak bisa diem di suatu tempat :) Mereka bahkan punya nama julukan buat gue " Nomad-Angel " keren kan ? hihihih... habisnya hidupnya berpindah-pindah dan kaki gue tuh gatel kalau nggak travel =p~
Today... pas abis bantu2 si Kris, gue pulang dan belanja2 buat hari Senin jadi kudu ke Supermarket terdekat dan disanaaaaaaaaaaaa ... hkihkihkihkih... ada tuh ituhhhhhh ..... cowok guantengnyaaaaaaaa bukan main lagi shopping =p~, kagak tau Boq kenapa itu orang ganteng kok di ambil sendiri ? *geleng2 dengkul* , jadi begini deskripsinya....
Co-gan : 189 Cm, 85kg, blonde hair, matanya sebiru langit .... body-nya mak !! si LuDu bakalan ngiler liatnya =p~ dan bikin my honey jealous deh bakalan =p~ ehoehoeheoheo... dan gue sampe menganga melihatnya , bukan apa2 gue nggak munafik deh.. lha iya gue lihatin ... abis gemana dunk ?? Lha wong cuakep jeh ! Kik-KuK !! :lol: Terussss... berhubung gue merasa, gue Non-Available ya gue santai aja , kagak menebar pesona lah... kecuali gue mau di kemplang si bapak itu =p~ jd gue cuman lirak-lirik sepintas *4 pintas padahal* =p~ sambil belanja kebutuhan gue... dan sambil ngobrol sama Nanda dalam bahasa Indonesia yang baik dan benar 8) ... tau2 apa sodara2 ??????? Hiahiahia... itu si Co-gan !! busyet..... aheum... :shock: ngomong dengan suaranya yang bikin jantung gue copod !! Sangking kaget-na gue sampai cengengesan sebagaimana bila gue nervous =p , gue kalau nervous gak muka panik , gue malah cengengesan !! Kekkeke...
Anyway... aheum... Co-gan mengajak bicara dengan menggunakan bahasa Indonesia ... terpatah-patah tapi jelas , yang nggak jelas cuman gue soale gue deg-deg-an ok ! :lol: obrolannya biasa... tapi pesonanya boooooooq RUAR BIASA !!!!!! *ngakak* NjiZ !! kayak anak SMP gue.....
Terus.... masih ada terusnya nih biar LuDu makin kesel =p~ hahaohaoahoa... pembicaraan mengarah ke hal-hal profesi maklumlah namanya juga di supermarket dan gue dengan baju kumuh gue karena abis bersih2 !! cuek aja lha wong sudah terlanjut kok =p , lagian seperti yang gue bilang, gue nggak nebar pesona .... ahakhakhaka ... TAPI !! si Co-Gan .... ngasih kartu nama choy... katanyaaaaaaaa mauuuuuu memperdalammmmmm percakapannnnnn Bahasaaaaaa Indonesia nyaaaaaaaaaa samaaaaa gueeeeeeee !! *gdubrakz!!* Nah kan... ini dia perkara .... hiahiahiahaiai... :wink: tapi tenang aja sodara2 gue akan menghadapi secara profesional kalau misalnya ini gue ambil kerjaan =p~ , ambil nggak sih ?? *pura2 ragu2* *dengan muka innocence* ihihiahaihaia...
Gue mikirnya bisa nggak sih gue konsen punya murid gantengnya kayak begini !!! Pengen tau mukanya kayak siapa ??? Bentar ... gue mikir dolo yah... mukanya tuh persis ... hhhmmm... humm.. hooo.. mmm... *kedip2 mikir sambil senyum2* Chris O`Donell ..... *tepar* awwhhhh.... cuman pirang... blue eyes... adaw !! hiihihihihi... *kok gw merasa honey-ku melotot2 yakz ??? * :lol:
Anyway... ya begitu deh..kayaknya gue bakalan punya murid guanteng ! kayak Chris O`Donell , tau kan orangnya ?? Itu yang jadi Robin dalam film Batman !! *semangat*
Pada akhirnya kami berpisah dengan senyum dia yang bisa meruntuhkan daun2 *kayak apa sih ??* dan gue senyam-senyum sendiri Ke GR-an , hiahiahai..
Besok Senin , dia minta di telpon !! hayuh Lho !! Harah!! kayak apa aja... santei dunk Jes =p baru Chris O`Donell belum Mr Feinnes ! heoheoeho... tetep aje cakep ah !
Oh Well , see what happen on Monday yah... epon dulu kali aja dia weird =p *doa2 mudahan kagak* , siapa tau sekali2 dapet murid yg cakep kayak gini .... ? Du ??? LuDu ?? jangan monyong gitu dunk bibirna....biasa aja say =p~ :lol:
Sekarang... gue udah duduk di kamar gue yang nyaman bersama Nanda yg sudah tidur dengan nyenyak dan damainya... sebentar lagi gue juga nyusul... capek boooqqq...
Yang gue heranin nih... kok ada yang nggak kontak gue yah ... ? apa gue cuma dibutuhkan kalau dia butuh ggue aja ?? heran.. sering banget kejadiannya... Oh Well, Keep It Real lah for me :)
Dengan cerita2 sederhana ini, gue tinggalin kalian malam ini untuk tidur dalam kesendirianku... memeluk Nandaku tercinta dan mencoba memimpikan sesuatu yang indah bersama malam dalam pelukanku...
Selamat Malam AngeL ....
Cheers !!
BTW : Teman2 muslim... entah sudah berapa kali saya mengunjungi blognya [url=http://alif.tblog.com]Alif[/url], saya selalu mendapat hikmah... dia jarang masukin posting2an lagi tetapi posting2an yang ada itu bagus2 dan ada cerita2 yang enak buat pencerahan hati... coba tengok deh.. baca dan resapi... dan maybe temen2 yang beragama yang lain bila tertarik membacanya silahkan :) , asli bagus isinya.. , kunjungi yah :) Thanks
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| ~*~ I Love You ~*~ |
| 01.31.04 (2:56 am) [edit] |
[u] ~*~ "Cinema Paradiso (se)" ~*~[/u]
Se tu fossi nei miei occhi per un giorno
Vedresti la bellezza che piena d'allegria
Io trovo dentro gli occhi tuoi
E nearo se magia o lealta
Se tu fossi nel mio cuore per un giorno
Potreste avere un'idea
Di cio che sento io
Quando m'abbracci forte a te
E petto a petto, noi
Respiriamo insieme
Protagonista del tuo amor
Non so se sia magia o lealta
Se tu fossi nella mia anima un giorno
Sapresti cosa sono in me
Che m'innamorai
Da quell'istante insieme a te
E cio che provo e
Solamente amore
By : [u]Josh Groban [/u]
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| ~*~ Ma fierté... & Who is it ? part 2 answer ~*~ |
| 01.31.04 (1:47 am) [edit] |
The Answer of Part 2 special character is [url=http://mynick1428.blogspot.co...]LuDu[/url] alias [url=http://mynick1428.blogspot.co...]Dave [/url] :) , my gorgeous, sexy, inteligent lil' sista !! If you guessed right, well, you can go pick up the prize from herself =p~ :lol:
Anyway...
[u][b]Ma fierté...[/b][/u]
Je n'ai aucune raison de donner vers le haut mais j'ai la situation qui me compliquent que je seul me sens dans la foule je me sens comme je ne peux pas aller sur plus longtemps...
Économiser moi des humiliations
économiser moi de vers le bas tombez me jugent dans des vos bras serré et ne laissent jamais aller puisque je suis vrai...
Voyez que mon sourire qui tiennent ma douleur voir le mon visage qui tiennent la douleur....
Je cherche votre amour pour moi...
pour moi seulement...
Au cas où vous prendre quel peu j'ai laissé ?
Ma fierté...
Je t'aime comme je n'aime jamais n'importe qui avant...
Bonne nuit mon amour...
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| ~*~ Bloody Hell !! ~*~ |
| 01.30.04 (3:42 pm) [edit] |
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[u][b] H I A T U S !!!!!!!!!! [/b][/u]
~*~ Just Wanna say that my freedom of speech are asked to be limited ... so I won't say too much anymore ~*~
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| ~*~ My Late B'Day Present ~*~ |
| 01.30.04 (1:56 am) [edit] |
Puisi yang diberikan padaku dari salah satu teman baik-ku... katanya dia simpan selama ini karena sudah lama tidak jumpa aku jadi belum bisa dia kasih..
Kebetulan malam ini ketemu .. dan ini puisinya :) Thanks Ryu :)
August, 4th, 2003
Thought is deeper than all speech
Feeling deeper than all thought
Souls to souls can never teach
What unto themselves was taught
We are spirits clad in veils
Man by man was never seen
All our deep communing fails
To remove the shadowy screen
Heart to heart never known
Mind with mind did never meet
In our light we scattered lie
All is thus but starlight once complete
What is a social company
But a babbling summer stream?
What our wise phylosophy
But the glancing of a dream
Only when the sun of love
Melts the scattered stars of thought
Only when we live above
What the dim yed world that taught
Only when our soul are fed
By the fount which gave them birth
And by inspiration led
Which they never drew from earth
We, like parted drops of rain
Swelling till they meet and run
Shall be all absorbed again
Melting, flowing into our heart
Buat minmin tersayang .. met ultah yang ke 34 love you
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| ~*~ Hehehehehehe ~*~ |
| 01.29.04 (11:40 pm) [edit] |
Today , hiehiehiehie, I am having fun with my Angel...
We went to Fremantle for lunch and to get couple of things for her school on Monday. We had lunch 1st and have a look around as we always do whenever we are around this place. Like many other time, we always have couple of games at TimeZone. Angel love the dancing machine :wink:.
When we got there, some young adult were playing the machine and we were watching them playing it and with their long legs they having loads of fun playing it. I had couple of smiles watching them struggling with the machine. NOT laughing at them but smile seeing they trying so hard to beat the machine. Angel grew impatient with it but she remain calm and wait for he turn. Eventually when they finished, they were laughing and hillariously happy with the result.
My Angel step on the machine to play when those people finished. Just before they walk away , Angel starting her dance game.... she was flying !!!! Hhihihihi... her legs moves so fast and those young adults just couldn't believe their eyes :lol: and they just in awe and I was just look at them with the corner of my eyes. Theirmouth was wide open and their eyes almost popped out of it sockets =p~
They were talking amongst themself and laugh at their own slowness =p~ , They said it ok, wasn't me.
Songs after songs and Angel was still flying and eventually won the game !! twice ! =p~ , they were watching all the way thru and clap as Angel playing the game .... it was fun :lol: , heaps of people watching her in action. But Angel being an Angel, she eventually gone all shy .... so she finish it and hide behind me :oops: hehhehehehehe .... it was cool !
Just because she's lil' you can't underestimate her eigh ? she probably faster than any of us. I can only hope she will be doing as well at school. She done well last year... she's not number 1 in her class but her achievement far more important than being number 1 in what she's doing. I am very proud of her !!!
Anyway.... that's our day and its highlight for me :)
Then we went slowly home , the music in the car so mellow.... she fell asleep in her seat .... what an Angel ...
Before I sign off, I just wanna ask you guys couple of things ... hear me out ..
What do you do when you are blogging ?
Do you hold back on what you are writting here ?
Do you have limitation on what you are writting ?
Why do you hold back if you do ? Do you hold back for yourself or other people ?
Are you worry about what you write may offend people ?
Can you or should you express yourself freely ?
Tell me okay, I need to know, so place your comment and advice on this thing , thanks !! Cheers...
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| ~*~ Who is it ? ( part 2) ~*~ |
| 01.29.04 (2:19 pm) [edit] |
[u][b]Answer : [url=http://l-amore.org]Brave[/url] aka Abang Aka moonblade aka Nurur Rahman[/b][/u] :), yang udah jawab bener dapet hadiah sepasang kaus kaki warna hijau dan selusin gelas cantik hasil kado beli Omo !! Selamat Yah... bagi pemenang :lol:
Next Victim !!!
This individual, she live miles away from Indo and Aust. She's just crazy as myself which why she is just so cool to hang out with... Her cheerful behaviour brought heaps of smile to many people including myself.
Her eyes reflect her happiness, when you look into her eyes you'll see the joy of life and smile to die for !!
