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Angel: The Pure
"And The Angel rose as holy protector for all that was created. She fought with honor and valor to serve the good of the world. But the coming of the mankind was her downfall; and end to purity." Some examples of the Angel Form are Michael Christian) and Hercules (Greek).
The Angel is associated with the concept of virtue, the number 2, and the element of wind.
Her sign is the zenith sun. As a member of Form 2, you are a person of your word. You generally keep your promises and give everything you do your best. Although some people see you as overbearing sometimes, you know that you have to stay true to yourself and do what's right. Angels are the best friends to have because they are brutally honest. brought to you by Quizilla
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| ~*~ Edu Dance ~*~ |
| 07.01.04 (1:21 pm) [edit] |
I just got back from my Angel's school, she had another performance today. Edu Dance !!! Its basically synchronize dancing with all her mates in her class and they were performing at the today assembly. They were great !! Born to perform :D - they had their beach clothes for the dancing and all looking summery and its in the middle of winter !! So it was good to see all of them all with big smile and look summery - make all of us feel warm in this grey winter morning :D
"I can't get you out of my head" was the song and they dance like they've been taught and they were sooooooo cuteeeeeee =p . Everybody loving it !!! Cheering and clapping was echoing all over the room - and as they finished everybody including me was clapping so loud and some of us mother and father was whistling hieheiheie and you can see how proud they were with their performance - I say Good on 'em !!!!
Even when they are back to their seat the clap was actually still going :D - what an awesome performance !!!
I made sure i filmed it for later viewing :)
As a mother I am so very proud of the achievement my lil' Angel. She's doing so well at school and happy with her work. Today I saw some of her work and they are just unbelievable .... so innocent yet so incredible :). I took some pictures of her work and when I got it done I shall show it to you guys :)
I got couple of things done yesterday... which is good ! with my slow motions I appreciate whatever things I can do =p
You know what happened yesterday.... due to being raining and in a hurry ... I bumped my head on the side top of the car !! just as I was about to sit down !! Man !! I was swearing F*@K !!! that was hurt .... :cry: - the one thing I want to try to avoid was hurting my head and it happened yesterday... OUCH !! I never swear like that before but I did =p - the pain was unbearable but the worry was even more .... luckily nothing terrible happen after that... Fiuhhhhhh !!! Only slight pain today... just as if I need the bump - bugger me !! hiheiehiehi
Tomorrow I will have my MRI again, to check the progress of the healing inside my head. Hopefully the tumour gone and that side of the brain getting better.... and would not come back , amien. I had fear couple days ago about the recurrance ... but I just take things by day, one step at the time - I suppose my main concern is my daughter , I do not want to die before I can look after her and see her growing up ...... hopefully ALLAH SWT let me enjoy my daughter and giving me the opportunity to look after her for as long as I am allowed. I do not want to be sick all the time too ... I miss my daughter and be able to give her everything that she need and I am not talking about financially but physically giving her joy - I miss running around with her :D - and I know she miss me too.
Anyway.... Life is good :)
Even the mystery virus still bugged me and caused my hand, fingers and feet hurt so much.. I thank GOD for the gifts HE gave me eachday...
GOD BLESS YOU ALL :)
Cheers !!
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| ~*~ Kasih Mama Buat Angela ~*~ |
| 06.28.04 (2:14 pm) [edit] |
Dinginnya pagi membawa senyuman di wajahnya
Dia suka musim dingin ini....
Musim dingin dengan kabut yang tipis
Dengan embun yang membasahi rumput
Dia suka melihat kabut menutupi jalan-jalan sepi
Berjalan melalui padang rumput yang tertutup kabut
Kaki kecilnya menyibak kabut tipis itu
Sambil menceritakan sesuatu dia terus melangkah
Aku dengan kaki tua ku berjalan disampingnya
Mendengarkan kisahnya dengan senyuman
Suaranya bagai burung kecil yang baru bisa terbang
Wajah cantiknya dihiasi dengan senyumnya sesekali
Rambutnya di kepang dua - aku menyisir rambutnya pagi ini
Tangannya sedikit terluka karena terjatuh di akhir pekan
Tapi dia tidak menangis waktu mengisahkannya
Dia bangga tidak meneteskan air mata
Anakku sayang kamu sudah tambah besar begitu kataku...
Wajahnya bersemu merah ketika kukatakan itu
Tapi memang dia sudah bertambah besar
Sayapnya sudah mulai mengembang...
Selamat Pagi Angel sayang....
Semoga hari mu indah dan menyenangkan
Semoga ALLAH SWT memberi ridzki dan berkah bagimu hari ini sayang...
