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You are Form 2
Angel: The Pure
"And The Angel rose as holy protector for all that was created. She fought with honor and valor to serve the good of the world. But the coming of the mankind was her downfall; and end to purity." Some examples of the Angel Form are Michael Christian) and Hercules (Greek).
The Angel is associated with the concept of virtue, the number 2, and the element of wind.
Her sign is the zenith sun. As a member of Form 2, you are a person of your word. You generally keep your promises and give everything you do your best. Although some people see you as overbearing sometimes, you know that you have to stay true to yourself and do what's right. Angels are the best friends to have because they are brutally honest. brought to you by Quizilla
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| ~*~ My Angel gave me a smile ~*~ |
| 06.01.04 (2:44 pm) [edit] |
[i]I am a burning candle;
You are the morning light,
If I do not see You, I burn;
if I see You, I vanish.
This is my condition
in separation and closeness.
I can bear neither separation nor proximity.
-Sufi poem[/i]
I am not sure what to write today but the feeling of missing the outside world. I feel a bit lonely at this stage of my life - where my world for now are just around my bedroom and my house... but I realise that this will not be forever - until I get better and able to stand on my own two feet and able to see the world differently without any effect from all the medications I am taking at the moment. I am so looking forward to "catching" up with the real world again, travel with my Angel again, have the "fire" in my life like it used to be.
Today, I start the day with enthusiasms and feeling good, well, at least waking up without huge headache is a good start :) - made myself a cuppa tea and have my breaky. Today, the 2nd day really I went out of my house after 2 weeks cooped up because of the allergy. I went out to local shopping center to get couple of things for my Angel :) - winter gears - Perth getting colder and colder everyday, last night it was around 3' C and yeah that's cold for Perth and for us who never really spending winter in Australia - My Angel and I usually in tropical paradise at this time of the year :oops: - lounging around in the sun and doing our study under the tree and go for a swim in between. Angel and I been so lucky to have the lifestyle we lead. We spend 1/2 of the year in Australia and another half in Indonesia :D - We are in Australia for summer and run wild to Indonesia when Australia experience winter !! How do you think we keep our tan ??? :D - yeah crazy lifestyle but we enjoyed it. School not a problem because we can do it through SIDE , it's one of the service we can use when we are overseas. Distance Education service , with me as her home tutor , although my Angel dislike me being her Home Tutor she have no choice :D - both of us really enjoy the experience .... very bonding.
I miss being around my family - hopefuly I get to see them soon.
The sun felt so warm this morning against my flaky skin - I thank GOD for this gift and for healing me .... slow process but I am grateful for the good feeling GOD given me eachday. My baddly burned skins start to flaky and kinda disgusting :oops: but in return I've got new skins - smooth like a baby's bottom :D - but I've got long way to go before I can get all of my skins good again. Eachday I shed some part of skins - not a pretty picture but it had to fall. I felt kinda funny because .... hihihihi... like some animal, I change skin :D - infact at the moment I felt like Silk Worm ... slowly changing into hopefully beautiful butterfly ... one day I am going to be a beautiful butterfly for my Angel .... her own mother butterfly :) *hugs my Angel*
I smiled this morning when the 1st dew touch my feet - I smile today because I can hear the birds singing clearly , I smile today when the morning breeze greet me... I smile today because My Angel smile for me this morning and wish me a pleasant morning with her magical kisses and bear hugs - My Angel give me "life" each morning with her passion about life and her smile that brighten my day.
My Angel light my darkest sky with her twinkling eyes ....
She is my Angel ... Bless you my child *hug*
Anyway... with hope I am feeling like this way each morning ... pleasant, no sickness, no headache ...
Take care my family & friends :) - I love you all ... *hugs*
Cheers !!!