Her long hair... the wind swept it of her cute face to show her inner beauty as not that many people able to see it... she is truly amazing :)
Her path of live are very colourful , she experience loads of good, bad sometime terrible stuffs but she always smile and shine ... she face it like a warrior princess should be ... she's just a sweet sister you wanna have or great girlfriend you wish you love :)
If you wish to define sexy .... look at her !! She is a vixen in her own right...
Her loving nature can be seen in the way she write... in the way she express herself... at time I cried to read what she had written and wish I can give her a big hug ... sometime I smile , one time I was angry to know how some low scumbag taunt her and speak so low about her ... but she face it with smile and confident , I admire her courage and the way she handle the situations.
She is miles away, but she have not once forgotten where she's coming from , she speak her mother's tongue still whenever possible , read her comment, she even speak Javanese :) , She is miles away but she come to Jogja channel to chat and have fun with us all.
We laugh together thousands times even tease the boys together , all in the name of fun , but hey ! We weren't hurting anyone , okay ?? :lol:
She is stubborn ! just like me .... she is also a LEO , doesn't make any different ?? well, have you hang out with Leo's people ??? If you haven't then you can't say a darn thing then =p~ , We are passionate people !!
She is gorgeous, inteligent, compassionate, sexy and full of life and I love her :) , just like my own sis ....
She's freakily a lot like me :lol: but she is better !!
You see her comment lots in my blog and it is always refreshing to have her here with me.
So who do you think this beautiful human being ? She is one of my Angel :)
[u]Unscramble this to guess who !!![/u]
[b]Word : L aka D
Hint : Amsterdam, Manga, Jogja, Cute, Sista
Answer : .......... ?? find out tomorrow !! [/b]
So guess it and find out tomorrow if you are the winner :)
Catch Ya.... !!
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| ~*~ Who is it ? ( part 1) ~*~ |
| 01.29.04 (1:28 am) [edit] |
His long hair and slender feature has been my constant decoration of my computer since I've known him and it has been awhile since I've know him. His eyes, incredibly gorgeous =p~ with twinkle that can make the whole other stars dancing in delight. The entire sky could light up when he's mad at me =p~
He kept his long hair coz of me , I am just a bad influence for him but who cares !! He look even cuter with his long hair, even his mates said that it suit him, his bro even envy him! =p~ as for me ... I Love it !! Make him look rebelious - different than the rest. Just like him ...
He got Oh-So-Cute fingers =p~ , serious !! his long and thin fingers .... sometime I asked him to hold his hand out so I can see it *weird huh ??* yeah.. I love those fingers. No.. I have no fingers fetishes !!!
His smile.. got butterfly in my tummy when he smile , there's sincerity in it... no doubt. He could rock the world with those smile :)
His laugh... this one of the thing that always crack me up ! To see him laughing make me laughs as well. Hhihihi... often we'll be joking about something and we'll be laughing like there's no tomorrow. :lol:
He is tall, dark and handsome .... :oops:
He knew when I mad at him...
He knew when I am sad...
He knew when I am happy :)
He knew when I am lost....
He is always there when I need a shoulder to cry on..
Sometime life so tough for him but he face it head ON !
He's not at all scare of saying : " I am sorry " even when he doesn't do anything bad... most of the time I am the one who are truly shit =p~ but he the one who said " I am sorry " , what a gentleman... when he does that... I felt so low knowing my fault and his humble behaviour ... what a bum of me !!
His wiseness... beyond his age :) , his patients ... with me especially ...
He is smart , this another thing I Like about him .... I think smart man are sexy :oops: 8)
Mind you... he can be a pain in the arse as well !! :lol: , when ?? when he is jealous :oops: or when he is stubborn *typical of him*
When I sleep ... often I think of him before I drift to slumber deep... When I wake up in the morning (coz he sms me in the morning =p~ ) , he's in my mind ...
To put it simply... he is sweet individual that has been in my life and I am glad that he is in my life....
I just love him dearly... so dearly
Wish he knew that I have a total crush on him :lol: Major crush on him...
He doesn't even mind waiting on me when I sleep !!
... He is just special :)
If you have a crush on this specialndividual, let me know ... I pass your msg to him 8)
Can anyone tell me who is this individual ?? Comment me if you know !
From today onward, I am going to write about people that I know and how I know them... and u guys gotta guess who the person is :) , kewl ?? Thanks !!
[u]Unscramble this, to find who HE is !!! [/u]
[b]Word : N.R
Hint : Cairo, onta, cerewet, banyak cw-nya
Answer : ....... ?[/b]
Jawabannya besok kalo udah pada nebak semua... :lol:
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| ~*~ Renungan ~*~ |
| 01.28.04 (12:54 am) [edit] |
Hal yang sangat menyedihkan adalah saat kau jujur pada temanmu, dia berdusta padamu. Saat dia telah berjanji padamu, dia mengingkarinya.
Saat kau memberikan perhatian, dia tidak menghargainya.
Hal yang sangat menyakitkan adalah saat kau mengirimkan e-mail pada temanmu, dia menghapus tanpa membacanya. Saat kau membutuhkan jawaban dari e-mailmu, dia tidak menjawab dan mengacuhkannya.
Saat bertemu dengannya dan ingin menyapa, dia pura2 tidak melihatmu.
Saat kau mencintainya dengan tulus tapi dia tidak mencintamu. Saat dia yang kau sayangi tiba2 mengirimkan kartu undangan pernikahannya.
Hal yang sangat mengecewakan adalah kau dibutuhkan hanya pada saat dia dalam kesulitan.
Saat kau bersikap ramah, dia terkadang bersikap sinis
padamu.
Saat kau butuh dia untuk berbagi cerita, dia berusaha untuk menghindarimu.
Jangan pernah menyesali atas apa yang terjadi padamu ???
Sebenarnya hal-hal yang kau alami sedang mengajarimu.
Saat temanmu berdusta padamu atau tidak menepati janjinya padamu atau dia tidak menghargai perhatian yang kau berikan. Sebenarnya dia telah mengajarimu agar kau tidak berprilaku seperti dia.
Saat temanmu menghapus e-mail yang kau kirim sebelum membacanya atau saat bertemu dengannya dan ingin menyapa, dia pura2 tidak melihatmu.
Sebenarnya dia telah mengajarkanmu agar tidak berprasangka buruk & selalu berpikiran positif bahwa mungkin saja dia pernah membaca e-mail yang kau kirim. Atau mungkin saja dia tidak melihatmu.
Dan saat dia tidak menjawab e-mailmu. sebenarnya dia telah mengajarkanmu untuk menjawab e-mail temanmu yang membutuhkan jawaban walaupun kau sedang sibuk dan jika kau tidak bisa menjawabnya katakan kalau kau belum bisa menjawabnya jangan biarkan e mailnya tanpa jawaban karena mungkin dia sedang menunggu jawabanmu.
Saat kau mencintainya dengan tulus tapi dia tidak mencintaimu atau dia yang kau sayangi tiba2 mengirimkan kartu undangan pernikahannya.
Sebenarnya sedang mengajarimu untuk ridha menerima takdirNya.
Saat kau bersikap ramah tapi dia terkadang bersikap sinis padamu. Sebenarnya dia sedang mengajarimu untuk selalu bersikap ramah pada siapapun.
Saat kau butuh dia untuk berbagi cerita, dia berusaha untuk menghindarimu. Sebenarnya dia sedang mengajarimu untuk menjadi seorang teman yang bisa diajak berbagi cerita, mau mendengarkan keluhan temanmu dan membantunya.
Bila kau dibutuhkan hanya pada saat dia sedang dalam kesulitan.
Sebenarnya juga telah mengajarimu untuk menjadi orang yang arif & santun, kau telah membantunya saat dia dalam kesulitan.
Begitu banyak hal yang tidak menyenangkan yang sering kau alami atau bertemu dengan orang2 yang menjengkelkan, egois dan sikap yang tidak mengenakkan.
Dan betapa tidak menyenangkan menjadi orang yang dikecewakan, disakiti, tidak dipedulikan/dicuekin, tidak dihargai, atau bahkan mungkin dicaci dan dihina. Sebenarnya orang2 tsb. sedang mengajarimu untuk melatih membersihkan hati & jiwa, melatih untuk menjadi orang yang sabar dan mengajarimu untuk tidak berprilaku seperti itu.
Mungkin Tuhan menginginkan kau bertemu orang dengan berbagai macam karakter yang tidak menyenangkan sebelum kau bertemu dengan orang yang menyenangkan dalam kehidupanmu dan kau harus mengerti bagaimana berterimakasih atas karunia itu yang telah mengajarkan sesuatu yang
paling berharga dalam hidupmu.
Coba deh renungkan... bilakah ada kebenaran di dalamnya...
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| ~*~ C'est Moi ?? ~*~ |
| 01.27.04 (5:36 am) [edit] |
Ini Foto siapa coba ?? hiehiehiehiehe....
Iseng banget.. tapi ini new pic negh ... Fresh baru keluar dari oven =p~
[image]AngeLVSAngeL_33935 8680.jpg[/image]
NENG GEULIS ????
Dibalik mataku...
Apa dibalik mata itu..
Dapatkah kau mengerti ada apa dibalik mata itu ?
Setenang mata itu kah dibalik mataku ?
Ulasan senyum manis..
Apa di balik senyum itu ..
Dapatkah kau lihat ada apa dibalik senyum itu ?
Semanis itu kah di balik senyumku ?
Wajahku...
Ada apa dibalik wajah itu..
Dapatkah kau lihat ada apa dibalik wajah itu ?
Bilakah kau tau siapa aku ?
Lihatlah aku ..
Bukan dengan mata bening mu...
Tapi dengan mata hatimu...
Catch Me If You Can ....
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| ~*~ What happen ? ~*~ |
| 01.27.04 (1:24 am) [edit] |
Opanya [url=http://mynick1428.blogspot.co...]LuDu[/url] sedang sakit... mohon doa-doanya yah teman-teman, biar beliau lekas sembuh ... be strong yah sis , GBU , may ALLAH always be with you and our families.. amien.
Dari ucapan LuDu, aku langsung mikir... gimana yah kalau saya nanti sudah tua ? apa aku akan tinggal di rumah untuk para manula alias panti jompo ?? aku khawatir bila aku harus tinggal disana... aku ngeri akan kesendirianku disana... haruskah aku menjalani masa tua-ku disana... dan banyak lagi pertanyaan-pertanyaan dalam benak-ku. Di Asia mungkin Panti Jompo jarang digunakan yah ... ? misalnya ada rata2 orang Asia jarang sekali mau menggunakan fasilitasnya, karena rata2 kita justru memilih merawat orang tua kita sendiri sebagaimana mereka merawat kita waktu kecil yah. Kita rawat orang tua kita yang sudah lanjut usia dengan kasih sayang dan rasa cinta kepada mereka. Memang nggak mudah untuk merawat orang tua yang sudah lanjut usia tapi kita nggak begitu perduli tentang itu yah :)
Di bagian dunia lainnya, contohnya di Australia , disini panti jompo sangat "laku keras" dan malahan kayaknya jadi suatu keharusan... beda kultur kali yah sama Asia. Para manula di tempatkan di rumah2 jompo itu baik secara volunteer ataupun memang dikirim kesana sama keluarganya sendiri. Meskipun begitu mereka ditengok sama sanak keluarga mereka.Jadi nggak dibiarkan disitu aja sampai tua. Mereka rata2 orang sibuk, jadi opsi untuk merawat orang tua yang lanjut usia tidak masuk kategori utama. Mereka rely ke Panti Jompo itu yang memang menyediakan fasilitas yang lengkap , ada medic yg tersedia 24 jam, suster2 yang berpengalaman , lingkungan yang mendukung, dll. Jadi memang sengaja dibuat untuk membuat para kakek & nenek comfortable.
Tapi gimana dengan kita ? mau nggak yah kita ditempatkan di panti jompo ???
Personally sih gue nggak mau tinggal disitu mendingan di tengah keluarga sendiri BUT !! kalau itu gue egois 8) , nah gue mikirnya gini...