Mama tunggu dirumah yah... Nanti kita main lagi :)
Mama sayang Angela *peluk&cium*
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| ~*~ Weekend Is Here !!! ~*~ |
| 06.26.04 (9:59 pm) [edit] |
Well, what do you know ??? I went out by myself today!! Nothing special about that ?? Well, to me it is special because this is the 1st time for the last 7 weeks that I am truly going out by myself after the operation, the allergies, the virus =p, etc etc ... Today, I catch a cab to go out... not being driven by any member of family or friends. I felt "brave" today, as all this time whenever I want to go out by myself I was worry that I might get a seizure.... therefore today was a bit of an achievement. My cute little Angel going away for the weekend with her daddy and I am here all by myself until Sunday :) - so that's why I thought I give it a go today :D
I went to see a movie !! " The Day After Tomorrow " and it was really good movie - kinda scary, funny, also kinda sad.... because it might happen one day if we still ignorance with this beautiful Earth we live in.... Would be very sad if this Earth destroyed because of our stupidity... and leave nothing for our children and their children ...... we gotta look after this planet :)
After the movie, I went to get some take away. I went to my favourite Food joint to get some Thai-Food , I got some Phad Thai hhhmmm.... delicious :oops: - then I hail a cab and I was watching the sky .... the sky was so beautiful... very little cloud tonight which mean it is going to be a cold night !! but how beautiful it was... deep in my heart I say a little pray for my Angel, my family... and my friends, for them to be well, happy and healthy :) - I was whispering especially for my Little Angel *hugs* - what a beautiful life... Thank GOD.
Now I am at home.... all quiet... eugh... how I miss my lil' Angel - I know, I know, she will be home tomorrow... but that is still much too long for me. I miss her so much.
I can not imagine to ever live without her.... she is my world , my baby girl.
Well folks !! That's all for now , I am going to have my dinner and watch a bit of telly - chilling out !
Have a nice weekend :) - Love Ya all !! *hugs&kiss*
Cheers !
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| ~*~ Sonnet 56 ~*~ |
| 06.25.04 (11:33 pm) [edit] |
Sweet love, renew thy force; be it not said
Thy edge should blunter be than appetite,
Which but to-day by feeding is allay'd,
To-morrow sharpen'd in his former might:
So, love, be thou; although to-day thou fill
Thy hungry eyes even till they wink with fullness,
To-morrow see again, and do not kill
The spirit of love with a perpetual dullness.
Let this sad interim like the ocean be*
Which parts the shore, where two contracted new
Come daily to the banks, that, when they see
Return of love, more blest may be the view;
Else call it winter, which being full of care
Makes summer's welcome thrice more wish'd, more rare.
- William Shakespeare -
* Oh mon petit ange... comment ose je vivent sans vous ? Je meurs sans votre présence par mon latéral... comment douloureux de ne pas vous avoir ici. Je m'ennuie de vous tellement amoureux... *
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| ~*~ Nanda Manggung !!! ~*~ |
| 06.25.04 (12:49 pm) [edit] |
Kemarin tuh yah... Nanda kan ada acara dari sekolahnya. Kelasnya dia dan 2 kelas lagi ikutan Music Festival di Fremantle Distric. Mereka "manggung" di NorthLake Senior Campus di Coolbellup - Perth. Ada 8 sekolah yang ikutan di music festival ini. Ruameeeeeee buangetttttt deh :P , saya aja sampe ikutan semangat dan nonton pertunjukannya meskipun saya sedang menderita kena virus =p - lagian Nanda Angel cemberut dengan monyongnya bila saya nggak ikut melihat dia manggung !! Monyong bisa buat penggarisan saking panjangnya =p
Pas Schoolnya Nanda naik ke panggung wuih!! para ibu2 termasuk saya tepuk2 tangan dan suit suitttttttt =p , dan kebanyakan dari kami bawa Vidio cam dan camera jadi itu light dari flashnya terpantul kesana kemari di gedungnya. Itu anak2 di panggung sampe pada kedip2 silau :lol: saking semangatnya para ibu - tuh anak2 bisa jadi pada rabun senja abis manggung =p heiehieheihe
2 lagu mereka lantunkan dengan semangatnya dan dengan imut2nya mereka selipkan kordinasi gerakan2 dance ... lucu bin imut2 banget dengan seragam mereka yang juga gak kalah imutnya :D - wajah2 lugu yang melantunkan lagu " Saturday At The Movie " hihihi lucu asli !!! Tapi mereka menyanyi dengan bagus dan kompak dan gak ada yang nangis pas naik panggung - sebagian dari anak2 yang manggung dari sekolah lain ada yang nangis - takut kali yegh ? kasian... stage fright kali yah ??
Satu persatu sekolah-sekolah lain juga manggung dan mereka juga menyanyi dengan bagus - tepukan demi tepukan menggema di dalam ruangan gymnasium itu .... wajah-wajah ibu2 dan bapak2 yang bangga, wajah2 yg lugu juga bangga dengan senyuman mereka... aku juga bangga dong Nanda nyanyi di panggung bersama teman2nya ... anakku kok sudah tambah besar yah... ihhhhh ...bikin kangen.... kadang2 saya ingin banget cari pil yg bisa bikin dia stop tumbuh :lol: karena aku ingin dia kecil terussssss hihihi biar bisa ku gendong2 trus dan ku peluk2 trus ... kalo cepet gede nanti cepet berdikari dan mandiri ... huuuuhuuuu trus punya b/friend !! huwwwwwwwwww ..... *siap2 pedang* :lol:
Anyway... pas abis manggung, mereka turun panggung dengan tenangnya .... sementara saya dengan semangatnya langsung cari2 Nanda dan tubruk dia dan cun dia abis2an =p sambil gemes2 gitu heehoehoeheoehoe *norak banget* cuek !! anak2 gue kok =p muwahahahhaahha... abisnya gemez sih sama Nanda , lucu bin imut2 gitu di panggung jadi pengen gigit gitu bawaannya eh bener aja pas turun panggung saya cium abis2an dia !! mau saya gigit takut nangis =p mwahahaaa nanti saya bisa di arrest lagi - chiuld abuse abis manggung =p :oops: Gemezzzzzzz sama Nandaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !! Ighhhhhh.. :D
Abis nonton Nanda manggung saya pulang sama salah satu mama-nya temen Nanda soale memang dia juga yang nganterin ke festivalnya. Sampai rumah kita minum kopi dulu sambil ngobrol2 sebelum jemput anak2. Nah lagi enak2 ngobrol ada orang ketuk pintu ah siapa sih !! jangan2 orang2 yg suka ceramah agama dari pintu ke pintu nih !! saya sudah siap2 taring, soale mereka kadang suka ngotot dan bikin saya iritasi =p . Pas saya buka pintunya tau2nya sales nawarin deal buat telephone - lha saya sudah punya epon kok =p dan punya deal yg cocok already jadi nggak mau apa yg dia tawarin... trus... tetep aja tuh anak nggak mau mabur ... trus dia tanya itu mobil parkir di garasi saya punya siapa ?? :shock: lha...
