She was mad...

She was sad...

She was angry...

She was kicking me about.....

Scratched me... punch me....

I held both her hand so she stop punching me until she got all frustated and her tears streaming down her face...then she uttered " I hate you "

My heart sinked so low... but I still held her close to me and tell her howmuch I love her and that I would never share this love to anyone else.... No one can replace her and that my love for her are WHOLE ...... I held her in my arms with my tears streaming down my face trying to convince her that I am for her only...

Why she was like that ? She was mad because I spent less time with her lately and hardly talking to her........ she was begging for my attention, undivided attention !!! She want to be with me.... I think I broke her heart by having less time with her ! In the last 2 weeks, I have been ill with the flu and then work come and go... problems at home... personal problem as well so... yes I was selfish and not spending enough time with my daughter :((

What broke my heart further ?......after awhile we held eachother close...she said : " I am sorry Mummy for saying that I hate you... I was mad at you... I am sorry, I didn't mean it Mummy... I just miss you Mummy.. I love you Mummy" - like the ocean... my eyes was so full of tears and felt so guilty :(( so I said to her : " Honey baby... I am the one who should say sorry to you , I should have more time for you... I love you baby girl... " I held her even closer and cried some more... Man... she is my life... she is my everything... how I could be so neglectful...?? :((

Life can be so hard emotionally..... while I am trying to do everything possible for the people that I love... I loose sight of whats most important in my life... My lil' daughter.....she need me as much as I need her. She need my arms holding her, she need me to speak to her... she need my love and care... she need my attention...  as much as I need those from her - >>>> I LOVE YOU BABY GIRL <<<<

I am going to try my best for my daughter... I am going to juggles my time as much as possible so I can spend sometime with my daughter.... coz no one else is important !!! Not as important as my daughter anyway :) - she's always been my highest priority and always will......

She is a bit ill right now :(( high temp and coughing.... she got it from me :(( - get well soon my love... give all your pain to Mummy... You don't deserve those pain *hugs* - if I could give my blood and soul to you I would !! Just so you can keep those pretty smile on your face baby girl... Mummy love you so much !!

AngeL... mummy always be there for you... promise... forever & always....

I love you possum...

Dear Mimi,

The translating might not make any sense to you as maybe we have different background but nevertheless I am happy to translate it for you because you have taken the trouble to come and visit my blog :) so this is for you :) - thanks for your friendship *hugs*

So here it goes....

1) Jin berasal dari Jan (Bapak Jin) dan gelarannya Azazil . Dicipta dari api (biru), dan telah beramal puluh ribu tahun lamanya.

1). Jin = The Devil, is from Jan ( The father of Jin ) with Azazil as his title. He was created from fire ( blue), and had been serving GOD for ten thousand years.

2) Apabila Allah swt. memerintahkannya supaya tunduk menghormati Nabi Adam, mereka telah ingkar. Allah swt. melaknat dan perintah turun ke bumi. Jin terbahagi kepada dua iaitu Jin Islam dan Syaitan.

2) When ALLAH SWT ( GOD Almighty ) command him to pay respect to Prophet Adam, they ( Devils ) were arrogantly refused. ALLAH SWT then cursed Jin and throw him out of The Kingdom of Heaven to Earth. Jin has 2 kind , Jin Islam ( Moslem Jin ) and Satan.

 3) Jin Islam pula terbahagi kepada dua iaitu Jin Islam(Soleh) dan Jin Tidak Islam (Tidak Soleh). Syaitan yang turun kesemuanya jahat (tidak Islam).

3) Moslem Jin also divided into 2, Moslem Jin ( Commited ) and Non-Moslem Jin ( Non- Commital). All Satan are very bad ( Non- Moslem )

4) Makanannya dari Api (Asap). Itu sebab orang-orang Melayu dilarang mengunakan kemenyan kerana Jin paling suka dengan asap yang busuk. Tetapi orang-orang melayu ini degil, suka sangat dengan asap kemenyan. Beliau menambah, orang-orang yang suka hisap rokok itu, adik-beradik jin lah tuu.

4) The Devil eat from the fire ( Smoke ), therefore it is forbbiden for us to use insence ( kemenyan ) because Jin love those strong pungent smell. But some ignorant people, they love those insence ( kemenyan ). Therefore, people who are smoking could be friended by the Jin !

 5) Tempat tinggal Jin seperti di awan, sungai, hutan, lombong, laut, tempat-tempat tinggi (klcc), tandas dan kubur.