Anak-anak gue tuh akan menjadi dewasa dan mereka akan mengepakan sayap mereka mencari kehidupannya sendiri-sendiri, mereka akan melihat dunia dan nggak akan bisa selalu sama kita ... jadi gue nggak akan mau membebani diri mereka dengan masa tua gue .... gue nggak mau anak gue merasa HARUS ngurus gue, mereka kudu free dalam menjalani hidup mereka. Gue akan tetep jadi ibu mereka , jd nenek dari anak2 mereka meskipun tinggal di rumah jompo. Yang penting mereka masih cinta sama gue ... itu sudah cukup buat gue. Gue nggak mau bebanin anak2 gue ama hal2 sepele kayak nganterin gue ke WC =p~ ... dll -nya.
Jadi, yeah personally gue nggak akan khawatir ttg hari tua gue .... anak2 gue nggak ada kewajiban untuk merawat gue di hari tua kecuali mereka mau ya gue terima kasih :) kalau mereka nggak bisa, gue pun mendukung... itu salah satu tanda cinta gue sama anak-anak gue .... Yang jelas... gue ingin anak gue bebas dari tanggung jawab ngurus gue... gue mau mereka DO what they WANT bukan karena mereka HARUS !
My kids are my treasures.... therefore my responsibility to look after them and cherish them always..
Bagaimana dengan teman-teman ??? komen yah...
Menurut kalian WAJIB kah anak2 kita terbebani oleh hari tua kita ??
Cheers !! :)
[u][b]BTW : HAPPY AUSTRALIAN DAY !!! 2004 !! *Firework Over Swan River*[/b][/u] so gorgeous.... remind me of my home... aduh kangen Indonesia.. *lho?*
Oh Oh Movie lama yang baru gue tonton yang direkomendasikan sama [url=http://l-amore.org]Abang[/url] adalah [u]"Unfaithful"[/u] , hhihihihi filmnya.... hhihihii story linenya gimana yah... rada2 fantasy banget... but yah enak buat di tonton tapi blakangannya rada nggak jelas..tapi.. anu... heiehiehie... ada cekcih-na =p~ ehheiheoehoheoheo.... tonton sendiri ah... malu saya nulisna =p~ ehiehehiehoehoeh :oops:
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| What's in the name ?? |
| 01.26.04 (7:23 am) [edit] |
Look what I found when I was blogging about on one of my links , I found this at [url=http://iluviadama.blogspot.co...]nia[/url] on her posting on [u]25th Dec 2003 [/u], I just find it quiet interesting :)
You guys go and check it out yourself !![url=http://iluviadama.blogspot.co...] Nia [/url] , thank you so much for the fun !
Check my the meaning of my initial :
Does your name begin with:
[b]T[/b]
You are very sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. You like someone who takes the lead. You get turned on by music, soft lights & romantic thoughts. You fantasize & tend to fall in & out of love soon. When in love you are romantic, idealistic, mushy & extremely. You enjoy having your senses & your feelings stimulated, titillated & teased. You are a great flirt. You can make your relationship fit your dreams, all in your own head. Once you put your mind to something you manage to stand by it and see your dreams through. You aren’t very good at expressing your feelings. You like things your own way. You do not like change; you like to hold on to things. This may not always be good cause if given an opportunity things may develop into great things. You work your way to the top. Attention must be given to what others say because even though you don’t want to hear it their advice may turn out to save your life.
Hhehehe wadaya reckon ??? What your initial mean ? Check it out okay , its cool :!: hehehe
Coba masuk ke weblog nya si Nia trus copy paste jawabannya ke comment gue ... pengen tau gue initial kalian artinya apa ?? :D Thanks yah..
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| ~*~ Finally ~*~ |
| 01.26.04 (5:01 am) [edit] |
Akhirnya peperangan di blog ini berhenti juga, mayan capek mikir-mikir tentang jawaban2 buat kasus itu. Soalnya bukan apa2, kalau perkara politik dan agama memang seharusnya jangan di perdebatkan di media yang begini, kalau misalnya di real life sih ya gue jabanin deh =p~, kalau cuman tulisan2 aja itu cuma bikin gatel tenggorokan dan boros jari2 karena ngetik2 doang. Full on head collision??? SIAPA TAKUT ! =p~
Gue sih gak kapok dengan tulisan2 yang gue tulis mungkin yang bisa menantang orang dan membuat orang tersebut jadi tertantang buat komen. Tapi kalau komennya udah menyinggung perasaan bersama ya gue bakal bela habis2an...
Gue rasa Islam dalam keseluruhan tuh memang butuh keluwesan yang khusus dalam menghadapi berbagai macem tantangan , ini bukan hanya terjadi baru2 ini... dari zaman Rasul, Islam sudah banyak di tantang... tapi Beliau menghadapinya dengan keluwesan seorang yang istimewa dan seorang Nabi - shalawat bagi beliau dan keluarganya ...
Yang jelas, gue gak akan back down meskipun gue cewek dan seorang muslim, meskipun gue masih dalam tahap belajar dan mencoba memperdalam Islam tapi gue gak akan back down dari agama ini ... mungkin suatu hari nanti Islam akan di lihat dari segi lain dan tidak identik dengan kekerasan seperti yang selama ini ditudingkan... kekerasan yang dilakukan atas nama agama tidak akan pernah menjadi solusi buat kedamaian dimuka bumi ini.. yang ada hanya perpecahan... kasian anak2 kita nanti ...
Mudah2an Islam suatu hari akan dipandang sebagai agama yang penuh Kedamaian dan keindahan. Amien Ya Rabb ...
Anyway... :), mumet kepalaku ikz !! nggak bisa tidur melulu nih berapa hari.. kemarin aku tidur hanya beberapa jam ... itu aja ditungguin =p~ , gue gak bisa tidur nih kalau nggak ada yang nungguin... kadang2 suka heran juga gue... dari gue kecil sampe sekarang, kalau tidur nggak ditungguin pasti nggak nyenyak =p~ , manja ??? Bodo amat !! heiheiheiheihe
Kalau ada orang disamping gue atau di sekitar gue deh... baru tidur gue bisa nyenyak , ada yang kayak gitu gak temen2 ??? gue berasa aneh juga sih but apa mau dikata... lha wong udah karakternya begitu jeh !
Gimana yah... ? :oops:
Hari ini dihabiskan dengan menunggu Nanda pulang, karena tadi malam dia nangis2 sama daddy-nya minta di anterin pulang ke rumah , apa katanya ?? "I miss my Mommy..." , gue di telephone jam 9 malam, karena dia terbangun dan mimpi gue :oops: dan nangis waktu telpon, minta gue ngomong ke Daddynya supaya anterin dia balik ke Perth =p~ , heiheeoeheo, dia tuh ada di kejauhan kira2 4 jam dari Perth dan bagi anak2 macem dia kan tuh kayak Eropa ke Aust. Huhuhu.. kasian ..
Gue juga sebenernya jujur aja kangen juga sama dia :), padahal kami baru aja dipisahkan 2 malem dan iyah.. kami kangen satu sama lain :), akhirnya pagi2nya di anterin sama Daddynya pulang ke rumah gue ... begitu gue buka pintu, dia langsung meluk gue dan cium2 gue... aaaahhhhhh.... hati gue kayak di siram es .. damai banget... anak gue tersayang di pelukan gue lagi :) , huih kayak nemu intan segede gunung , malah kurang gede kayaknya =p~ yang jelas...hati gue bahagia banget.
Abis gue cium2in tuh anak ampe pipinya merah2.. gue ajak keluar , dia minta ke tempat rental DVD , katanya mau cari DVD-nya Lizzie McGuire sama minta es krim, majalah anak2 =p~ , banyak amat Neng ?? kenapa gak sekalian beli aja satu supermarket ?? :D
Gue tanya dia mau makan apa .... ? gak neko2 , dia minta makanan kesukaan dia "Lamb Chop & Salads " hihihihi gak tau kenapa dia suka banget itu. Tapi memang kalau makan itu selalu habis. Badannya sudah mulai berisi lagi dan timbangannya naik, Nanda sempet kurus banget di Jakarta :(, makannya susah sih... kali kepanasan jadi gak begitu selera makannya, buktinya disini , kulkas tuh selalu kosong =p~ karena Nanda selalu makan semua yang ada di dalamnya , hieheihei, Good girl... aku suka kalau melihat dia mamam, clemotan semua sih , heiheih mukanya jadi tambah lucu dan makin kayak Angel... lha... emang Angel kok :), My Angel....
Dia sudah tidur dengan tenangnya, nafasnya terlihat sangat teratur dan kulitnya yang putih terlihat bersinar dibawah lampu kamar yang redup , wajahnya sangat lugu sebagaimana dirinya... bibirnya merah, tersenyum :) , aduh... jatuh cinta saya sama dia.. setiap hari saya jatuh cinta sama dia ...
Hmm... apa yah yang kurang.... yang kurang, dia nggak ada disampingku :) itu yang kurang...
Someday we'll be together .........
But for now, I am gonna get some sleep ! I catch u guys laterz okay ... GOD Bless You All..
BTW: Gue nonton DVD-nya [u][b]" Maid In Manhattan " [/b][/u] aduh... romantisnya... OST-nya juga enak2, wasyem asli romantis !! Udah pada nonton ? Dream banget tuh... itu aktornya yang jadi Chris Marshall .. aheum... cute !! Matanya itu lhooooooooo Eugh... Ralph Feinnes Would You Marry Me ?? :oops: heheiheiheieh... saya asli jadi feeling romantis negh !! *mengkhayal dulu yak* hihihihihi.... just a beautiful movie. Fairy tale banget, dari Maid jd Cinderella ... awwwww.... romantis... yang belum pernah nonton, gih nonton =p~ , aheum.. tapi maaf yah itu Ralph Feinnes -nya sudah punya saya jd jangan di GBT !! hieheiheiheie...
Dah ah merem2 dolo sambil mbayangin si cute eyes... *dubrakz !!*
.............................................. If Eyes Could Kill....................
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| Dear William.... |
| 01.24.04 (8:36 pm) [edit] |
~*~ Peace On Earth ~*~
This what William have to say and again I would love to share it with others.. thanking William before hand for his kind comment :), to other who may not know who is William here are a bit of info about him, William is good friend from tblog who are also a writter , I recommend you guys come and visit his blog sometime and see his work :), marvelous work ! if you wish to know more about him just come and let me know and I shall refer you to him or just visit his blog. Thanks :)
[url=http://william.tblog]William[/url] [u]Comment to previous subject [/u]:
This is what Islam has taught me. They murder when they have an upper hand over their victims. They do it out in the open and with the sanction of Allah. They are currently murdering men, women and children all over the world, like Suddan for starters. I remember before we closed up the Al-Quida camps in Afganastan, I saw a public execution that a Muslim was shooting his wife in the back of the head with a rifle as she knelt on the ground praying. It is good you learned something good from Islam, what you learned and what is reality will conflict someday. I am a true friend because I see the danger and attempt to rescue you, you on the other hand have learned to attack such attempts with your renegade assault on my comment and person, justifying it of all things. You still need to read the the New Testament regardless of where this debate leads us. To avoid it is to prove that you really haven't learned tolerance like you claimed in your responce to me. I challange you even now to do the friendly thing and investigate the New Testament portion of the Bible. Otherwise, you only speak from one biassed angle and not truely all embrassing as you have made your claim. Do it for your families sake if not for yourself. Respectfully, William
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Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
Dear William,
Who's attack who here William ? My simple question was concerning my eyebrows. Look, people see things the way they see things and you see Islam with your own view and regardless what I am about to say you have already made up your mind with what you know about Islam. I acknowledge what happen around the world regardless religions, and I see things the way my eyes can see as well but I do not tell non-muslim that they did such as this or that , because the Islam that I know taught me not to be judgemental toward other or insult other. I can also give lots of example what the Christian did to other religions or people but I am not going to do so due to what I have said previously : My religion to me, And yours to you...
Do you know why I won't do that ? Because the conflict would add to the heated situation that already exists in the world right now. All because everybody want to be [u][b]"Right"[/b][/u] with they own way, do you know suffers the most ? Yes, you guessed it ... The people that [u][b]"left " [/b][/u]behind. And do you know where this killing starting ?? starting from a conversation and false accusations such as what we have here. You may have all this facts but you may also forget to see the religion itself as in basic base , you see all this little details that you forgotten the big picture. I can assure you william that what I am saying is not an attack nor belittling your opinion about whatever but merely to invite you NOT to see the negativity in life. I have also written about how we should seek similarity not differences in us all. Tell me this for example you are right with your view , what are you going to do next ? Turn everybody into your religion or just going to leave everybody alone with their religion ? or once everybody Christian what would you do next ? what's the point you are trying make ?