Me : Ya mobil gue lah..
Dia : oh bagus yah mobilnya ,berapa itu umurnya ?
Me : Ohhh kira2 70-thn an , kenapa ?? loe mau nyetirin yegh ?? :D
Dia : wah.. gak kebayang deh... kondisinya bagus juga yah.. di rakit sendiri ??
Me : Hu eh , dulu belum sebagus itu dan 3 thn untuk restored itu mobil tua , saya kolektor mobil antik.
Dia : saya mau dong nyetirnyaaaa... *wajah2 puppy dog*
Me : wah.. loe kudu jadi toy boy gue dulu sebelum boleh drive itu mobil =p *canda*
Dia : Mau mau mau !! dengan semangat 69-nya *meringis2 dan kedip* <--- gue tau dia becanda juga =p>Me : *ngakak* wahhhhh... saya bisa di arrest nanti punya toy boy model kayak loe - terlalu muda kau =p
heoehoeheoheoeh temen gue yang ada di dapur ampe ngakak2 denger pembicaraan itu. Tapi akhirnya tuh sales muda ngeloyor setelah pamit sambil masih lihat2 mobil tua saya yang umurnya memang sudah 70 tahunan lebih =p. Lucu juga jadinya tuh sales .... eh tapi cakep lho =p wekekkekeekkeek... matanya biru, rambutnya coklat muda, bibirnya merah, kulitnya halussssss banget.. typical bule muda deh... umurnya paling banter... 20 thn =p wekekkekeke , sayang sekali saya sedang gendut dan tidak menarik =p dan sudah punya [url=http://l-amore.org]"cayank"[/url] - bisa2 ngamuk deh dia :P - kemaren aja udah ngamuk2 karena dia merasa kalo di blog saya status dia nggak jelas ?? lha... ngapain bekoar-bekoar tentang hubungan kita di blog ?? kan yang penting jelas di antara kita !! Di blog mah apa hubungannya ?? lha wong cuman virtual short story book kok. Lagian setiap yang masuk ke blog saya pasti mampir2 ke blog Abang dan bisa dilihat ada apa dengan MonAmour & Abang *film kali!!* - atau yg ke blog si Abang juga tau siapa [url=http://MonAmour.tblog.com]Dinda[/url] ? tau gak sih ?? :lol:
Relationshipnya juga memang anteng , maksudnya nggak kudu tell seluruh dunia kalau kita punya something special , mereka juga udah tau... bahkan yang masuk2 ke blog juga temen2 sendiri dan mereka sudah tau ... jadi nggak ada alasan buat saya untuk bekoar2 tentang hubungan ini. Kalau masih di bilang nggak jelas ...... itu perasaan si Abang aja kali yegh ?? Masak nggak jelas sih ?? kurang jelas dimananya coba ? ada yang bisa comment ??
Apa lagi yah ?? saya masih bingung dengan komen si Abang bahwa di blog ini status dia nggak jelas ..... mungkin saya bodoh tidak mengerti tapi saya juga mikir apakah perlu memberi tahu kepada siapapun yang masuk ke blog ini status si Abang ?? secara gamblang dan berlebihan ?? maksudnya gimana sih ?? *garuk2 bokong* - apa saya kudu cerita2 tentang si Abang atau cerita2 tentang chat2 kami dengan bahasa2 cinta sampe ngiler2 ?? yang baca juga paling pada muntah =p :lol: heiehoeeoehoeh biasa aja atuw =p
Gak tau deh !! tetep nggak ngerti apa yg di maksud nggak jelas status Abang di blog ini...
Tolong dong komen - saya binun kudu apa ??? saya sayang dia tapi nggak mau terlalu expose dia dan nggak mau nulis2 tentang kita dengan bahasa2 cinta yang bikin perut saya mules dan bukan karena kebanyakan makan sambel ..... karena memang saya nggak suka terlalu mushy mushy !!! Hhmmm....
Dah ah.. capek jari2 saya...
Cheers !
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| ~*~ Dasar Manusia Munafik !! ~*~ |
| 06.22.04 (11:44 am) [edit] |
PENGKHIANAT !!! JAHAT !!! USER !!! PECUNDANG !!! MUNAFIK !!! LIAR !!!