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| ~*~ Just A Quick Hello :) ~*~ |
| 05.29.04 (6:01 pm) [edit] |
Hiw !!!! After being good for 1 week after returning from hospital , I can't help but being sent back to the hospital huh ?? What for ? Allergic to the anti-seizure medicine :D . I just have to allergic to everything this year =p~ - I am so sensitive at the moment !!!
My body covered with red flaming, hot, hurt and itchy rashes !! Head to toes. In general I feel sick and totally pissed off !! I was doing so well... now I am back to square one. On top of trying to mending my half bald head with stitches I have to look after my inflame freaking rashes... hurt a lot :( hiks... hiks.. hiks....
Now , I really am sick of laying around doing nothing... my body getting tired by the day... tired of doctors, medicine, injections, another blood tests... etc..etc..
Even my hair now falling apart !! Eugh...
Oh well... on of this day ALLAH SWT will let me better again and be myself and let me play with my girl again.. for now I just gotta be positive and rest, loads of rest.
Patient is not one of my favorite pass time but in this case I might have to. Unfortunately... *sigh*
I miss you guys loads... :(
Anyway, my eyes hurt now. I better get off the net and computer, and lay my sore head again , against my pillow and pray that tomorrow is a better day for me and my Angel.... Ameen.
Take care you all and please know that I think of you all and love you still :) *hugs*
Cheers !!
Woi!! Tulungin gue ngapa =p~ alergi obat negh gue!! masak gue tutul2 merah gini =p , Macan tutul aja kalah tutulnya banyaknya ama gue =p~, mana guatele nggak kira2 , dan kalau malam tiba ,.... kulit gue kayak di bakar... sakit bangetttttt... meski kadang2 gue marah dan frustrasi gue inget ALLAH SWT dan gue Istighfar dan nyebut2 nama DIA , sambil tiup2 kulit gue yang kepanasan. Coba ada yang niupin kan enak :D ... mungkin ALLAH belum bolehin gue lari2 dulu kali yah... masih di suruh santai2 dulu dan istirahat. Jadi dikasih penyakit dikit lagi , Alhamdulillah artinya masih di perhatikan sama DIA. Sabar... tawakal dan beruasaha sambil berdoa... itu kata Mama saya dan dengan kasih sayangnya meski jarak jauh beliau memberi saya semangat dan doa2nya nggak pernah putus ... belliau bangun tiap malam demi kesembuhan saya... Alhamdulillah punya Mama begitu... kapan bisa bales semua kebaikan Mama... :( *nangis deh* , bikin tambah kangen sama beliau aja kalau ngomongin dia. Kasihan Mama.. beliau kawatir terus dan jadi stress... duh... Mama... Maaf ya Ma .. kapan yah saya bikin beliau seneng, kok kerjanya bikin beliau sedih dan kuatir terus... anak apa saya nih ??? anak2an !! dodol !!
Yang kasian Nanda... kangen saya dia, kangen Mommy yang lama katanya kemarin. Kangen Mommy yang bisa lari2 dan lucu2. Kangen bikin kue bareng2 dan di anter Mommy ke sekolah, dll katanya kemarin. Ya.. nangis lah saya dia bilang begitu. Soale saya juga kangen melakukan semua kegiatan sama dia juga... *sigh*
Get better.. get better... get better....
Udah yah..matanya sakit nih lama2. Cuman mau ngasih kabar dan kangen2an dikit2 ama kalian. Jaga diri baik2 yah... jangan pada nakal :D - kalau jatuh pada tolong menolong sono =p~ heoehoheoehoeh *sakit2 aja gue masih bisa ketawa, loe ketawa juga dunk pada =p~ *
Dah ah !! Ciao ciao !! Bwekkkkkkkk !!
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| ~*~ Alhamdulillah Wa Syukurillah.... ~*~ |
| 05.18.04 (5:19 pm) [edit] |
THANKING GOD I AM HERE !!!!
Howdy people ???????