The fault is not in religion, the fault lays in each one of us , we have the power given by GOD to either make this beautiful world a safe and peaceful place for our short life or is it going to be hell on earth by complicating things that are simple ?
What good is it disagreeing about people faith ? You may see what you see and experience what you've experience ... but if we fail to unite or fix the problem with the world conflict , what good does it do to all those poor people ??? Your comments just add fuel to what already conflict situations. Instead of judging why can't we unite and try to fix the world's problem regarding conflict in religion ? Why should we see the negativity in something but not doing any favour on fixing the problem ?
There are many good deeds that the Moslem people also did but perhaps you seemed to failed to notice. In my mind to balance is the key for happiness.To gain understanding you must see both side.
I am treating you very carefully William that is why I am avoding conflict and not giving all this facts about what other religions do to others. Because I feel that enough is enough ... we have better things to do than just discussing about what other religion do to others, we talk way too much , we have less time on earth to tell people there are love on this earth. STOP FIGHTING ! For a mother like myself, I want nothing but peaceful earth for my kids and perhaps future generations. I do not condone killing others but conflicting simple subject can destroy us all. Do you realise that all this war in the world may started on things such as what we are doing now ?? We are not solving the problem, we create hate and other negative energy.
The Islam that my parent taught me is a peaceful religion but if you see that as an ignorance toward the suffers of other then we are truly in circle of satan. Why should peaceful people like me be subjected to something that others do and be judged for what I do in life or how I do it.
Allah will save me and my family, and my friends and you :) because I believe ALLAH is peaceful and that ALLAH love each one of us although all we do is just mock ALLAH an forgetting the facts that ALLAH taught us to be smart so we can use our inteligent to help others. With all of the knowledge that you have William.. can you fix the world problem or are we just going to sit here arguing in tblog about religion ? wouldn't be better for us to go out there and truly do something to fight "differences" ?
Aren't you tired of war... ?
No Holy books have flaws so don't misinterpreted the books. The fault once again lay on each one of us... to be able to explain to the next generations what we did now ... lets focus on the positive side and help other to gain understanding that WAR isn't WAY of Life !!
I see no danger being a Moslem. What I am doing now is no difference to the other, just trying to survive !
The language used in Bible or Holy Qur'an can not be translated into plain language as it goes much further than that. To read Qur'an properly would be to look at the background as well to understand why it was written. All have reasons behind the writting.
My comment about what your written here is not an insult or an attack both proffesionally or personally but for you to see the beauty in Islam as well. There are always 2 sides of the stories.
Like we are now.. we are not going anywhere...
William, if you wish to save me from the danger from my religion then for one STOP telling me how bad is Islam but help me to NOT be a person that you potray as a monster. If you see it as a fault then why don't you fix it instead of judging it ? Would that make you better than the rest of us ? You may not kill with your hand but you are killing with your thought and mouth. Where that leave me if you are my true friend ?
So who's ignorance ? We see someone limping away thru life and we attack him by telling him what he did was wrong ? and take away the only hope that he got ? is that make us better than that guy who killed someone ? We are not killing the person physically but we are killing his soul by not supporting him... then we are no better than those people who kill others.
Anyway, I am here not as your enemy but as your friends. I shall kindly ask you to respect my way of life as much as I respect yours. In my life here in Australia, I help a lot more non-Muslim than my own people ... and I see no differences in each one of them, accept their special talents. I only see the wonderful gift of life that GOD given me in a form of all this different races and religions.
I apologize if you feel that you have been mistreated or attacked , that was not my intentions whatsoever :) but I ask your supports and care as a true friend , NOT as my religious advicer. Peace William ? if not for the sake of you and me... then for sake of future generations...
Islam may come as a whole but people who believe it comes in many forms and scattered all over the place.... so the attitude of the person DOES NOT relflect on the religion itself. The conflict lays in human , and we are human who undoubtly can not be always be fair to others. The cultures of each country also able to "coloured"Islam in different ways. See that can create misinterpretation about Islam itself.
I can't answer your facts about what you've found in Qur'an and Bible , not because of lack of knowledge but I have not yet to discover ALL the beauty in both Books... but I am getting to know it as not to make comparison but to find solutions for us all. I think that would be better wouldn't it ?? finding solutions for US all ... not just individual :) I give you silly example perhaps ... say this world being attacked by other forms of life from distance planet ... are we all fight it with our religions for each one or are we fighting it together to save the earth and our people ?? Nobody will see religions or races by then... We all going to see it as One Unition .. Save The Blue Planet !!
Your friend, a humble & obidient servant of the world : Jasmine :)
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| ~*~ Respect ~*~ |
| 01.24.04 (6:53 am) [edit] |
Dearest MonAmour,
I [u][b]care[/b][/u] about you so much and I consider myself a [u][b]true friend [/b][/u]to you. What I'm about to share with you is not to be interpreted as [u][b]anti-Allah[/b][/u], but my view of things. I have studied religion for many years and I speak to you as an authoritative voice, not just someone who thinks he understands. In the [u]Quran (which I have read completey)[/u] you do not find women mentioned as going to paradise except for those whom the men are [u]allowed to rape for all eternity[/u]. I mean to say, that a person who dies for the cause of Allah is told that he gets a whole harem of virgins that he gets to rape for all eternity. [u]Women in Islam are seen as toys[/u] for the desire of men, whereas in the New Testament of the Bible (which I strongly recommend you to read) they are seen as fellow laborers and sisters and adopted child of God. [u]Allah[/u] is always portrayed as some kind of task master where the Christian faith says he loves us and desires to adopt all who will turn to Him in faith as children. The problem that I see is not your eyebrows, [u]but your religion[/u]. I will only say that eternity is a long time to be wrong and so I encourage to uncover all the stone to find out what is really there to find. Please contact IBS "international Bible society" and ask them to send you a free bible. The Gideons will do the same. Sit down and invest in yourself the opportunity to read the New Testament portion of the Bible and see if it inspires you like it has inspired billions before you. Respectfully, William
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In regard to the comment from Our friend William... I can't reply to it in just hidden part of this blog , I would like to share it with the rest of us. To gain understanding on what's important in all religions. I am not one who are able to regard myself as KNOW ALL person in religious department as I am still in process of learning and so far I am gaining more than a few about Islam. Islam taught me to be flexible and to be graceful facing certain aspect in life. As we are living in many "colours" in life, whether that is races, religion, country , etc. The way to go about life would be to care for one another respectfully regardless what they are believe in life. Islam has taught me to be tolerance toward other. I have been taught to respect other religion and not to taunt it no matter how difficult for me to understand their believe.
Dear William, your care as a true friend are fully respected, I also respect your point a view although to agree with you I would have to do more research for some more fundamentals, although I read the Al-Qur'an but I have yet to discovered the whole meaning of it , as I believe there are more then the Al-Qur'an that you just "read" , to understand Al-Qur'an it is not just by reading it completely. You must also read The Hadeeths for shall we say A Back-up. Each surah has it's own long meaning to it. You requires an open mind and have special talent to be able to "open" it completely, as The Holy Al-Qur'an is not just any book , respectfully just like the Holy Bible. There, even special name for these book ... HOLY. That got to mean something.
In regard woman just as a toys in Islam , have you read The Holy Qur'an which Titled "Al-Nisa`" ( Women ), and few more shahih hadeeths about women ? I believe in those chapter there would be some explainations on how women being respected accordingly.
I also firmly believe that women being put on pedestal in Islam, we are being well treated and protected. To say that we , Islam women, are toys to Islam men, I think you should hold back and think for a minute , regardless of what religion, if men being cruel to women or treat women as a sex slaves in any ways are not a common practice in Islam , Jerks comes in any religion, colour, races , etc. So to say one religion does that, that's a complete non-sense. I have experiences in life about men and they come in many colours, races, religions to whom not necessarily I have direct contact with them, I have learn that there are good and bad in every human, each human have the potential to be either an Angel or Saint !
ALLAH SWT, is A MASTER who can not be judge by human. We have not enough knowledge to judge ALLAH, nor we are strong enough to judge ALLAH.
The problem is not my eyebrows but my religion ?? How can one say that you are not anti-Allah but you opposites ALLAH and ALLAH rules ? How can you say that you are my true friend but not supporting me ?
Islam has taught me to respect my fellow mates regardless their religion, he who need help is a friends. That's true friends to me.
I shall uncover my path of life with Islam and The Holy Qur'an and Hadeeths. In meantime I shall respect other for what they believe. Thank you for the advice about getting a free Bible but I've got my AL-Qur'an to guide me through life :) and I am going to stick with it. Thank you very much.
I shall leave your thought with this Surah dear friends ..
[u] Al-Kafirun[/u] Surah-109
[i]Audzubillahiminashaito nirrahim
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
Qul yaa ayyuhal kaafiruun
Say : "O ye that reject faith "
Laa a'budu maa ta'buduun.
I worship not that which ye worship
Wa laa antum 'aabiduuna maa a'bud
Nor will ye worship that which I worship.
Wa laa ana 'aabiduum maa 'abattum
And I will not worship that which ye have been wont to worship
Wa laa antum 'aabiduuna maa a'bud
Nor will ye worship which I worship.
Lakum diinukum wa liya diin.
To you be your Way, and to me mine ...[/i]
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To me my religion and to you , your religion...
I respect yours as much as you respect mine :)
Peace on earth !!
Peaceful regards :
~*~ Jasmine ~*~
Thanking you all :)
Do not judge book by its cover .....
[b][u]" DO NOT SEES WHAT THE DIFFERENCES IN US , BUT SEEK WHAT SIMILAR IN US ALL - WE ALL ARE AFTER ALL JUST A MERE MORTAL "[/u][/b]
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| Eye Brow |
| 01.23.04 (5:28 pm) [edit] |
Book 24, Chapter 25, Number 5301
Narrator: ??
[url=http://www.jannah.com]'Abdullah reported that Allah had cursed those women who tattooed and who have themselves tattooed, those who pluck hair from their faces and those who make spaces between their teeth for beautification changing what God has created. This news reached a woman of the tribe of Asad who was called Umm Ya'qub and she used to recite the Holy Qur'an. She came to him and said: What is this news that has reached me from you that you curse those women who tattooed and those women who have themselves tattooed, the women who pluck hair from their faces and who make spaces between their teeth for beautification changing what God has created? Thereupon 'Abdullah said: Should I not curse one upon whom Allah's Messenger (may peace be upon him) has invoked curse and that is in the Book also. Thereupon that woman said: I read the Qur'an from cover to cover, but I did not find that in it. whereupon he said: If you had read (thoroughly) you would have definitely found this in that (as) Allah, the Exalted and Glorious, has said:" What Allah's Messenger brings for you accept that. and what he has forbidden you. refrain from that." That woman said: I find this thing in your wife even now. Thereupon he said: Go and see her. She reported: I went to the wife of 'Abdullah but found nothing of this sort in her. She came back to him and said: I have not seen anything. whereupon he said: Had there been anything like it in her, I would have never slept with her in the bed. [/url]
So, this has been one of my in life question =p~, I believe it is shahih but what I am saying is.. is it pluck it bald / everything or just few to tidy the eyebrow ??
I mean right now because of this hadist... I am keeping my eyebrow intact but man... my eyebrow look like toilet brush :D not regular and spiking out all over the place... by lil' plucking it would be neat and tidy. Because being neat, tidy and clean as a Muslim is part o faith / iman. And to look beautiful in the eye of my husband also part of it :) *hi hon* =p~ ... I mean I would be to embaress to face my husband with toilet brush on my face !! :lol: haohaohaoha gebleg gue negh ah =p~ , so seriously what to do ??
Let me know if you guys know for sure about this... whether the forbidden one would be losing all the eyebrow or we women allowed to just tidy it up :)
Please, please... this is important to me ...