Gue benci ama loe yang munafik !
Gue benci ama loe yang pembohong !
Gue benci ama loe yang bicara bullshit !!
Gue benci dengan User macem loe !
Gue kasian ama manusia macem loe !
Krisis hati loe !!
Gue merasa bodoh percaya ama loe ...
Gue merasa goblok membagi kasih sayang sama loe !
Mudah2an loe di kasih sadar sama DIA biar gak munafik terus2an dan menyakiti banyak orang termasuk gue ..
Mudah2an DIA maafin dosa2 loe dan loe dikasih rasa cinta yang lebih banyak biar loe bisa lebih peka ama perasaan orang lain selain diri loe sendiri ....
Kalau gue nggak inget DIA udah gue ludahin muka loe !!
Munafik loe !!!
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| ~*~ Getting Myself Together ~*~ |
| 06.22.04 (11:12 am) [edit] |
Hiw !! I paid my ticket the other day to fly to Indo !!! Meaning I am half way there :D - I am so looking forward to see my family again soon and spend some time with them. Angela also excited about the trip so we both better start packing soon !! :lol:
Hopefully all goes according to plan. I've got another MRI in July and if all that clear then I am flying out of Australia :P - can't wait !
I am already imagining catching up with all of relatives and friends there.... awesome....
Angel will be attending local school as well as doing her Distance Education with private tutor :) so she would not miss school.
My house will be well look after while we both away...
*checking all my lists*
Soon I have to go to Indonesian Consul here in Perth for Angel's Visa - this is a must!
So many things to do.. so little time.. :p
But today.... I am going to have lunch with my extended family. The family I stayed with when I just arrived in Perth long, long time ago... I am forever grateful to them. So it will be good to catch up with them.
I think it would be wonderful.
.........but for now... gotta clean my house and pack some of my stuffs !! Eugh... not a very glamourous job I tell ya ! :lol:
Cheers!
*Cleaning Mode ON *
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| ~*~ Lagi Sedih Aja .... ~*~ |
| 06.19.04 (11:39 am) [edit] |
Gue merasa sedang sensi banget deh... maklum deh namanya juga cewe jadi tiap bulan ada "kewajiban" yang bisa bikin segalanya double !!! Perasaan jadi lebih sensi dari biasanya... trus ditambah badan dair ujung ke ujung sakit semua plus mules2 nggak menentu ,well, mungkin gak semua cewe ngalamin gini sebelum "dapet" tapi gue sih begitu.
Tapi yang jadi bahan cerita bukan itu sih tapi gimana gue merasa jadi manusia termalang dan sendiri di dunia tadi malam. Gue baru pulang makan dan agak capek... dan sedang nungguin Nanda menghabiskan makanannya karena dia baru pulang dari acara di sekolahnya jadi nggak ikutan makan keluar. Jadi gue bawain makanan. Terus, gue berasa capek... gue tungguin Nanda yang makan sambil nonton tv meski nggak serius.... pokoknya ingin rest kaki dan kepala. Gue masih kena flu dan badan jadi nggak karu2an rasanya.Anyway, tau2 ada yg nyuruh gue buat ngurusin tiket dan gue bilang kalau gue akan urusin besok karena selain udah malam gue juga capek..... eh tuh orang malahan rada sewot dan annoying deh !! trus dia balik lagi dan treat gue kayak orang bego !! akhirnya gue bangun dari tempat gue duduk dan ikutan sewot !!! Gue bilang dengan tegas " Jangan treat gue kayak orang bego !! "dengan kepala gue yang senut2 dan pusing dan meriang !!! Dodol !! Duhhhhhhhh... sebal !! akhirnya gue urusin juga masalah tiket itu meski dengan hati yang rasanya mau meledak !!! Gue tahan amarah gue tapi perasaan gue merasa sakit... untung aja ada Nanda kalau nggak ada Nanda udah jadi Perang Dunia ke 3 !! Setelah gue keluarin sebagian amarah gue... gue ngeloyor aja dan "nyebut" ... trus gue mandi tapi air mata nggak ketahan... ya udah nangis deh sejadi-jadinya di kamar mandi sambil mandi :oops:. Setelah mandi gue masuk kamar tanpa bicara apa2 lagi ... gue berbaring di tempat tidur masih menangis ... jadi inget keluarga kalo sedih begini... jadi inget My Daddy... biasanya dia yang melindungi gue kalo gue punya masalah dan Mama biasanya yang memeluk gue kalo gue sedih...tapi disini gue nggak punya siapa2. Ada Angel tapi dia masih kecil dan gue nggak mau expose air mata gue ke dia bila gak perlu. Susah juga nahan air mata kalau ada Nanda... tadi malam dia tanya " kenapa Mommy ?? " dan gue berusaha ganti suara gue yang nahan tangisan dan sedih , gue berusaha senyum meskipun susah. Gue umpetin kesedihan gue demi dia " ngga apa2 kok sayang... Mommy cuman masih pilek" itu jawaban gue. Nggak tega gue mau terus terang dan nggak ada gunanya juga bikin dia ikutan sedih.
Mungkin gue sedang over sensi jadi mudah kepengaruh sama sekitar gue buat sekarang....
