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~*~ I Miss You... ~*~
07.31.06 (10:27 am)   [edit]

Deeeply missing my daddy at this time of the year........ :(( I guess I'm one of those people who are unable to move on at some event in their life.... I just can't help it okay... I miss my daddy... May his soul rest in peace and know that I love him so much..

 

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~*~ No Title - Just a Pray or Two Please...... ~*~
07.22.06 (6:22 am)   [edit]

The night was balmy and crowded as usual as I stepped out of my house to catch up with my friends for dinner. All is well and I was dress to impress as usuall - to impress myself mostly =p - Wednesday Night was my night out with my friends and my baby girl was staying in with my mum for the night. She didn't want to come as being there with adults boring her so much !! .......and I understand what she meant by that because all adults do when they go out just talk, talk and talk... :D *sorry baby girl*

Anyway, we had beautiful dinner there... massive spicy exotic dinner and enjoyed it immensely. As the night progressing the discussion was more and more interesting - from work to intimate discussion to earthquake !

After our nice dinner, we sort of just walk about the area and went into high rise building nearby to see a movie or just get some coffee and some fix for the sugar freak ! like myself :D. We went to Dunkin' Donut =p owh how classy ... hihihihi we're all dressed up and then hang out at Dunkin' Donut but then again.... what is classy anyway if you can't enjoy yourself right ?? =)) so off we went in and order our stuffs... as we are waiting for our orders to be served - I caught glimpes of crowd - then I heard people start to scream and bolting like hell to the nearest staircase or elevator ! I was still questioning myself what on earth is going on and mumbling to my friends... then within 5 second clicked in my head that an earthquake was occuring at that moment !! Oh My GOD ! Never in my life I'd encounter to these sort of disaster.....

Then without waiting for the next second to happen, we're all heading for the escalator with hundred of people as well and it was so chaotic ! Everybodies was having major panic attack, I mean so do I but my head telling me to keep calm, me and my friends kept our cool and stayed calm and proceed to the escalator without pushing.... but I was being pushed and pushed, it was scary as I was about to stand on the escalator with my highheels intacked and try to balance myself so not to cause an accident for myself or anyone else. Luckyly, one of my friend was grab hold of me during those panic moment and keep talking to me to calm ourself down.

The Earthquake was 6.8 SR just off Sunda Strait - Southwest of Java Island - between Java island and Sumatra - Indonesia. The earthquake claimed so many lives just days earlier as it was followed by tsunami which swept thru South coast of Java ( Pangandaran - West Java ) - not nice....many victims were children and elderly...

So, I was actually so freakin' out and my heart was thumping so hard but I have ALLAH SWT and my daughter in my mind........ to be honest , I'd almost peed in my pant ! I mean... earthquake dude !

So that part of town was in total chaos as everybodies was trying to get away from the building as quick as possible and as far away as possible from it ! The road was like war zone...... the ground was shaky and people were afraid including me... my major concern was not me but whether I would see my daughter again :( - after I went out of the building and on the chaotic road trying to find my way outta there with my friends..... I was almost in tears. When we finally can hail a taxi, we kinda breathe a sigh of relief.....and I was sitting in the taxi quitely and texting my daughter to tell her that I love her and that I would be home soon..... the reason being ? she heard the news on TV and tried to reach me when the earthquake happening. She was worried and I was too... for her.

Anyway... in those scary few moment I thought I would never see my daughter again, it was one of the scariest moment of my life. I mean.. if I was going to die I would like to die near the people that I love and treasure, i know it sounds too silly but it was one of the thing I had in mind. The quake doesn't last for a long time but it was enough - doing enough damages too , especially emotional damage. We are now so traumatized by the whole things that we don't sleep too well at night :( or day. The "weather" people keep us inform with the latest news and all the warning had been well listened and followed but still not minimizing us from the fear of volcanoes eruption and the potential occurance of tsunami as major as the Sumatra, Aceh tsunami which claimed thousand of our people :(

Java basically, well, Indonesia basically part of the "Ring of Fire" we are actually sitting on volcanoes sort to speak plus the "edge" of two continent so when those edges moving.... danger can come our way with death warranty ! scary....

The Tsunami in Sumatra....The Earthquake in JOgjakarta... the earthquake & tsunami in Pangandaran.... earthquake in Jakarta, Bandung ... and so on... plus the flood on most major islands.... man... we haven't had the time to stop mourning for the lost of our relatives, friends and neighbours - our tears never stop welding and streaming down our face.... when all this going to stop GOD ?