5) Their house is on the cloud, river, jungle, lake, ocean, higher places, dessert and cemetery.
 
6) Beliau menasihat apabila ingin buang air di perjalanan (contohnya jalanraya), perlu baca " Sala Mun, 'Ala Sulaiman, Fil 'alamin."Mengikut sirahnya jin sangat takut dengan Nabi Sulaiman. Orang-orang Melayu suka sangat membaca ucapan, "Ampun Datuk, Anak cucu tumpang lalu" Masa bila pulak jin dapat pangkat datuk. Dan masa bila pula, kita jadi cucu cicit jin !!!!

6) There's also an adviced if you wish to urine in open area ( as to no toilet in sight ), you should recite this do'a ( pray )  " Sala Mun, 'Ala Sulaiman, Fil 'alamin." as there's a story about that the Jin was afraid of King Solomon. There shouldn't be any other pray that could mean that we worship the jin at all !! Such as " Excuse us oo old ancestor, we are your children want to passing by " this is a common practise in Asia , if we mentioned the jin as our ancestor, automatically we are the son/ daughter or grandchildren of the jin ??? NO WAY !

7) Jin tidak mengetahui akan alam ghaib, itu sebab jika ada dukun atau bomoh yang tahu menilik-nilik nasib, pembohong...." Sirahnya apabila Nabi Sulaiman, memerintahkan jin untuk membina istananya, sehingga Nabi Sulaiman meninggal pun jin tidak perasan/tahu. Semasa itu Nabi Sulaiman duduk di kerusinya dengan tongkat kayu. Dan jin tekun membuat kerja di hadapan-nya. Sehingga anai-anai memakan tongkatnya dan tongkat tersebut reput dan jatuh serta Nabi Sulaiman pun jatuh, maka barulah tahu oleh jin bahawa Nabi Sulaiman telah mangkat.

7) Jin doesn't know Ghaib world ( The World Unknown by human & jin & Satan ) therefore if sharman or Bomoh or fortune teller able to tell the future or your faith that can't be right ! why ? " King Solomon commanding the jins to built him a palace, and the jin didn't even know/ realised that the King had died in process. As the King sat on his Throne and point his stick at them. The jins was busily working when suddenly the Kings' walking stick fell off because the moth had eatten some of his walking stick, only then the jin had realise that The King Solomon had passed away.

8) Manusia juga dilarang membuang air di lombong-lombong yang airnya tenang, terutama di waktu tengah malam. Jin suka mandi di situ, waktu itu. Di larang juga buang air di lubang-lubang (tanah).

8) Human also forbbiden to urine or so in still water like the lakes, especially at night. Jin love to have a bath there at that time. Also not allowed to have "the number two" straight on Earth.

9) Rumah-rumah yang lama tidak berpenghuni atau rumah yang baru siap belum duduk lagi, jin suka tinggal di situ. Sebelum duduk rumah baru, di galakkan membaca surah Al-Baqarah, sehingga habis. Jin lari selama 3 hari. Tidak perlu tepung tawar bagai..... orang melayu suka sangat menepung tawar !!

9) Houses which hasn't been occupied for a long time or recently built house, jin lives there. Therefore before you enter a new house, it is suggested or adviced to recite the part of Al-Qur'an ( Al-Baqarah) until the end. Jin will go away for 3 days, therefore always recite the Al-Baqarah all the time to protect ourself from jins. We do not need plain flour anymore... as it was believe to scared the jins... old wifes' tales believed in Asia.

10) Jika budak menangis tengah-tengah malam, azankan 7 ~ 10 kali, jika tidak bacakan ayat Kursi dengan cara 9 kali henti (tekniknya) sebab beliau pernah jumpa orang yang di rasuk
.* Kalau rajin..Tolong sebarkan maklumat ini kepada saudara Muslim Muslimat yang lain. Ilmu yang bermanfaat ialah salah satu amal yang berkekalan bagi orang yang mengajarnya meskipun dia sudah mati.

10) When little babies crying in the middle of the night, please recite the call for pray ( Adzan ) 7 - 10 x, or recite The Ayat Kursi ( another part of Al-Qur'an ) for 9 times because  when someone being possessed this is the best Surah to recite to get rid of the satan in that person.

*If you wish... please spread the advices to all moslems, brothers and sisters. The best knowledges is the one can be useful for others even if the person who gave the advices had died.