Gue tadi malam cuman merasa kalau gue di treat kayak manusia tidak berguna aja... gue memang merasa tidak berguna karena gue belum bisa banyak berbuat..gue masih dalam proses penyembuhan dan gue masih belum sehat banget. Jadi gue memang masih bergantung sama orang lain buat keperluan sehari-hari, jadi nggak ada fungsinya gue sementara ini. Jadi kalau di treat agak keras dan kasar gue pasti nangis :cry: soale memang hati gue sedang rapuh. Badan gue leled banget sembuhnya !!! frustrasi gue kalo begini....
Mama.... wish you are here.....
Papa .... wish you save me like you always do...
Cengeng yah gue :) tapi daripada dipendam ??? malah stress lagi gue entar !!! mendingan gue puas2in sampai lega trus Istighfar ...... sabar...sabar... makin nggak sabar ingin pulang ke JKT dan lari ke pelukan Mama.
Eugh... gue lagi down banget nih feelingnya....
* Life can be cruel sometime *
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| ~*~ Ouch !! ~*~ |
| 06.16.04 (1:25 pm) [edit] |
Ouchhhhhhhhhh.... My head hurt so bad.... :cry: :(
Help Help Help !!!
I can't believe how much pain I have to go thru in the last few days......
I can even lay my head on my pillow when I sleep :(
So hurt... hiks..hiks...
Ouch ouch...
Since I take no more medication, I can feel the pain in my head , man!! hurt pretty bad ..
*patiently waiting to be better*
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| ~*~ Angin Dari Mana Yah ????? ~*~ |
| 06.14.04 (1:31 pm) [edit] |
Pagi ini selagi siap2 buat Nanda pergi sekolah ada yang lucu terjadi. Setelah Nanda pake baju seragamnya dia manggil gue kan buat beresin rambutnya. Karena kalo pergi sekolah rambutnya harus di iket - gak boleh di riap2 =p. Gue sisirin rambutnya , gue kepang biar rapi , pokoknya beres deh. Nah pas udah selesai gue suruh Nanda ambil semua barang2 dan buku2 yang kudu di bawa ke sekolah. Nah pas dia berdirinya ini lho yang bikin gue ngakak :lol: - dia kan duduk depan gue ... lha pas berdiri kok bisa2nya dia buang gas alias kentut yanga bunyinya kayak bom yg meleduk di perang Vietnam !!! Dodol nih anak !!! Pas depan gueeee !!! udah gitu bukannya pindah eh dia malah ngabisin itu kentut depan gue sambil wajahnya ngeden2 gitu =p~ :lol: siake nih anak !!! Wajahnya nyengir2 gitu dan brettttt bretttttt brepetttttt depan gue !!! Sumpeh mampus gue tadi mau semaput mendengar bunyinya dan mencium baunya !!! Pagi2 dapet rezeki gue Boooooooooooq !! hiehiehieheihi - abis itu dia baru jalan dan dengan takutnya mengatakan " Sorry Mom, I've got stomach ache " - sementara gue mau pingsan =p gue bilang " gak apa2 darling.... " dengan mata gue yang kunang2 dan mual2 perut gue .... tapi sambil pengen ngakak juga =p hieheiheiehei karena suara kentut-nya lucu dan melihat wajah Nanda yang nyegir2 gitu =p , heiheiehei
Ah parah Nanda.... pagi2 bukannya bikinin gue makan pagi malah dikasih angin bahorok :D , naseebbbbbb naseebbbb..... :D
Gak apa deh.... itu menandakan kalo Nanda sehat =p , meski gue yang kudu menderita =p , lagian udah biasa deh .... Nanda suka ngentutin gue di segala waktu :d , lagi bobok enak2 berpelukan gue dikentutin , anaknya mah merem sambil ngiler.... pantat jalan terus !! heoheohaohao. Parah si Nanda , wajah Angel ... Vantatnya devil =p - pernah gue singkurin dia pas agi bobok, ehhhhhhh ... dada belakang gue yang di kentutin =p , asli deh berasa kayak kena letusan Gn. Galunggung ama Nanda , kenceng aja sih =p~
Tapi gue rasa itu kali gak gitu parah yah dibandingkan dengan kentut dengan kencengnya selagi muntah dan disaksikan oleh banyak orang termasuk pasien lain di ruang ICU di RS ??? :shock: :shock: hoahaohaoahoa apa sih ???? susternya aja sampe ngakak :lol: yang sakit juga ngakak dan yang muntah malu banget =p~ heohahaoaho *ngakak dulu ahhhh*
Ahhhhhhh..... life is good :lol: Cheers !
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| ~*~ Renungan Yang Indah ~*~ |
| 06.11.04 (1:34 pm) [edit] |
1. Sekurang-kurangnya ada 5 orang dalam dunia ini menyayangi anda dan sanggup mati karena anda.
2. Sekurang-kurangnya ada 15 orang dalam dunia ini menyayangi anda dalam beberapa cara.
3. Sebab utama seseorang membenci anda adalah karena dia ingin menjadi seperti anda.
4. Senyuman daripada anda boleh membawa kebahagiaan kepada seseorang, walaupun dia tidak menyukai anda.
5. Setiap malam ada seseorang mengingati anda sebelum dia tidur.
6. Anda amat bermakna dalam hidup seseorang.
7. Kalau bukan karena anda, seseorang itu tidak akan hidup bahagia.
8. Anda seorang yang istimewa dan unik.
9. Seseorang yang anda tidak ketahui menyayangi anda.
10. Apabila anda membuat kesilapan yang sangat besar, ada hikmah disebaliknya.
11. Sekiranya anda merasakan anda dipinggirkan, fikirlah semula; mungkin anda yang meminggirkan mereka.
12. Apabila anda terfikir anda tidak mempunyai peluang untuk mendapatkan sesuatu yang anda ingini, mungkin anda tidak akan memperolehinya, tetapi sekiranya anda
percaya pada diri sendiri lambat-laun anda akan memperolehinya.