YEEEEEEEEHAAAAAAAAAAAA !! I am BACK !! :lol:
Yeah, yeah, I am thanking ALLAH SWT for being here writing this to whoever will read :)
The operation went well and now I am back home with my Angel again... half bald with all the stitches expose to the world :D but that the least I am worry about.
Like I said the operation went well with slight complication, me allergic to the general anasthetic , and stayed at at the ICU for 3 days because of that. I had about 8 times heart stoping moment while there.... not nice but ALLAH SWT and they bring me to live everytime... thank you ALLAH.
After 6 days in hospital, they take the staples stitch outta my head and that was freakin SHIT !!! worst than the operation itself !! why ?? because I am AWAKE !! eughhhhhh... hiihihi but I survived it so it wasn't too bad ...what else ? oh blood transfusion was needed as I am pretty anemic as I lost loads of blood during the op and due to the complication at the op table they can't give me blood then, so they gave me some while I was in a ward ... Ahhh..... *Vampire mode ON* :lol: - so watch out you guys !! I might suck the blood outta ya !! :twisted:
Anyway, thanks for all your guys supports all this time and I love you guys for it *hugs* if I could I would give each of you real hugs and kisses personaly :oops: but for now you just gotta be happy with virtual one ... but mean it from the bottom of my soul.
Now I am nursing myself to get better and eachday I am getting better and my Angel not scared of me anymore :) , she call me Mommy Frankenstein :oops: because she saw me when I still had my staple stitches on , hihihi I was looking pretty freaky !
The worst are over.... and now I am just recuperating.... GOD BLESS YOU ALL :)
I Love you all.... *hugs&kisses*
Cheers !!
You know what my Angel said to me when I told her I look aweful ???
Angela : Mom, you are beautiful...
Me : No I am not.... I look aweful, bald, and fat...*saddly*
Angela : Mommy.... to me you look like the sky with its milky way...beautiful. Like flower with its colours, perfect.
Me : *speechless with tears well in my eyes*
Angela : Mommy..... I love you so much and it is so nice to have you back home... don't worry about beauty, you always beautiful to me... is that count mommy ??
Me : more than count baby girl.... I love you baby girl *hug&kisses*
There... how can I not melt with that ?? :)
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| ~*~ Last Day of blogging For Now ~*~ |
| 05.03.04 (6:03 pm) [edit] |
Today, my last day of freedom of doing whatever I can do for lil awhile...
The surgery will be done tomorrow so you guys gotta defend yourself as from tomorrow without me :D - as I would not be your mother hen for awhile :oops: - behave yourself you guys !! heheehe
My day today pretty slow as I am all melow with all the medication they gave me to calm my nerve getting ready for tomorrow, you can not really make sense outta me so I am not gonna write a long blog as I might dribble into nothingness =p~ that would be boringggggg for your guys !! awwhh..... I still have love for your guys even when I am all doped out =p~
Anyway, I catch u all laterzzzz ... *hugs&kisses*
Cheers !!
Love always :
Jasmine & Angela xxoo
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| ~*~ Angel's Wings ~*~ |
| 05.03.04 (5:37 am) [edit] |
For the love that I have for an Angel in this world who can really love me for who I am and what I am unconditionally - For my darling daughter ....[i] [url=htp://DiscoAngel.tblog.com]Angela Indah - [/url][/i] . She is not just the gift from heaven but also the gift from earth for me.
Only her who deserve this enormous LOVE that I have in this heart , I can't help but to fall in love with her everyday. Her eyes so bright that could light up my sky any day even when it is at its darkest time. Her smile can cheer-up my day even when tears pouring down my cheeks , she can make me laugh even when I am in bad mood !! - No one can make me the way I was, now and later but My Beautiful , gorgeous, precious, Angelic, smart and awesome daughter ..... JUST SO SPECIAL ...