I have been searching for this info for awhile now and still have not find the right answer or perhaps more... satisfactory answer to totally clarifying the situation. I will be glad to know that if plucking eyebrow are totally not allowed then I shall learn to live with my toilet brush eyebrow :D , well actually it's not really look like toilet brush :oops: ... it is just gone all wild and unkempt :)
But if my husband like it anyway then its a bonus. Whats important is so I don't cop a flack from ALLAH ... this whats important to me and to many women around the world...
So help me out okay... thanks in advance !! Cheers...
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| ~*~ Nanda ~*~ |
| 01.23.04 (5:46 am) [edit] |
Not much today but cleaning .. so much stuffs to clean , goodness me ! That was like a war zone :D try to battle with stuffs and most of it books , so it was more like fiddly than energy. But eventually after 3 hours, I start to get exhausted =p~ , need a hand !!
What I don't like about today was... My Angel ... she got another attack of nose bleed, again :( ... I thought she had over come that but apparently not ... gotta take her to the quack perhaps on Tuesday , because everything are closed as from today, long w`end are here ....
She's been having loads of sneezing and coughing since we've been back to Perth. The sneezing perhaps from dusts but the coughing ... hopefuly she's not having her asthma back :( , poor little AngeL...
She had her nose blocked in the last couple of nights , and disturbing her sleep ... eugh.. if I could take all her sickness away from her.
Hopefully, when school start again on 1st of February she'll up and go for the whole blow of school time.. I would hate for her to miss school so much like last year :( ..gotta get thru this babe.
Bless my lil' Angel, get well sweety... *hugs*
Catch ya all ...
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| ~*~ Masjid ~*~ |
| 01.22.04 (6:14 pm) [edit] |
Subject: Masjid Not "Mosque" !!!
Assalamu Alaikum, Informasi yang sangat berharga
DIMOHON AGAR MENYEBUT MASJID KITA DENGAN "MASJID"!
Bukan "MOSQUE"!!!
Silahkan baca tulisan ini dan sebarkan ke beberapa
muslim sebanyak yang anda bisa. Ini adalah informasi
yang sangat amat penting. Muslim seharusnya tidak lagi
menggunakan kata "Mosque". Suatu hari, saya membaca
buku berjudul "THE COMPLETE IDIOT'S GUIDE TO
UNDERSTANDING ISLAM" ("PETUNJUK IDIOT YANG LENGKAP
UNTUK MENGERTI ISLAM) dan buku itu berisi fakta-fakta
yang lucu.
Salah satunya adalah mengenai kata "Mosque." Banyak
dari kita yang berfikir bahwa ini adalah terjemahan
bahasa Inggris untuk Masjid. Saya yakin tak ada
seorangpun dari kita yang mengetahui bagaimana kata
ini
ada dan kemudian mempunyai kemiripan suara dengan
'Masjid'. (Kita masih sangat muda ketika kita berfikir
bahwa ini hanyalah sebuah kata dalam Bahasa Inggris.
Saat itu kita belum berfikir kritis dan analitis, jadi
tak ada keberanian untuk menanyakannya kepada guru,
benar kan ?).
Bagaimanapun, buku ini menunjukkan bahwa kata 'Mosque'
diperoleh dari kata dalam bahasa Spanyol, yaitu
"Mosquito" ("Nyamuk"). Dinamakan seperti itu karena
saat Perang Salib terjadi, Raja Ferdinand berkata
bahwa mereka akan berangkat dan membasmi Muslim "like
mosquitoes" ("seperti nyamuk-nyamuk"). (Dimana lagi
mereka dapat temukan muslim dalam jumlah yang cukup
besar untuk dibasmi jika bukan di Masjid?).
Lalu tanpa rasa sungkan mereka menyebut "Masjid"
sebagai "Mosque". Jadi saudara-saudara seiman,
hindarilah penggunaan kata yang dengan jelas
menunjukkan tamparan kemuakan ke wajah umat.
Beritahukanlah saudara-saudara kita tentang sejarah
dan etimologi (ilmu asal kata) tentang kata ini. Dan
marilah kita ganti kata itu dengan kata yang
memiliki makna yang seharusnya : Masjid! Tempat untuk
Bersujud!! Bukan Mosque: tempat pembasmian!
Jika ada diantara saudara-saudara yang masih ragu
tentang hal ini, silahkan mencari buku tersebut dan
kemudian membacanya.
Nah begitu ceritanya.. mudah2an ada manfa'atnya yah buat kita semua, amien :)
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| Long W`end !! |
| 01.22.04 (6:01 am) [edit] |
This Gonna be one shit of a long w`end !!
Coz my Angel won't be with me until next week Monday :cry: !!
Damm it !!
My family gonna go to Puncak as well ... GGGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRR !!!
I got heaps to do at home but.. I will be so alone :cry:
Dodol ah !! gue jealous ama all this people yang spend times with my family and Angel !!
How the hell all this had to happen this w`end ?? what the fuck did I do wrong ? shit ah !!
:evil: :!:
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| ~*~ Firasat ~*~ |
| 01.22.04 (4:50 am) [edit] |
~*~ Firasat ~*~
Kemarin...
Kulihat awan membentuk wajahmu
Desau angin meniupkan namamu
Tubuhku terpaku
Semalam bulan sabit melengkungkan senyummu
Tabur bintang serupa kilau auramu
Akupun sadari
Kusegera berlari
Cepat pulang
Cepat kembali jangan pergi lagi
Firasat ku ingin kau tuk cepat pulang
Cepat kembali jangan pergi lagi.
Akhirnya
Bagi sungai yang mendamba samudra
Kutahu pasti kemana kan ku bermuara
Semoga ada waktu sayangku
Kupercaya alam pun berbahasa
Ada makna dibalik semua pertanda
Firasat ini
Rasa rindukah atau kah tanda bahaya
Aku tak perduli
Kuterus berlari...
Oh cepat pulang
Cepat kembali jgn pergi lagi
Firasatku ingin kau tuk cepat pulang
Cepat kembali
Jangan pergi lagi
Dan lihatlah sayang
Hujan turun membasahi
Seolah hujan air mata
Cepat pulang
Cepat kembali
Jangan pergi lagi
Firasatku kuingin kau tuk cepat pulang
Cepat kembali jgn pergi lagi
Firasatku ingin kau tuk cepat pulang...
Akupun sadari engkaulah firasat hati....
By : Marcell
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| I can get No satisfaction ... :) |
| 01.22.04 (3:14 am) [edit] |
Whats today ? Well... I start the day with missing the tropical paradise that I've been accustomed to in the last 6 months :) , shocking to the system !!
But I woke up today to the smell of Frangipanis from the garden that sit just outside of my bedroom window ... all is sweet and quiet...
My Angel still sleeping with her face all innocent and her lil' voice telling me that she had a dream... dunno what it is but her eyes moving and fluttering ... :) I love this girl so very much :)
Then I decided to talk to my plants 1st thing in the morning :) , I walk outside to my backyard ... all the flowers still blooming and the vibrant colour just amazing ... Subhanaallah ... how lovely this nature of GOD creations. Just so pretty.
As the day progressing, I end up in the middle of the city by just over midday ... busy working my butts off :D
When I got home, gotta pick up my lil' Angel and do the shopping ... eugh not very challenging afternoon. But at least my book had arrived and I got a book rack today to be able to put them all together , yeehaaaaaa !! no more messy stuffs !! Woohoo !!
And that's tomorrow ... I need to battle with my front room and put everything in right order , eugh.. wish me luck yo ! :lol:
Went to the aero-club today to watch a bit of plane flying around :) Today... to my sweet suprise I got a call from someone whom I love dearly... wah that was good to hear the voice of my love one :) just awesome ...
Make me homesick though ... wanna go back to the tropical paradise...
YIKES !!! 1:06 AM, gotta get some sleep folks ! I catch u some other time okay :) Take care y'all and behave yourself ... be good or be good at being bad :) yeah!
Give yer Mom a kiss for me :) Cheers...
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| ~*~ Withdrawal Symptoms ~*~ |
| 01.21.04 (3:11 am) [edit] |
The day starting with me struggling to wake up =p~ but I must move my butt ! :)
Have my lovely shower , long showerrrr.... hihihi to wake myself up. I sang myself silly while I am at it. Hihihhih , then have my green tea for b/fast. Then off I go to work, airport here I come !! :-)
After work, before 3 PM , I gotta get myself to the Qantas Air freight for my goodies. It was somewhere near the airport so it wasn't too bad. Infact convinient, as I was just at the neighborhood.
What a hard case that was to crack try to get my goodies organise :roll: , I was being ordered to go all the place to get it. Then have to pay some clearance as well ... money,money,money, everywhere I go I need to spend money, it is no wonder I am always running out of cash :lol: but s'pose,it need to be done.
After spending about hr and 1/2 around there finally I got all of my goodies and drive home.... traffic was good so no stress ! coz with my level of emotion after day of work .... I could bring and aeroplane down by shout =p~ :lol:
Did some shoping with Angel, and she have a go at Bungee Jumping, again, =p~, she love that game , and she went very high today and had a go twice :) brave girl 8).
Then we went home after getting ourself a hammock :), to put in our backyard to chill , read book until we fall asleep =p~ , good investment that =)
Slowly cooking her dinner tonight, she love those lamb chops I cooked her !! Lamb chop defenitely IN at the moment in her taste bud , she ate it all up with no worries.
What did I have for dinner ? Hmm.. I had gorgeous garden salads with smoked salmon... delicious ....
Have you had smoked salmon with capers ? well, it was just so delicously healthy and good for ya.
I am trying as much as possible to eat well and balance diet that with hope I would lose some weight. I feel rather sluggish at the moment. Gotta move this butt a bit, might start to jog again soon, better take Chris with me, coz he can push me to the max !! Hehhehe, good mate he is , he is so fit ! Iron man ?? :D
Anyway... my eyes just like a candle in the wind :lol: , so I better get some sleep... see if I can dream my love ones and send my kisses thru my dream to theirs..
5 days already ... and everything start to make senses and all my emotions back ... and I am starting to miss everyone :cry: , I am experiencing lost at the moment and the house felt so empty ... even when Angel talking or shouting , it still feel empty and quiet. I have been putting on some music to kill the quietness.
I miss my mother the most :( , I really do ...
Mama... you in my though and heart as well as soul. I believe that ALLAH SWT looking after you...
I miss you Mama ... miss the voice of love :)
I MISS MY MOMMYYYYYYYYYY !!!!
Awan di langit... sampaikan salamku buat Mama tercinta dan angin sejuk katakan sama Mama kalau aku cinta dia ... Alam, jagain my Mama yah... :)
Eh... berasa banget yah kalau merantau begini... berasa banget betapa kita cinta our family. Deket juga cinta dong tapi kalau pas jauh tuh lebih2 kerasa. Igh ... kangen Mama ... :cry: , kalo ketemu My Mama , be kind to her yah, dan salamin dari aku :)
Dah ah mau merem dan mimpi my Mama dulu... :)
*hugs Mama... nite2 Mama... sleep well, sweet dream*
Edian kangen Mama ...!!
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| ~*~ New Layout !!! New Allz ~*~ |
| 01.20.04 (9:12 am) [edit] |
Hhihihihi ... nih gara-gara nggak bisa tidur , jadinya begini !! tadinya mau tidur :))
Got some cool pics and simple idea and this is what I can come up with, and thanks to [url=http://tjatatan.com]Chandra [/url] who give me a hand for few things ... smart chap =p~ , Thanks again Pa :)
Hope you guys like it , if you don't ... well too bad !! Coz I like it a loadssssss !! hiahiahiha...
Listen, the images that I used here I've taken it from some art website that I can't remember what it was :( , so if anyone know about it please let me know so I can thank them. And please, no porn intended here.. all just in the name of Work of Art with [i][u]AngeL[/u][/i] theme in mind. So don't get creepy on me okay :)
For art sake, pls be open minded as the blog is not for commercial use at all but for my personal virtual diary so I can share with family and friends. If you dislike then I would suggest that you move on to the next available blogs :) thanks...