13. Kenangilah segala pujian yang anda terima. Lupakan segala maki hamun, caci & cela.
14. Jangan takut untuk meluahkan perasaan anda; anda akan merasa senang bila seseorang mengetahuinya.
15. Sekiranya anda mempunyai sahabat baik, ambillah waktu untuk memberitahunya yang dia adalah yang terbaik.
Hanya semenit diperlukan untuk mendapat sahabat baik, sejam untuk menghargainya, sehari untuk menyayanginya, tapi sepanjang hidup untuk melupakannya.
Hantarlah pesanan ini kepada orang yang anda tidak akan lupa dan hantarkan juga kepada orang yang menghantar pesanan ini. Ini adalah pesanan pendek untuk menyatakan yang anda sentiasa mengingatinya. Kalau anda tidak menghantar pesanan ini, bermakna anda sudah melupakan kawan-kawan anda. Ambillah sedikit waktu dan anda sudah pasti memberi keceriaan kepada seseorang atau mungkin mengubah hidup mereka kepada yang lebih baik.
Moga-moga teman2 bisa meluangkan sedikit waktu buat membaca dan merenungkan kebenaran tulisan ini dan mengambil hikmah darinya. Semoga bermanfa'at buat kalian semua sebagaimana telah bermanfa'at buat saya. Amien :)
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Hari ini Angel dirumah dan saya harus yang mengajarkan dia home worknya - ada day off dari sekolahnya jadi tugas hari ini harus di kerjakan dirumah. Saya yang membantu dia pagi ini !! Wow , drama deh ! hehheehe... ternyata anakku yang kelihatan lembut ini ternyata kepala batu =p - kami mulai studynya dengan tenang dan focus , kami mulai tugas pertama dengan antusiasnya .... lalu terjadilah DRAMA !!! ehhehehe - Angel tidak mau menurut !!! Dia menolak dan memprotes cara saya mengajar - kata dia saya terlalu galak :D - kami sedang mencoba menyelesaikan subject matematika yang agak sulit buat ukuran anak kelas 3 - dan saya mencoba menjelaskan sama dia cara yang mudah buat mengerti tapi... Angel malah liat2 tugas lain dan tidak focus yang akhirnya tidak mengerti apa yang saya jelaskan ke dia - sebal juga menjelaskan capek2 eh malah nggak ngerti juga karena gak focus !! Jadi saya mengomel sedikit dan akhirnya kami adu mulut sedikit :oops: yang akhirnya saya putuskan jika sebaiknya Angel mengerjakan tugasnya sendiri dan jika butuh bantuan baru panggil saya :wink: - ternyata berlajar sendiri membuat dia lebih focus dan cepet selesai meskipun setiap menit dia nanya2 terus =p ieheiheiehie.... acuh2 butuh Angelnya =p , Gimana sihhhhhhhhhh =p
Akhirnya selesai juga... dan hasilnya bagus yang harus diserahkan ke gurunya hari Senin minggu depan. Saya dapet ponten berapa yah ? :lol:
Weekend ini... saya dan Angel akan dirumah saja , hujan semakin sibuk turun setiap hari membuat sulit untuk kemana-mana , maklumlah musim dingin jadi matahari semakin jarang muncul dan udara semakin menggigit tulang tapi ada indahnya juga jika hari tanpa hujan dan angin tidak terlalu sibuk mengacak-acak rambut kami :D - bila ada hari macam begitu di musim dingin biasanya kami meluangkan waktu untuk berjalan-jalan ke "Hot House" - sebuah gedung yang dibuat untuk tumbuh2an tropical dan temperatur di dalamnya sama dengan temperature di JKT , lembab, hangat dan tropical - disana kita bisa melihat2 tumbuh2an , kupu2 dan merasakan "udara" tropik meskipun hanya buatan. Bisa juga kami jalan-jalan diantara pohon-pohon pinus dan mencium baunya yang segar atau kami berjalan-jalan diantara pepohonan Maple yang daunnya sebagian sudah berwarna emas atau orange yang berjatuhan selagi kami berjalan... indah sekali... berjatuhan bagaikan lempengan emas ... perlahan-lahan melayang diantara kami karena angin bermain dengan mereka. Damai rasanya.
Aaahhh... betapa inginnya dipeluk... *hugging Angel* hangat rasanya dan damai sekali hati ini... *smiling* , Have you hug anyone today ??? Hug donggggggg :)
Beginilah hari kami... penuh dengan kedamaian meskipun dimulai dengan kepanikan mengisi PR !! ehehheheeh.. variasi hidup !
Jaga diri baik2 yah...
Cheers !!
