...........as I was saying before........before tBlog went beserk on me =)) I was writting about my dear lovely Angel !! but ending up something else was on the posting instead of the one I wrote earlier !! *d'OH* - so now I must try again with hope that the writting was as good as the 1st one...
Let's see.....

Tonight, I took my baby girl out while I'm "off duty" from the Ramadhan for couple of days =p - we went out for a nice dinner and then followed by hunting for books and stuffs.. then play some games. While waiting for her to finish her game... I was watching her and suddenly got a bit of a jolt of how tall she is now :P - she is 10 just couple weeks back but my...oh my... those legs just seems to be growing taller and taller.

She had her shirt and skirt on with black legging to go with it, her brown hair was being styled in 2 plaits, her big brown eyes was styled the way she want it in black :O - she looks so trendy and gothic in same time ( wonder where she got those idea.......... ) aheum... but anyway, she looks so cute and grown-up ! In some way I am happy to see her growing up but some part of me still wishing that she is just a little baby :) - most parents would know what I mean by that - sometime I joke to her that I should buy her "stop growing pills" hihihihihi

You guys should have seen us together, we are more like friends walking hand in hand enjoying ourself rather than mother & daughter. Reason being ? she is as tall as me :D - I had to wear high heels to compete with her height and let me remind you that she is only 10 couple weeks ago !! huhuhuhuhu S C A R Y !!

My baby girl, she had an old soul despite her appearance. She carries her name so well... in between her need for cuddles and undivided attention, she can also be one perfect AngeL. Why ? She saved someone life couple weeks ago... she was saving him from distructions.
Despite people's doubt and almost dismissal, she work in a mysterious way to save someone she love. As a mother I knew my Angel so well and I know she can do it. If you guys only there at the time and without seeing her face, just a voice... you guys would think that it was coming from some elderly wise lady... not from a babies mouth ! She was saving someone that she love so dearly with her little voice but full of confident and enourmous love. She was saving this person with pure LOVE and just by being herself ! It was amazing......... she was so well connected.. after all they are siblings. She was saving him with her love for him and his love to her. GOD works in the mysterious way right ? It was amazing to see how love connection at work !

Therefore, I believe that each of us was brought to this world for a reason or two. We are who we are today because of our past whether it was good or bad - we are in the path where we're supposed to be. To help others or to be helped by others........ GOD is amazing ! :) - and my Angel being sent to me as a "gift" from ALLAH and I thank GOD everyday for her.

She was so beautiful last night and her smile was beaming lighting up the night sky and made the stars twinkles.... now, she lay sleep next to me still smiling... I wonder what kind of drea, she would have right now because she looks so beautiful, peaceful and magical.... a happy dream I suppose :)

Today, we are thinking about jumping on the train for a little adventure and see her cute smile again so she can make the world go round again with it - my world that is !! You guys can find your own Angel to spin your world !! Ha hahahaha.... kidding :) - My AngeL is not mine, ALLAH just let me " borrow" her for awhile...  so I suppose you guys can "borrow" her now and again if you want something magical happen in your life or perhaps you got one or two already ! Bless you all my friends...

Anyway, I'm going to have a cuddle up time with her so I see you guys laterzzzzzzz LoL - keep smiling and be happy. GOD is good all the time...

Today is my mum's birthday and I have been cringing.... thinking.... smiling.... questioning.... what sort of birthday gift I could give to such a superb woman who has been in my life forever... I was thinking the other day.. how she was always there for me whenever I need someone to talk to and great support when I was down... nothing unusuall, right ?? because any mother would do the same if they could and I am one lucky daughter for her to have such an incredible lady to raise me. So, up until now I have no idea what to give her because to be honest what can you give to a Superlady ?? =)) everything seems so humble and insignificant...

She was brought up in such a poor family and struggle all her childhood up to her teenage just to put food in her belly. She'll be so lucky if she could eat 2 days in a row - mind you - sometime she have to work so hard for her plate of food which she would share with her parents. Her father was a tailor and her mother was cake seller at the local market. Being a tailor meaning he wouldn't have client coming everyday. So the economy at the time was pretty bad - we are talking about 1940 here... The clients would be some rich Dutches who were in our country at the time but the payment wasn't great and irregular. Unfortunately that's how it was at the time. The country was on the edge of declaring their independent and time was tough. So tough for such a little girl.

My mom, she wasn't well educated but not by choice but because money was so little and hard to find. School was a luxury that my mother could had at the time but....... even that doesn't last that long. Her parent wasn't able to pay for it so she must stop even when she was crying her eyes off - she had the brain to keep going but not the money .. such a pity... she must washed people dishes... pitched water from some distance river... washed and iron her step-sisters clothes.. many hard tasks for such a little girl who was hungry. Many days she had to go hungry and never once she asked for anything to her rather mean step-sisters.

Her faith in GOD and GOD's kindness was keeping her alive till today. Her serene and peaceful face that I see today is the face that experienced many rough deals and the wrinkles on her face was tales of struggles. I admire her courages and strength. I envy her faith and how she accept life  and its responsibility and brought us up ( me and my siblings ) in such a harsh condition as a married woman with three kids and her husband was overseas in the Navy. She had to be our mother as well as father...... she is such a superlady !

So... even as I am writting all of this, I still have no idea what to give her... even if I was giving her this Earth, universe and the Galaxy... I don't think that would be enough ! =))

...................so I better move my cute ass to find her something suitable to give her... at least something to show her that I care and love her deeply and that her own birth was a special existance for all of her children. She is just amazing !!

 " HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY.... I LOVE YOU DEEPLY.... *HUGS* "

Millions and millions more of kisses from all of us.... We love you mom...

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PS : Mom... if you reading this please stop crying... :) or you'll drip your tears on my laptop !! LoL .... mwah mwah mommy...