Ermmm... anyway, I am just glad and thankfull that today I am with my daughter and family but sad to know that so many other people not experiencing the comfort that I have with my family. My heart & soul goes to everybodies who had been thru this hell on earth...... GOD bless their souls.

Open your heart and eyes today, light a candle and say a pray for the victims of tsunami, earthquake and other disasters around the world... and thanking GOD for this life we are having right now !!!

Peace & Love .....*hugs*....

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~*~ GOD is Kind All The Time... ~*~
07.15.06 (5:23 am)   [edit]

It was fun to be a child again even for just one day :)

I went to the fun park with my daughter, my sis, her sons and their friends. I can't remember when was the last time I was there and it was amusing as well as a good laugh !

My sister, for one, I can see her smile and laugh again... after a long time... she has pretty tough life. She is a mother of 2 boys with D**khead for a husband who always take her for granted. She's a stay home mother but her work never stop ! She start the day at 5:00 AM - getting her sons ready for school... getting their b'fast organise and all the rest to it, then take the youngest of her two son to school on her old faithful bycycle... everyday, Monday - Saturday, here in Indonesia our working days are 6 days and we have Sunday as our day off. So anyway, my sister would go along her day with full activities and retire to her bed so knackered by 9 or 10 PM only to wake up at 5 AM on the next day for loadfull of work again ! Crazy... she's doing all her house chore manually, washing by hand, no machine, just traditonally washing it by her own hand and when it dry, she will do the ironing herself too... then the cooking follows... lunch making.... dinner making... as far as I concern she has 3 baby boys !! The young one, he's OK, he's her helper now and again. Her 1st child kinda like her husband... a bit of ....!@#$%^^%$ I know they are my relative but there's  saying.... You can choose your friends but you can't choose your relatives :) - if you know that expression you'll know what I mean.

Anyway, taking my sister and her two sons was marvelous... seeing my lovely devoted sister's smile was so precious. She went on couple of the rides in the fun park and had a blast, man, she was braver than me to be in those crazy rides ! She had huge grin on her face :D

I was sitting by the water with my boyfriend and as we talk I was watching my sister sitting on the swing and start to move.... she's actually had this inner glow about her face... there's some light and very happy aura surrounding her... I almost cried watching her swing herself about with huge smile on her tired face with her son cheering upon her.. My GOD... please Bless my sweet and innocent sister and give her health, wealth and happiness within her to go thru this hard life of her..........Amien. I start to think how lucky I am to have this life and how it turn... but my sister life is just the opposite to mine and sometime I'm thinking whether GOD is testing me with all of this. I mean.. my sister live in such a modest lifestyle due to her d**khead husband with 2 kids and there's me...who live quite contented, I have lifestyle of the rich and famous as my family & friends desribe it. I have never turn my back on my sister and brother, I don't like to mention it but all this time... lets just say I am not one greedy witch. I share my life and wealth with my family, regardless of their spouses. I love them deeply. Beside my baby & mum, they are all that I've got. I treasure them so much.

So to see my lovely sister happy was the best present GOD given me yesterday - I was given an eye opener by GOD the other day and Thank GOD it was just what I need to put all in proper perspective of life. I was a bit whingy in the last couple of days and kinda pissed off about life in general but that day GOD showed me the way and it was beautiful way to show me how lucky I am to have this life and this family. Alhamdulillah...
My precious sister, I hope she realise how I love her...

Anyway, the fun park was not the only one we went to visit that day. We went for the Atlantis Water Park - we had awesome cool swim! There's the human made waterfall... river pool... waterslides.... human made wave... it was just prefect time to finish the day !! Cooling down after gone crazy at the fun park - DUNIA FANTASI ( Fantasy World ) at Ancol the BayCity. Come and check it out for yourself !! The whole day was magical and marvelous. Especially after being cooped up for few days in bed because of seriously bad "headache" -  I was paralysed for at least 5 days in bed due to those "headache" with the history of brain tumour I was a bit worried but I can only hope that the tumour wouldn't find its way to return to my brain !! Heheheh shoo shoo shoo tumour !! :D

So being able to walk again and seeing something amazing was totally magical for me :) Thank YOU, GOD :) Only GOD have the power to heal everything !!! GOD is so amazing..........

Thank you, thank you, thank you...for bringing my sister's smile back..even for just one day :) GOD bless her !

So my dearest friends... have you done anything cool lately ? any magical things happening ?? any miracle ?? ... well.... being able to wake up in the morning and see the sun again is miracle right ?? I think so...

GOD BLESS YOU ALL !! *hugs* mwah mwah *kiss*

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