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| ~*~ Dear Strawberry .... ~*~ |
| 06.09.04 (4:40 pm) [edit] |
Like I promised that I would write something =p so here it goes.... It is actually a letter to someone special who always been there for me - perhaps not in flesh but just as great :)
Dear Strawberry :),
I've known you for ... at least 3 years now and the special friendship has been great from the start. We get along well since day one ... we declare ourself as strawberry & chocolate =p - those fateful day has given us the opportunity to develop our special bond. We get along like house on fire at some stage and there's no day without chatting with each other and texting each other whenever possible ... so much fun !
Our friendship has been incredible, because we gone through so much in the last 3 years or so , We gone through the phase where ... I learned that sometime LOVE doesn't need to be said but given and acted. You know what I mean Strawberry =p . Even it took me quiet a long time to get over it !!! but I accept that point of view... although after that I kinda change my attitude toward you and was angry in some way... but I can't always get what I want =p *unfortunately*
Then we gone through the phase when this person "who's name not to be mentioned" - I was so angry and crazy about the whole thing and pushed you away as the hate became so unbearable for me to chat to anyone. I hate the whole chatting things and just wanna be left alone to play game !!! but you stand by me and patiently assuring me that you are there when I need you.... but I still pushed you aside... :( - you still sms-ing me to make sure I am alright and all that.
Then there's the time when my Thyroids gave me the s**t =p , I was so sick that I couldn't give a toss about anything ... and you also there for me and send me email .... questioning me about many things , you even kinda mad at me at some stage =p but never left me ... you still there to , again, reassure me that I am not alone. You were there to tell me that I will be better one day and that the medication may give me the s**t but do me a lot of good , you encourage me to be strong and positive - I know you were hurt by my behaviour toward you .... you even understand my ultimatum to be left alone - but not for 1 second that you left me :) *hugs*
When tears streaming down my face because I am too sick or just felt bad about everything , you were there to comfort me - you always send me sms that gave me reason to smile and felt wanted and secured. Yet... I was pushing you away and treated you so bad ... *which I regreted so much* - you were there ... always...
Till now, when I am sick with the tumour... you were there for me from day 1. There's no day without you sms-ing me with lovely encouragement and supports. Load of supports !!! You even listen to me when I told you I felt so crap and ugly - you replied to me with the sweetest words and made me smile. Not a day goes by without your text - even when I was in hospital :) , even when I was unconcious !!! Even when I was unable to replied to your sms !! You still patiently listen to me when I felt so blues ... and that was just last week... You were there always. I have no idea what I've done in the past life to deserve you , my strawberry... :oops:
There was many days where we used to have "lunch" together ... you delivered me my "lunch" =P - there was the day where we sat in the park and just chilling... I wonder if those day will come back someday ??
Dear Strawberry... Our special bond just unbelievable - it survive many obstacles - and your patient just so precious to me ... your friendship just so precious to me , I can not asked for a better "friend" than you. We are miles apart from eachother but somehow felt closer than any of my friends who live near me. There are times when we got so frustrated by the distance but what the heck... ! perhaps one day :) *positive thought*
I do not know what to say but THANK YOU for always been there for me and my Angel :) - for all the heartache I've given you , for all the time you spent "lifting" my spirit up , for everything !!! Thank you Strawberry ...
I can go on and on about it ... but hope that the rest of my thought are "known" by you , sometime , something sound better when it is not bluntly said :wink:
This all I can write in here... the rest I would like to keep it for myself !!!
Love always :
Chocolate with an Angel xxoo
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So there... One of special person in my life and how much I treasures this person :) - No One can put up with me as much as this person. GOD bless this person ...
BTW: The Doctor was happy today with my health progress and he will take me off the medication on Friday this week !! WOO HOO !! I couldn't be happier :D because I think enough is enough .... *smiling*
Take care y'all and GBU always *hugs*
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| ~*~ South West retreat :) ~*~ |
| 06.08.04 (12:33 pm) [edit] |
What a Weekend !! I went away for some refreshing and treat last weekend , since it was long weekend here in Perth. I went to the South West of Australia. The country side of Perth, very pristine beach and the dense forest remind me of my own country :)
The drive was 4 hours drive from Perth and along the way we were entertained by the gorgeous pine forest, farms , herd of cows, and the endless vineyards. It was marvelous to see the country sight. We stayed in our own farm house for 3 nights. Fresh air , green grass and natural surrounding ... what a treat for me and my Angel !
Angel & I went to this little famous town of Margaret River - its a gorgeous country town and quiet small population but gorgeous beach and the forest just unbelievably old and so beautiful. I love it there ....
In the farm we had so many things to do beside enjoying the surrounding. We collect the eggs from the chicken pen, milk the cows , feed the calfs, all sorts of things :D - we became farm girls last weekend !! It was so much fun !! I even drove the little tractor to mowed the grass :lol: - I come a long way after the operation huh ??? - it was just over 4 weeks ago since they have my head splitted open and last week I was driving a tractor in a farm !!! Isn't that cool ?? GOD have been kind to me... indeed. I am getting better everyday and getting stronger ... but without pushing myself I teach myself to be stronger so I can be mobile again and be independent again :)
Check [url=http://www.westernaustralia.c...]Western Australia[/url] out !! then find out about Margaret River more , hope you like it as much as we did. The town has so much to offer other than surfs , there's the Winery, Caves and many others. You guys gotta check the web and check it out for yourself !!