Anyway.. yesterday was pretty busy day for me , back to work after a long holiday !! Thank GOD my Boss not mad at me ... lucky me he just wanna hear all about it. So I sat there telling story of my adventures to all my workmates and my Boss. They listen with interest and comment on few things and ask few things as well, I felt like I was in Kindergarten telling story to kids
:lol: , Nevetheless, It was awesome to be back amongst all of my friends , help me to focus on something else other than missing my family in Indo :oops:
Gotta pick the cargo up today with all my goodies today as well ! Eugh... can anyone give me a hand pls 8)
Anyway, gotta move my butt to get ready for work , so I catch u all laterz , mmkay... :lol:
Take care n Be Happy, give your mother a kiss for me :)
BTW : Pls comment on my new layout , I would love to hear from you all , thanks !! Cheers...
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| ~*~ Tulang Rusuk ~*~ |
| 01.19.04 (2:54 am) [edit] |
Ce : Yang paling kamu cintai di dunia ini siapa ?
Co : Kamu dong !!!
Ce : Menurut kamu, aku ini siapa ?
Co : (berpikir sejenak lalu menatap Ce dengan pasti) Kamu tulang rusukku!!!
Kata Kitab Suci, Tuhan melihat bahwa Adam kesepian. Saat Adam tidur, Tuhan mengambil rusuk dari Adam dan menciptakan Hawa. Semua Pria mencari tulang rusuknya yang hilang dan saat menemukan wanita untuknya, tidak lagi merasakan sakit di hati ..."
Setelah menikah, pasangan itu mengalami masa yang indah dan manis untuk sesaat. Setelah itu, pasangan muda ini mulai tenggelam dalam kesibukan masing - masing dan kepenatan hidup yang ada. Hidup mereka menjadi membosankan. Kenyataan hidup yang kejam membuat mereka mulai menyisihkan impian dan cinta satu sama lain. Mereka mulai bertengkar dan pertengkaran itu mulai menjadi semakin panas. Pada suatu hari pada akhir sebuah pertengkaran Ce lari keluar rumah. Saat tiba di seberang jalan, dia berteriak "Kamu nggak cinta lagi sama aku !".
Co sangat membenci ketidak dewasaan Ce dan secara spontan balik
berteriak "Aku menyesal kita menikah ! Kamu ternyata bukan tulang rusukku!!!"
Tiba - tiba Ce menjadi terdiam dan berdiri terpaku untuk beberapa saat.
Co menyesal akan apa yang sudah dia ucapkan, tetapi seperti air yang telah tertumpah tidak mungkin untuk diambil kembali. Dengan berlinang air mata, Ce kembali kerumah dan mengambil barang - barangnya, bertekad untuk berpisah.
"Kalau aku bukan tulang rusukmu, biarkan aku pergi. Biarkan kita
berpisah dan mencari pasangan sejati masing - masing."
Lima tahun berlalu.
Co tidak menikah lagi, tetapi berusaha mencari tahu akan kehidupan Ce. Ce pernah ke luar negeri tetapi sudah kembali. Dia pernah menikah dengan seorang asing dan bercerai. Co agak kecewa bahwa Ce tidak menunggunya kembali. Dan di tengah malam yang sunyi dia meminum kopinya dan merasakan sakit di hatinya. Tetapi dia tidak sanggup mengakui bahwa dia merindukan Ce.
Suatu hari, mereka akhirnya kembali bertemu. Di airport, di tempat dimana banyak terjadi pertemuan dan perpisahan, mereka dipisahkan hanya oleh sebuah dinding pembatas.
Co : Apa kabar ?
Ce : Baik ... apakah kamu sudah menemukan rusukmu yang hilang ?
Co : Belum.
Ce : Aku terbang ke New York dengan penerbangan berikut.
Co : Aku akan kembali 2 minggu lagi. Telpon aku kalau kamu sempat. Kamu tahu nomor telepon kita, tidak ada yang berubah.
Ce tersenyum manis, lalu berlalu.
"Good bye ...."
Semingga kemudian dia mendengar bahwa Ce adalah salah satu korban Menara WTC.
Malam itu, sekali lagi, Co mereguk kopinya dan kembali merasakan sakit di hatinya. Akhirnya dia sadar bahwa sakit itu adalah karena Ce, tulang rusuknya sendiri yang telah dengan bodohnya dia patahkan.
"Kita melampiaskan 99% kemarahan justru kepada orang yang paling kita cintai. Dan akibatnya seringkali adalah fatal"
Ini memang betul .... kadang2 kita lupa yah kalau orang yang amat kita sayangin tuh justru yang telah merhatikan kita ampe ke ujung jari jempol =p~ , ya khilaf dunk gemana ?? :D *alesan*
Mudah-mudahan ada hikmahnya buat teman-teman dan kita semua :) Amien.
Aduh enaknya bisa cooking di dapurku sendiri today.. menu ? Beef Vindaloo for me n Spaghettie Bolognaise for Angel ... uenakkkkeeeee .... want some ??? :oops:
Nothing much today but try to get a project done ... got some brain storm and want it so much to happen. Must do loads of works and ask here and there ... so much to do , do'akan yah project-ku jd hit big time 8) , pls pls ...
Mudah2an ALLAH SWT memberi aku pentunjuk dalam setiap langkah dan keputusan2 yang hendak aku buat tahun ini dalam menjalankan project ini , target 1 yr kudu selesai !!! :) AMIEN. Yang jelas gue akan usaha banget dan Insya Allah kesampaian rencana baik gue dan partner business gue. Kalau tembus wuih... bisa back to Jakarta dan work there =p~ aw awwww~` *dreaming*
Anyway... sleeping time... banyak TO DO tomorrow including back to work :) *ouch*
Wish me luck Yo !! Cheers ...
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| Yeah... oh yeah... |
| 01.18.04 (3:49 am) [edit] |
Hmm... hihihi ada tampilan baru yg aku utak-utik td sore... lom sempurna nih kayaknya tapi... mayan deh drpd kemarin tulisannya kagak kelihatan ampe di protes mochi =p~
Today baru kerasa deh pegel2nya dan edit2 number on my phone =p~ kalo gak gitu gak isa sms-an dech , gaswat kalo gitu caranya !! :D
Ngapain today ???
Jalan-jalan sama Angel ke weekend market abis makan siang :) , sebelumnya kami ke toko buku dulu *habit* dan dia nemu buku yang dia suka. Tentang reptile Australia !!! :shock: lha gue kan takut banget sama reptile masak dia sengaja beli buku itu :? igh anak satu aja suka nakut2in mama-nya yg tercinta ini =p~
Anyway, abis itu kita jalan-jalan di w'end market, beli sekantung besar fresh cherries, huge manggoes !! 2 for $5 , that's cheap and it taste just so mouth watering... uenakkkkkkkk tenannnnnnn... :lol: Oh OoH sama buah semangka yang tanpa biji2nya... segar dehhhhh...
Pulang kerumah asli kita kaya tukang buah dan berbau buah2an segar ini :) , mau nggak ??? cherries just yummy.... how lucky of us to come back to freshness !!
Then, pulang kerumah setelah jalan-jalan menyusuri pantai dan hari ini matahari lumayan terik jadi untuk duduk dipantai akan terlalu panas buat kita. Jadi kita hanya numpang lewat saja ... dan itupun full AC mobilnya ..... LHA !!!! :shock: busyettttt... enak banget bisa nyetir mobil sendiri lagiiiiiiii .... gak usah manggil2 tukang ojek for taxi !! keren kan ? edian !! ternyata bisa juga yah kangen driving .... :wink:
Abis itu kita pulang ke Istana kami.... makanin tuh buah cherries di belakang rumah dan bincang2... ah wish u r here....
Then, we went to the local shopping center and get some stuffs for dinner , what my Angel want for dinner...? She decided that she want some Lamb Chop ! Hehhehehhe hungry baby... so Grilled Lamb Chop with fresh salads with mediteranean dressing.. mmmm just delicious... Alhamdulillah :)
She is asleep now with belly full of food and resting so we can go to the beach tomorrow ! Holiday after holiday , how lucky we are , Thank GOD :)
Monday ???well, got heaps to do , for 1 I must report back to my office !! then must go to airport to pick up my stuffs .... then go to doctor for all the routine check-up , then go to Angel's school for her uniforms and payment... then I have to get school stuffs for her ...then gotta send some bucks to my mom =p~ , waduh banyak amat nih list TO DO -nya !!! :shock: padahal masih capek nih... :(
Ah.... sabar deh sabar.. namanya juga usaha =p~ * apa sigh ??*
Kan ngantuk kannnnnnn .... hiks... pijetin dulu dong =p~
Dah yah.. mau bobok dulu saya... sebelum molor depan kompi =p~
Besok2 gue cerita2 lagi deh yah...
Muachhhhhhhhhhhh muachhhhhhhhhhhhh ...
Ciao !!
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| what is the matter ?? |
| 01.17.04 (9:06 pm) [edit] |
what is the matter ??? is it just me or the whole tblog ? My blog gone all black ! I can't read my posting and ppl comments !!
All my mates also can;t read my blog ....
Wtf !!! Eugh..
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| Holaaaaaaaaaa !!!!! |
| 01.17.04 (1:45 am) [edit] |
I am back !!!!!
Huhuhuhuhu.... arrived this morning right about 6:20 AM Perth time ... 20 C , gorgeous breeze and sunshine was perfect :)
Alhamdulillah ... it was nice flight, thanks to My Mother with her Do'a , the Do'a coming from the heart with her precious tears ... ,also thanking my siblings whom with their full heart also pray for us. Plus thanks to all good friends both on the net and real ... lucky me :)
So yeah we got to Perth safely and soundly although very tired as it was a night flight.. have u tried to sleep on the plane with its cramped seat ?? :D huhuhuh... you end up with sore back and very sore legs , indeed.
Nevertheless it was a very pleasant flight.
Got home and feel empty .... but glad to be home at last after 6 months away from it :) , see my beautiful garden again... my bedroom... my kitchen... wow !! so cool !!
One for sure.. I miss my Mom !!! I still remember how she cried the night we left her :cry: .... I felt like just drop the whole stuffs and stay in !! I hate to see her crying ... hate it so much... but that;s all that I did to her... always made her cried. With her blessing I walk away from her and say see ya later, I never say goodbye because it is not an appropriate words.
I've got special chauffeur to pick me up to go to airport :D , tuh tuh orangnya... =p~ , thank you so much ... :* *hugs*
Aduh... capek... I've got to pick up my cargo tomorrow or next day .. hiw... another work =p~ hopefully I can clean all my bagages tomorrow before the cargo arrived. So the house wouldn't look like chicken house , full of shits =p~s
That's about all I can write tonite, just to tell y'all that we both in excellent fine health and well being :), thanks again... gotta get some sleep now but will keep u inform with daily stuffs laterz when I am well rest !!!
Okay... catch u all laterz mmkay... :lol:
*blink-blink*
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| OoOoH My Gawd !! |
| 01.15.04 (5:01 am) [edit] |
Ck ck ck ck I can't believe this crap =p~ , I have tried my best try to pack things into my big suitcase but nevertheless I still have some crap that are left over and won't fit in anywhere in my bag *ggggggggrrrrrrrr* , now I am totally kicking myself from not quick enuf try to get myself organize =P~ , I guess I never totally ready for returning back to oz !! Coz I just laze around and so damm lazy to clean all my rubbish up and get my cute butt moving :roll:
Man ... I totally over loaded... I gotta think of sumtin...
OoH Well tomorrow is another day... C'est La Vie :)
Just pray for me will ya guys so we can catch up again next time and so I can keep kicking yer guys butts n make u all stand on your toes for what is next to come :D
For now... I am gonna get some sleep and see what tomorrow bring for me ... but Oz here I come , like it or not !!
I catch u all in the land of Oz okayyyyy ... 8) :lol:
PS : Buat temen2 di Indonesia, Jasmine dan Angela mohon pamit yah... terima kasih atas semuanya dan semoga kita bisa berjumpa lagi soon :) , Bless You All ...
Especially for [url=http://tjatatan.com]Papa [/url] , thank you for your kindness, care a nd love for us both and my family, Bless you and your family :), may all your wish come true .. Just Do It Pa !!
[url=http://www.kotakpensil.com]Komik[/url] : Makasih yah Mas.. buat segalanya, terutama buat "karya" -nya dan show me Jogja like no one seen before.. and untuk kesabaranmu dengan tingkahku yg weird =p~, u da bezt !