~DEATH~

 WHAT A WONDERFUL WAY TO EXPLAIN IT!!!!!
A sick man turned to his doctor,
as he was preparing to leave the examination room and said,
"Doctor, I am afraid to die.
Tell me what lies on the other side."

Very quietly, the doctor said, "I don't know."

"You don't know?
You, a Christian man, do not know what is on the other side?"

The doctor was holding the handle of the door;
on the other side came a sound of scratching and whining,
and as he opened the door,
a dog sprang into the room
and leaped on him with an eager show of gladness.

Turning to the patient, the doctor said,
"Did you notice my dog?
He's never been in this room before.
He didn't know what was inside.
He knew nothing except that his master was here,
and when the door opened, he sprang in without fear.
I know little of what is on the other side of death,
but I do know one thing...
I know my Master is there and that is enough."




May today there be peace within you.
May you trust God that you are exactly
where you are meant to be.
I believe that friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet
when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.

1) Jin berasal dari Jan (Bapak Jin) dan gelarannya
Azazil . Dicipta dari api (biru), dan telah beramal
puluh ribu tahun lamanya.

2) Apabila Allah swt. memerintahkannya supaya tunduk
menghormati Nabi Adam, mereka telah ingkar. Allah swt. melaknat dan perintah turun ke bumi.

Jin terbahagi kepada dua iaitu Jin Islam dan Syaitan.

3) Jin Islam pula terbahagi kepada dua iaitu Jin
Islam(Soleh) dan Jin Tidak Islam (Tidak Soleh).
Syaitan yang turun kesemuanya jahat (tidak Islam).

4) Makanannya dari Api (Asap). Itu sebab orang-orang
Melayu dilarang mengunakan kemenyan kerana Jin paling suka dengan asap yang busuk. Tetapi orang-orang melayu ini degil, suka sangat dengan asap kemenyan. Beliau menambah, orang-orang yang suka hisap rokok itu, adik-beradik jin lah tuu.

5) Tempat tinggal Jin seperti di awan, sungai, hutan, lombong, laut, tempat-tempat tinggi (klcc), tandas dan kubur.

6) Beliau menasihat apabila ingin buang air di
perjalanan (contohnya jalanraya), perlu baca " Sala
Mun, 'Ala Sulaiman, Fil 'alamin."

Mengikut sirahnya jin sangat takut dengan Nabi
Sulaiman. Orang-orang Melayu suka sangat membaca
ucapan, "Ampun Datuk, Anak cucu tumpang lalu" Masa
bila pulak jin dapat pangkat datuk. Dan masa bila
pula, kita jadi cucu cicit jin !!!!

7) Jin tidak mengetahui akan alam ghaib, itu sebab
jika ada dukun atau bomoh yang tahu menilik-nilik
nasib, pembohong...." Sirahnya apabila Nabi Sulaiman, memerintahkan jin untuk membina istananya, sehingga Nabi Sulaiman meninggal pun jin tidak perasan/tahu.
Semasa itu Nabi Sulaiman duduk di kerusinya dengan
tongkat kayu. Dan jin tekun membuat kerja di
hadapan-nya. Sehingga anai-anai memakan tongkatnya dan tongkat tersebut reput dan jatuh serta Nabi Sulaiman pun jatuh, maka barulah tahu oleh jin bahawa Nabi Sulaiman telah mangkat.

8) Manusia juga dilarang membuang air di
lombong-lombong yang airnya tenang, terutama di waktu tengah malam. Jin suka mandi di situ, waktu itu. Di larang juga buang air di lubang-lubang (tanah).

9) Rumah-rumah yang lama tidak berpenghuni atau rumah yang baru siap belum duduk lagi, jin suka tinggal di situ. Sebelum duduk rumah baru, di galakkan membaca surah Al-Baqarah, sehingga habis. Jin lari selama 3 hari. Tidak perlu tepung tawar bagai..... orang melayu suka sangat menepung tawar !!

10) Jika budak menangis tengah-tengah malam, azankan 7 ~ 10 kali, jika tidak bacakan ayat Kursi dengan cara 9 kali henti (tekniknya) sebab beliau pernah jumpa orang yang di rasuk.

* Kalau rajin..Tolong sebarkan maklumat ini kepada
saudara Muslim Muslimat yang lain. Ilmu yang
bermanfaat ialah salah satu amal yang berkekalan
bagi orang yang mengajarnya meskipun dia sudah mati.