Anyway... I had marvelous time resting down the farm and feeling so fresh after that short holiday .... and hopefully everyday I have more energy and passions about life. My skin also improving , so yeah I am on the road of recovery , all going steady :)
You know what ??? My new skin... hihih as smooth as baby's bottom !!! Lucky me to have such a beautiful new skin after the hideous rashes couple of weeks ack :oops: . This is the silver lining in the cloud that GOD promise me ... after the dark cloud hanging over me GOD giving me "reward" for being patient and good girl :oops: - Thanks to my Angel and stacks of supportive online friends whom kindly got me through my dark cloud moment.
This is my silver lining ... the light at the end of the tunnel - lucky me to be able to write this and feeling much better everyday.
Right, enough for now and will tell you something special perhaps tomorrow :) - something ? or perhaps someone ... ?? dunno :D hehehhe just kidding =p
But I shall try to write again tomorrow ... part of my rehabilitation time , I have to get my brain working again =p
In meantime , you guys take good care and catch u soon. *hugs*
Cheers !!
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| ~*~ Cahaya ILLAHI menyentuh kita setiap hari ~*~ |
| 06.03.04 (2:20 pm) [edit] |
I went for my Doctor appointment today on the cold wintery morning of Perth - the wind so cold it cut thru your bone... brrrrrr .... I want to stay in bed under the blanket , nice and warm but I can't this morning !! :oops: - so I went to the doctor and everything was fine ... fiuh!! Thank GOD.
Then I went for a little walk around the city of Fremantle - I went to the shopping area to have a look around , thinking about seeing a movie but thought to myself , I am still kinda dopey with the medication I'm still taking so I skipped the idea :) - maybe next time ...
My feet okay but my body still get tired quickly. So after geting myself take away lunch I hailed a cab and went home. The wind still cold against my face and the day pretty grey and miserable but I am thanking GOD for giving me the gift of life... even if I have frozen toes and nose :lol: - all is well.
With hope , in 10 days I will be drug free !!! Yey !! I am sick of taking all this medications - so I am looking forward to have drug free time soon. Looking forward to breathe easier without any feeling of sickness... looking forward to live !! but for now I am taking it all one day at the time :)
Terima Kasih Ya ALLAH untuk semua yang telah KAU limpahkan kepada kami.... Derita, cobaan dan semuanya hanya menambahkan rasa cinta kami kepada-MU Ya Rabbi .... DIAKU yang tidak pernah tidur ... Maha Besar cinta-MU kepada kami - biarkanlah sujud kami sebagai tanda kepatuhan kami pada-MU ya Yang Maha Kasih.... biarkan sinar-MU menerangi hati kami selalu ... amien..
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| ~*~ Ada Macan Tutul Lepas !! ~*~ |
| 06.02.04 (1:47 pm) [edit] |
Igh baru balik dari Dokter untuk cek up - katanya allergy-nya udah banyak mendingannya... tapi bekasnya akan masih ada sampe kira2 3 - bulan :shock: - weleh.... saya akan jadi macan tutul selama 3 bulanan :shock: ....hihihi gpp deh asal sehat wal afiat mah. Yah yah ??
Pagi ini sangatlah dinginnya di Perth, tapi gue dengan semangatnya bangun, mandi, makan pagi.... anter Nanda ke sekolah !!! Nggak... nggak.. belum bisa nyetir mobil sendiri tapi gue anter dia ke kelasnya dan itu membuatnya senang sekali - tengsin2 dikit sih gue soale ya gitu gue masih belum kelihatan sehat banget. Masih bengep dan botak plus tutul2 - tapi Nanda tetep aja bangga dan dengan senyum dia bilang sama gurunya kalo gue anterin dia hari ini dan terlihat di wajah Nanda betapa gembiranya dia :) - gue ngerti banget perasaan Nanda. Kelihatannya di gembira tapi kenyataannya dia tuh sebenernya mengalami hal yang sangat emosional dalam 1 bulan ini. Kasihan dia .... seperti roller coaster emosinya, karena melihat semua yang terjadi bulan terakhir ini. Perubahan2 yang ada bikin dia rada mudah menangis dan perasa. Secara nggak sengaja jiwa dia agak rapuh tapi mudah2an dengan kesembuhan gue, dia bisa balik lagi seperti yang dulu , gembira dan penuh canda. Amien.
Duh !! Pengen banget ke Jakarta !!!! Jemput dunk !!!!!!!!!! hehhehehehe.... selain kangen sama keluarga gue - pengen hang out sama temen2 dan makan yang enak2 disana. Jakarta memang kota yang panas, kotor, berdebu , dll ... tapi itu HOME buat gue dan gue akan selalu kangen sama Jakarta. Keramaiannya salah satu yang bikin kangen....
Iki jadi piyeeee kulite` ???? ada resep bikin kulit halus meneh ovo orak jal ????!!!! :D :lol: kasih tau ya kalo weruh.... hihihihi
Ya wes ngono wae ah... aku mau duduk2 di taman dulu sambil menikmati matahari pagi ... Alhamdulillah masih bisa menikmati karunia-NYA.
Take care yah semua... *hugs*
Cheers !!
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