[url=http://siadi.tblog.com]adikuL[/url] : thank u juga buat show me Jogja dan constant friendship during my stay in Indonesia and advice2 ttg traditional medicine and all , be happy always, don't change a thing okay , I C U in the sky... :)
[url=http://kuemochi.blogspot.com]Olin[/url]: thank you for friendship-nya dan temen begadang =p~ , seneng banget udah bisa ketemuan meski just one time tapi berkesan mendalam *oughz* *mupeng* LoL
Gak lupa, last but not least [url=http://l-amore.org]Abang[/url]: I know u hate thanks but hey too bad :) , Thanks for everything juga dan mudah2an cepet sembuh, most of all thanks for being YOU. yah iyah udah mingkem deh saya :D *ngomel2 orangnya pasti*
Yang gak disebut jangan marah... tapi gue thank you all for everything yah :) maafin yakz kalo gue salah kata atau gimana , kalo gak mau maafin ya udah, loe deh yg gue maafin =p~ haohaohaohao
See ya all !! *flip*
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| *Sigh* |
| 01.14.04 (2:36 am) [edit] |
Eugh... almost everyone that I know are sick or been sick :( including me and my Angel .. what this world become ?? sick invested planet ? with people don't care anymore about hygiene and slack about looking after this blue planet !!!
I am sick of people who burn rubbish that include plastics or any other recycle stuffs !! I am sick people don't throw rubbish where the bin supposed to be !!
I am sick people throw rubbish in the water way and blocked the damm thing that could easely caused flood !!
I am sick of people who own big factory but throw their dirt on the freakin' river and kill the ecosystem !!
I am sick of people who just don't care about looking after this planet !!
Fuck !!! Pollution chocking us everyday with it's smogs , the flies killing us with poisoning us with its shit !! Rubbish laid to the max next to food place !!
When you gonna care ??? when we're all dead of food poisoning ??!! Screw you !!
Man !! I just hate dirt ! wake up you guys ... clean yourself and throw yer shit in the right place , keep our blue planet for our kids and grand kids ... let them see what is ant, tree, cloud, sunshine, hair, eyes, elephant, whateva !! Let them see it for real not from the book as if it is things of the past ... well it will be if we don't look after the planet ... pls pls pls ... help ourself :)
I wanna see our kids see the future and they be able to say " Look what our parents did for us ... "
Grmbl..grmbl...
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| The Future ... in 10 yrs time.. |
| 01.13.04 (3:59 am) [edit] |
aduh... almost hari H today !! But I postphone my flight, for Kamis malam Jum'at !! Why ? Coz I am just cool 8) , gak nyambung ?? bodo teuing =p~ heheiheiheihe
But Kamis !! udah nggak bisa ditawar-tawar lagi, gue kudu cabz ! Hhuhuhuhuhuhuh...kesian banget siy gue... gak bisa stay di my own country :(
The future, sometime I think about the future and think about where would I be in 10 years time ? Unless ALLAH SWT wish me back, sometime I think in 10 yrs time I would be ... perhaps not blogging anymore :D but busy looking after my family... looking at my husband and still maddly in love with him ... still see his smile like an Oasis in the desert :), still holding his hand as if we are still on our first date...
Still telling him shyly on how much I love him , and still crazy about his smile :oops: , watching the kids leads their life together :)
Sometime I think that I still might be travel the world !!! :D and go to all this magical places with one of the kids or with my husband :) , my husband , this is cool, to be able to say it for me :) magical ...
For all I Know, I wanna be a better person in 10 yrs time so I can make peace with ALLAH SWT, my family , friends, and all the people around me :), simple wish kan ... ? :)
Tell me what you can think of in 10 yrs time... :)
Have you think about things like that ??
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| ~*~ Journey To The Past ~*~ |
| 01.12.04 (6:25 am) [edit] |
Huwahhhhhhhhhh !!! I have a very hectic schedule right now, I am running my butt like it never run like that before. I have my rest time but most of the time I am so busy !! It is MAD !! LoL.
My list to do not getting any smaller if anything it is getting larger !! hahiahiahiahai...
I need to confirm my ticket tomorrow ... then I need to double check on my packing... then I gotta pay few bills... then I gotta get couple of stuffs to take back ... then gotta visit few people ... eugh... I am buggered !!
Where are all this men when I need them ??? porter pls ... :lol:
Hey, I got some story to tell ya ... the other night after I finished having dinner with my Angel , we can hear someone greet us in Moslem way and then my sis went outside to see who that was... and guess what ??
My mate !! not just any mate, but mate perhaps from Year 1 !!!! :shock: , she came in with a huge smile and to my suprise she suddenly just came up to me and gave me a big hug !! That was awesome :lol:
I was just so shock... because I have not seen her for at least ... gosh ... 10 years or so , last time I saw her was before I had my Angel ... I was still just Me :D
She look fine and slightly mature and still got that hair !! Hihihihih... she still got that big puffy hair :D , no harm intended but that's just me saying that she have not change a bit :), she just perhaps a bit calmer ...
Anyway, we talk about everything and that was good. We talk about all of our friends and she told me about some of our friends that she sometime see and catch up with.. I miss my mates...
So yeah, that was pretty cool to catch up with friend from the past
:oops: , she told me ... about that I was this lil' skinny nobody ... with the longest hair in the class but the boys always after me ... for a kiss :oops: hihihihihihi... , they still now ?? :D Let that be a mistery ... :lol:
Then I play with my Girl , we made a "house" in our house .. we camp in the our room and we got all of our food there and sleeping on the floor as if it was a real caping trip ... it was actually good, it remind me of my childhood on how I love to play house and I was the mother who were so nasty =p~ and always angry to the kids Hiahihaihaia... cool stuffs..
Have u got some funny experience about your childhood ?? Pls tell me ... I would love to hear it :D because that could bring us back to the past where no worries was on sight , let;s go back to the past a lil' .... :)
Well, Australia Watch Out Here I Come Back !!!!! The Princess Is in Town !!! Move Your Ass Or Get Your Ass Kicked !!! LoL :twisted:
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| The Soul... |
| 01.11.04 (2:57 am) [edit] |
[i]Film horor yang disutradarai oleh Nayato Fionuala (antara lain telah membuat sinetron serial Pondok Indah dan Janji Hati) ini merupakan produksi Starvision (pembuat film Kafir dan Peti Mati). Dijadwalkan akan tayang di bioskop-bioskop untuk menyambut hari raya Natal, yakni mulai tanggal 22 Desember 2003.
Dengan mendapuk si jelita Marcella Zalianty sebagai Astrid, suster perawat yang mengidap trauma akibat pemerkosaan yang dialaminya film ini banyak mengambil lokasi syuting di Bogor. Bintang-bintang lain yang terlibat antaranya adalah; Iqbal M. Pakula (sebagai Roni), Ananda George (Dayat), David Rene (Herman), Renny Umari (Dewi), Lenda Vito Origin (Adel), Natasya Septiani Irawan (Kikan kecil) serta Ninies (sebagai Kikan).
Ceritanya berawal dari Astrid yang mengidap trauma sejak dirinya menjadi korban pemerkosaan. Terutama karana anaknya Kikan dilarikan pemerkosanya hingga setahun tiada kabar berita. Dalam bawah sadarnya, Astrid kerap dihantui kejadian tersebut dan bertemu Kikan. Akan tetapi Kikan juga mempunyai rencana, membalas dendam dan menghukum para pemerkosa ibunya satu persatu.
Kikan menampakkan dirinya hanya pada Astrid seolah memberitahukan bahwa ia sudah membunuh salah satu pemerkosa itu. Astrid berusaha meyakinkan diri bahwa Kikan masih hidup. Caranya dengan membersihkan kembali kamar Kikan. Astrid selalu menyatakan penglihatannya pada temannya Dewi, tetapi tentu saja tak dipercaya karena Dewi tak melihatnya.
Setiap kali membunuh seorang pemerkosa ibunya, Kikan selalu menghubungi ibunya lewat telepon. Tentu saja Astrid yang yakin anaknya masih hidup, ingin bertemu dengannya. Ketika Kikan menelepon, Astrid mengharapkan ia bisa melihat dan menyentuhnya. Namun Kikan malah memutuskan hubungan telepon. Benarkah Kikan masih hidup atau hanya arwah penasarannya yang bergentayangan?! Saksikan sendiri jawabannya di layar bioskop! (19/01)[/i] <== kesian deh luw kudu nonton sendiri !!! oahohaohaoahoah..>
Emang serem-serem gitu tuh film-nya, dan gue memang sempet sambil nutup2 mata nontonnya , heoheoehoe , dan gue milih nontonnya ditengah2 dan samping kiri samping kanan ada orang =p~ *gue pikir orang lah pokoknya* Hahiahiaha... dan tegang juga film-nya. Tetapi ternyata setelah film tersebut ditonton ... ternyata gue bisa merasakan jika film itu tuh sebenernya kisah "Cinta" , Cinta seorang anak buat ibunya dan sebaliknya...
Gue juga bisa merasakan cinta itu karena ya gue juga punya anak cewe masih kecil seumuran anak di film tersebut , jadi gue ngerti banget Cinta seorang Astrid buat Kikan. Gue akui jujur, gue pada akhir-akhir film tersebut gue nangis ... karena gue terharu betapa setelah semuanya terungkap dan Kikan "ditemui" dan betapa Astrid menahan rasa sedih itu ... terpancar dimatanya betapa sedihnya dia, salut banget sama actingnya Marcella Zalianty :), gue sampai bisa merasakan kesedihan itu ... apalagi sewaktu Kikan nya say Good Bye sama Astrid , mamanya, dia dari bentuk yang menyeramkan berubah jadi sosok yang kemilau seperti bidadari kecil kemudian menghilang... gue nangis dan bahagia di waktu yang sama ...
Cinta kasih murni .. antara Mama dan Anak :)
Single mom pulak itu si Astrid ceritanya, weleh... berani banget itu dia dalam film itu, single Mom yang hanya tinggal berdua saja sama anaknya dirumah tua dan dikelilingi pohon-pohon besar , kalau gue sih bakalan kagak berani !!! Di Aust tuh yah, dirumah gue, gue juga tinggal berdua saja sama anak gue tapi lingkungan gue tuh Alhamdulillah aman, tentram dan memang kalem gitu areanya .. jadi gue nggak begitu takut. Malahan kalau ada takut tuh, gue takut orang !! Ya maklumlah... kan kejahatan kan nggak minta izin datengnya.. suka duka-nya hidup berdua Nanda :) , biasa... suami gue kan jauh... *dubrackz !!!*
Tapi gue udah sekian lama... gue cuma latihan suara aja, jadi kalau ada apa2 *Insya Allah nggak ada apa2* gue bisa teriak sekenceng mungkin =p~ trus gue ngandelin Car Alarm gue, sekali pencet !! Wuih !! Bakalan rame banget deh tuh suaranya =p~ ahahaihiaha... sama direct dial to 000 jd langsung pencet *jreT* dan mudah2an cepet ditolong... ini gue kok bikin scenario sendiri sih.. doa-in yah gue sama Nanda selalu dalam lindungan-NYA , amien. Oh satu lagi... sama baseball stick dibawah kasur gue =p~ heoheoheo senjata terakhir , ya namanya juga kudu defence myself , suka2 dunk senjata-nya :D
Ya gitu lah ceritanya "The SouL" dan my own story versi gue sendiri pulak , hihiheiheihei...
Nonton gih sono sendiri, gue aja berani nonton sendiri ..... bersama bangsa 100 orang lainnya =p~ hieheiheihe... gue nonton horror sendiri ?? beuh... yang tau gue banget mah bakalan ngakak !!! hhihihi =p~
Dah ah mau .. anuw dulu.. ciao ciao !!
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| Masak sih ?? |
| 01.10.04 (9:19 pm) [edit] |
Masak sih ada yang naksir si [url=http://l-amore.org]Abang[/url] ?? Hoahoahaohaohaohaohaohaoh aohohoahoahaoha aaohoahoahaohaohaohaohaoh aoha haohaoahoahohaohoahaohaoh oahoa aduh ngakak...