I have promised her not to ever share this love I have in this heart to anyone else and I shall keep that for the rest of my life .... this love for her are to keep and to hold forever and ever *Mother & Daughter Honours* - tonight I see her pretty face while she is sleeping next to me , and I vowed to make her the happiest girl in the world always ... man! I just love her so much. It's perhaps, no wonder I can never love anyone else - she took my breath away each time I see her - I miss her so much even when I am blinking for a second !! :oops:
My life , my world , my prays , my love , my everything are for her and will always be. Jealous ?? So you should =p~
Baby girl .... This is one for you and for you only ...
[b] "Angel's Wings"
[i]I would die for you
Lay down my life for you
The only thing that means everything to me
'Cause when you're in my arms
You make me prouder than
Than anything I ever could achieve
And you make everything that used to seem so big
Seem to be so small since you arrived
On angel's winds, an angelical formation
Angel's wings, like letters in the sky
Now I know no matter what the question
Love is the answer
It's written on angel's wings
And I often wonder why,
Someone as flawed as I
Deserves to be as happy as you make me
So as the years roll by
I'll be there by your side
I'll follow you wherever your heart takes me
Cause you make everything that used to be so big
Seem to be so small since you arrived
On angel's winds, an angelical formation
Angel's wings, like letters in the sky
Now I know no matter what the question
Love is the answer
It's written on angel's wings
Now anyone who's felt the touch of heaven in their lives
Will know the way I'm feeling, looking
In my baby's eyes
That's why I can't bear to be too far away
I know that GOD must love me cause
He sent you to me on angel's wings
On angel's winds, an angelical formation
Angel's wings, like letters in the sky
Now I know no matter what the question
Love is the answer
It's written on angel's wings
Love is the answer
It's written on angel's wings[/i][/b]
[b]Fully dedicated to : Angela - My Lil' AngeL *hug+kisses*[/b]
See you soon baby girl .... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ... *Whispering lil' pray for my darling daughter*
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| ~*~ Flying Across The Aurora Borealis With The AngeL ... ~*~ |
| 05.03.04 (3:26 am) [edit] |
" Yes , Blood Is Thicker Than Water At Any Conditions ... "
Terkadang DIA memberi kita "hadiah" yang DIA tidak kasih kepada semua manusia dan di buka mata kita dengan kebesaran-NYA dan membuat kita bisa " melihat "apa yang orang lain tidak bisa melihat ataupun di saat kita dalam keadaan normal ....
DIA memberi kita sesuatu yang nilainya melebihi apapun yang ada di dunia mungkin dengan harapan supaya kita bisa mendapat pelajaran dari hadiah itu , dan secara pribadi ... iya... saya belajar dari situ dan lebih dari itu bahkan. Bukan hanya satu pelajaran bahkan , ada beberap pelajaran akhir2 ini yang saya dapatkan ...
Alhamdulillah ...
Terlihat manusia dengan beda2 " warna "-nya di saat2 saya dikasih hadiah. Mata hati saya yang melihat - bukan mata saya yang buram ini :) - terpesona saya dengan warna2 itu ... Subhanallah...
Ternyata dimana-mana sama saja... :) - biarlah yang ini saya pendam sendiri...
Sampai nanti yah semuanya... take care all :-)
Cheers !!
" Flying Across The Aurora Borealis With The Angel .... "
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| ~*~ Mon Ange .... ~*~ |
| 05.03.04 (2:46 am) [edit] |
[i][b]Toi, que j'aime tant.
Toi, qui ne quitte pas mes pensées.
Toi, dont j'ai besoin.
Toi, mon amour.
Toi, qui me rend heureuse.
Toi, qui me fait rêver.
Je me sens bien qu'en ta présence.
Toi, mon amour.
Toi, je pense constamment à toi.
Toi, j'ai peur de te perdre.
Toi, je ne veux pas t'oublier.
Toi, mon amour.
Toi, tu es ma vie.
Toi, tu es mon ami(e).
Toi, tu es mon (ma) confident(e).
Toi, tu es mon amour.....
~*~ For Angela ...... From Mommy ~*~ [/i][/b]
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