Haohiahaihahaiahihai hu eh asli ... abang ada yg naksir =p~
That make my day !!! ahihaihaihaihaiha.. aduh sakit mulut gue =P~ :lol: :lol: :lol: :P :P :P
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| Snuffalafagous ! |
| 01.10.04 (2:13 am) [edit] |
Couple of days without the net !! Pretty good... I get to sleep earlier and totally relaxing but still wondering how you guys doing :)
Got runny nose *again!!* :evil: but I suppose in Asia you could easely catch a flu due to many things that has anything to do with the air. My Angel, she got a lil' attack of Asthma the other day and she still coughing but getting better with hope that she will be fully recovered when we fly out of Indonesia on Tuesday !!
Hey listen...to all of friends whom I have the pleasure to catch up with during my stay in Indo, I just like to thank you all for your hospitality and company. I really had a marvelous time with you guys. You all great guys !! 8) , what a treasure to have met you all and hang out together, even not as often as I would like to , still it was awesome experience ...
For the ones has not meet me yet.... WHY THE HELL NOT !!??? LoL :lol: , but I suppose I catch you all next time... one in particular that I would love to catch up but .. ah you know... :) let that be my luck if I eventually catching up with him :) *hint*
I heard he still battling with his stuffs ... Good luck hun :)
*sniff sniff* I've got then snuffalafagous !! wot ? :D hehehhehe... that's my Angel lingo when she want to say she has the snuffles :) cute eigh ?
Ah !! Raining *again*
Man I am so tiredddddddddddd today... lifeless...
Got some story to cheer me up ?? pls write it on the comment box, I would love to hear it ... :) thanks before hand :)
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| Happy Birthday To You :) |
| 01.10.04 (12:04 am) [edit] |
Happy Birthday to You...
Happy Birthday to you..
Happy Birthday dear [url=http://l-amore.org]Abang[/url]...
Happy Birthday To You...
Hip hip hurray , hip hip hurray !!!
Happy birthday Abang, I do hope that all your wish come true and may health , wealth and happiness surrounding you :) *hugs*
You have achieved so much in all the years you've passed with hope that you will learn and able to understand the beauty you've given to so many people in all those 27 years :)
Nanda & I wish you a very serene and lovely birthday :)
Semoga Allah SWT memberkahi semua langkahmu.. dan kebahagiaan di dunia dan akherat, amien.
Happy Birthday Abang....
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| Gungsta Paradise ?? LoL |
| 01.07.04 (4:07 am) [edit] |
[u]AUGUST:[/u]
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless.
Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous.
Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends . And usually Very pretty species =p *nambah sithik Jal !!*
Those are according to [url=http://fly.to/dagungsta]DaGungsta[/url] , go check yours =p~
But you know what make me happy today ??? I can browse again !! Hhuhuhuhu..and hopefully permanent !! It was kinda boring not being able to browse... pain in the rear end =p~. Somehow the ad-aware clean all this bugs for me , I hope it does anyway =p~ . Thanks [url=http://l-amore.org]Abang[/url] oops !! not allowed to say thanks to him...
:oops: but ya know what I mean Bang !!
Today ... another day of cleaning and sort things out and with hope that I can get everything organize before the due date of leaving Indonesia ... *sigh* I DON'T WANNA GO !!! :(
Eugh... got so many plan in my head and so lil' time to do it and so much money to save =p~
I just hope when I am back in Perth I can do more than what I can do now so I can get out of the circle of satan :evil: , pray for me will ya mates ?? thx ..
Cucian woi banyak !! ada yang mau help ? katanya my friendsssssssss ???? yok yok bantuin... =p~
Catch ya !! mwah mwah
Once again, kewl job bang..
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| Ketergantunganku.. |
| 01.06.04 (5:37 am) [edit] |
Gue ingin banget lepas dari ketergantungan gue..
Ingin banget independent dari dia !!
Gue ingin lepas dari hinaan2 ini...
Gue capek... gue sakit hati
Gue nggak tahan kalau harus selalu bersimbah air mata..
Harga diri gue ... meski yang gue lakukan tuh demi anak gue..
Tetep aja gue nggak tahan kalau tiap bulan kudu begini ..
Ya Allah lepaskan belenggu ini
Ya Rabb, tolonglah aku
Keluarkan aku dari kesedihan ini..
Sadarkan dan maafkan dosa orang2 yang menganiaya aku dan anakku..
Tapi bila ini cara-Mu mengajarkan aku untuk bersabar maka ajarilah aku juga untuk tabah..
Limpahkan kepadaku kekuatan lahir bathin atas cobaan2 ini
Limpahkan kepadaku kekuatan iman dan kuatkan taqwaku agar selalu sujud kepada-Mu
Sujudku buat-Mu Ya Rabb ...
Aduh sedih...
Semua yang ku perbuat semata hanyalah buat anakku karena-Mu Ya Rabb..
Kuatkanlah hatiku...
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| Yeehaaaaaaaaaa !!!! |
| 01.05.04 (2:18 am) [edit] |
Ugh !!! =p~ After all day and all night battling with my stuffs to pack finally I kinda finished with it , well not totally finished but about 75 % of it and I say I was doing marvelous job !! :)
I got all my books in the box ready to send and got some of my stuffs in the suitcase and so far I've got .... like .... 40 kg already !! Hehehe... accumulation of stuffs collected during my stay in Indo for 6 months =p~ , kewl huh ??? :D
Throw so much stuffs as well that was not worth to keep so to keep my room nice and clean :)
Tomorrow I am gonna have to go to the Post Office to send some of my goodies away to Perth ... hiw... I wonder how much that gonna cost me =p~ Far Out !!
But I am happy with my work today and progressing really well. Still kinda confused how am I gonna sort out what's really should I take , I mean this are my stuffs and I would hate it if I had to leave some of it behind. Darn !! Anyone going to Australia Via Jakarta ?? :D
Well, we shall see what;s gonna happen .... I supposed if I have to pay more then I shall... C'est La Vie :)
Anyway, I gotta get some sleep and rest my body , my back killin' me !! Hihihih... heaps of lifting today but my skirt =p~
Catch ya all laterzzzzz... !!! Thanks Yo !
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| Just To Tell Ya .. |
| 01.04.04 (5:38 am) [edit] |
Hey guys !! Listen Yo! I am going to be very busy soon. I have to get my stuffs together for my departure back to OZ mid month. So if I am not blogging for couple of days please miss me but don't worry about it. You still can contact me by email if the need arised :D
I would love to still stay in touch with you guys so make sure u guys leave me a message or two , mkay... :lol:
My Vertigo almost gone !! Yeehaaaaaaaa !!! Alhamdulillah :) , now I can function normally again, Thank GOD !! huhuhuhu.... I was as slow as a slug when I got the freakin' vertigo , just not right...
Now I am almost back to my ownself !!! So world watch out here I come !! Hihihihi
Went out to get some lunch today with Angel and got some books.. some more :D , got some Japanese food for lunch... yum yum... Then went back home in the rain... clean up my notebook and there's nothing wrong with it but why can't I browsing.... grrrrr :evil: :x
Help meeeeee.......... awwwhhhhh...
Now, I just put on some comfortable things to wear , relax and feeling kinda.... sexy, delicious and strong *wha ??* =p~ , dunno why I have this burst of energy at this hour of the night , but I think it is because I have been feeling well in the last few days. I have been jogging again too , trying to reduce my weight :D although some people think that I am just darn seksehhhhhh !!! Hihihhi :lol: , not too skinny not too fat .... Just Yummy !!! *The Mask Expression when he saw Cam Diaz on stage* LoL.
Anyway, my day gonna be filled with lots of stuffs to do , so u guys keep me updated please with sending me email okayyyyyyyyyy =p~
U guys Rock !!!! :) Catch ya ...
BTW: IF I HAVE NOT BEEN VISITING YOUR SITES IT IS NOT BECAUSE I DO NOT WANT TO BUT BECAUSE I CAN'T !!! I CAN'T CHECK YOUR SITES , SOMETHING WRONG WITH MY SERVER OR MY COMP --- IT JUST WON'T OPEN ON ME :( , SO SORRY OKAY.... but I am thinking of you guys... always *hugs* thanks..
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| Trust ! |
| 01.03.04 (5:34 am) [edit] |
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+::+ Trust Can Be The Most Powerful Weapon of All , It Can Either Protect You Or Harm You +::+
" Trust Can Be The Most Highest Honour And Best Gift Of All "
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| Ketika ... |
| 01.03.04 (2:19 am) [edit] |
Ketika kita membuka tabir kepada seseorang pernahkah ada dibenak kita kalau kita sebenarnya membuka aib / kebaikan kita ? Seberapa nilai kepercayaan kita kepada orang itu ? dan bilakah dia akan menyimpan itu semua ...
Keinginan untuk membagi cerita hidup terkadang memang sangat spontaneous. Yang mungkin disebabkan oleh banyak hal sehingga kita membuka tabir diri kita dan membiarkan seseorang mengetahui diri kita , baik dari hal yang kecil ke hal yang paling personal. Bahkan lebih jauh kita kadang2 membuka hal2 yang hanya kita sendiri yang tau. Semua dalam dasar "sharing".
Ketika aku dihadapkan oleh situasi yang begini, aku menceritakan semuanya kepada seseorang dan dia bukan hanya seseorang yang aku kenal asal lewat tapi dia salah satu dari seorang yang aku percaya dan amat aku sayangi. Aku ceritakan hal2 yang kemungkinan even my own mother tuh nggak tau. Bukannya aku menyembunyikan sesuatu terhadap my Mom tapi terkadang kita tidak bisa menceritakan ke beliau karena takut beliau khawatir dll.
Kata-kata bergulir dengan rangkaian cerita tentang kita baik cerita masa lalu maupun cerita yang baru saja terjadi... kadang2 aku keterusan menceritakan sesuatu dan tabir itu sepenuhnya aku buka dan perlihatkan kepada seseorang ini siapa aku... dan ini yang amat jarang sekali aku lakukan. Aku merasa comfortable menceritakan kisah hidupku, dan dia dengan sabar mendengarkan dan menanggapi tapi tidak menilai / judge me. Aku kadang2 tersadar siapa dia ... dan aku sadar.. pada akhirnya, dia bukan orang lain... dia adalah bagian dari aku , dia adalah aku :)
Keluh kesah yang aku tumpahkan ke dia mengalir bagai air ... dia bagaikan sungai yang jernih yang menerima semua tumpahanku tanpa lelah.
Cerita-cerita itu ... menyadarkan aku bila aku yang sekarang adalah hasil dari pengalamanku terdahulu... inilah AKU. Betapapun gelapnya masa lalu ... masa lalu telah membentuk siapa diriku sekarang ini dan aku tidak ingin mengganti apa yang telah aku lakukan di masa lalu tapi aku menyesalkan beberapa darinya. Hanya ALLAH SWT yang tau semuanya.
Tapi pernahkan kamu di khianati dengan kejujuranmu ? pernahkah kamu ditampikan karena masa lalumu ? pernahkah tabir yang kamu buka itu pada akhirnya disalah gunakan oleh seseorang ?
Kejujuranmu dihajar habis2an dan diludahkan dengan segala kehinaan ? Kapokkah kamu mengadu ke seseorang lagi ? trauma apa yang kamu alami ?
Aku buka mataku ....
Aku buka bibirku...
Aku buka hatiku...
Jangan pernah kau khianatiku ...
Jangan pernah kau rusak tabirku...
Karena aku sangat mempercayaimu ...
Please-please... comment yah :) aku ingin tau pendapat kalian ... ini penting buat aku :) thanks...
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| What with the noise ?? |
| 01.02.04 (12:11 am) [edit] |
GOSH !! This house !!! so freakin' noisy !! I've got a massive headache and people talk so loud all for nuttin'. Can't get any peaceful moment... each day still full of people arguing and yelling.... Grrrrrrrrr.....
My sista , she's numero uno best yeller in da world :D, I can't believe how much noise she can produce eachday.. she should be in the "Monster inc." movie =p~, she will produce enough energy for the whole city with her scream and yellin' hiahahiahihiha...
When I have a headache like this, man.. it is just a total annoying when she yelling, I can'e help but just close my bedroom door and shut my mouth and be patient.
I suppose that's what sista for ?? :lol: , to annoy you sometime !!!
Grrrrr ... I love her so much eigh... but man!! she can yell and scream all day
:evil: *banging my head on the wall*
I got to get out for awhile now... I've got a massive headache !!! F**K !!! :x
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