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You are Form 2
Angel: The Pure

"And The Angel rose as holy protector for all that was created. She fought with honor and valor to serve the good of the world. But the coming of the mankind was her downfall; and end to purity."

Some examples of the Angel Form are Michael Christian) and Hercules (Greek). The Angel is associated with the concept of virtue, the number 2, and the element of wind. Her sign is the zenith sun.

As a member of Form 2, you are a person of your word. You generally keep your promises and give everything you do your best. Although some people see you as overbearing sometimes, you know that you have to stay true to yourself and do what's right. Angels are the best friends to have because they are brutally honest.

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~*~ I am ThankfuL For.......... ~*~
11.27.06 (3:39 am)   [edit]
I"M THANKFUL FOR THE WIFE WHO
SAYS "IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT", BECAUSE
SHE IS HOME WITH ME, AND NOT OUT WITH
SOMEONE ELSE.

FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA
BEING A COUCH POTATO, BECAUSE HE IS
HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS.

FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING
ABOUT DOING DISHES BECAUSE IT MEANS
SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS.

FOR THE TAXES I PAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I
AM EMPLOYED.

FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN
SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS.

FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO
SNUG
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT.

FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE
SUNSHINE.

FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING, WINDOWS
THAT NEED CLEANING, AND GUTTERS THAT
NEED FIXING
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME.

FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING I HEAR ABOUT
THE GOVERNMENT BECAUSE IT MEANS WE
HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH

FOR THE PARKING SPOT I FIND AT THE FAR
END OF THE PARKING LOT BECAUSE IT
MEANS I AM CAPABLE OF WALKING AND I
HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH TRANSPORTATION

FOR MY HUGE HEATING BILL
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM WARM.

FOR THE LADY BEHIND ME IN THE BUS WHO
SINGS OFF KEY BECAUSE IT MEANS I CAN
HEAR.

FOR THE PILE OF LAUNDRY AND IRONING
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE CLOTHES TO
WEAR.

FOR WEARINESS AND ACHING MUSCLES AT
THE END OF THE DAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I
HAVE BEEN CAPABLE OF WORKING HARD

FOR THE ALARM THAT GOES OFF IN THE
EARLY MORNING HOURS BECAUSE IT MEANS I
AM ALIVE.

AND FINALLY, FOR TOO MUCH E-MAIL
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE FRIENDS WHO
ARE THINKING OF ME.
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~*~ Riding in The Rain....... almost :D ~*~
11.26.06 (7:54 am)   [edit]

Having barbeque on the roof top was one of the nicest night I had lately... ermmm unusuall but I suppose we gotta use what we've got and make the most of it :D

It was barbeque satay... with few friends and the night breeze was so pleasant and the thunder gone a bit looney thou... heiehie I was scared being up there with all the lightning n thunders even when there wasn't any rain at the time. Funny thou, as soon as I got home, the rain just pouring down so heavy !! Huhuhuhu... Thank GOD ! why ? because I was riding my motorcycle on the way home ! That's why :D I can't imagine how wet and cold would that be if I was riding and the rain just down on me....... it would nice but cold... well, not freezing cold but when you ride a bike and being wet is not a nice way at all to ride a bike !! I mean...errmmm just not nice ok :D heiheiehei

Anyway, it was awesome... got to catch up with couple of friends... talk about nothing and eat alots ! I am not a big eater but when there's company suprisingly I enjoy eatting... the food was simple, yet delicious... I love eatting with friends and family..... mmm perhaps I should do it more often *idea*

How you guys doing ? I am just starting to open myself to the world again. It is hard but I have to survive... the problem is that... I can't really tell any of my problems to anyone, most people wouldn't understand how I think about things and the one who can understand me always live miles away from me......... how unfortunate! So, I sometime gone crazy because I just got all this emotion knotted up inside and no one to tell or share it :(( - my mom had too much already in her mind... and she is getting old so I don't want to bother her anymore with my probs. My bro & sis, somehow I don't think they understand my probs.... I tried but... errmmm ... without belittling them, I just felt that they just couldn't understand me. Friends ? it is hard these day to really know which one is your friends or foe because they're all almost look alike.... so I chose not to trust anyone lately :( yeah sad huh ??

So.. I just pray and accept my path of life n trust GOD to help me find the right way to walk this life............ so far so good. There are times when I felt so stucked... but hey, I am still here and breathing ( I think ) heiehiehe so nothing is impossible in this life , right ?? :D least I think so !!

Anyway.. just thought I write something and lessen the burden in me.. even just a little bit......
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~*~ Tough Luck Indeed ~*~
11.13.06 (7:31 am)   [edit]
Restraining order are taking place and I hope someone learn his lesson very wisely. You messing with the wrong lady buster ! :) this is not a triumph but this is a good start and I am feeling much better by taking huge action about it... I ain't going to just sit around and be a victim. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH !!
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~*~ Stupid Me............ ~*~
11.12.06 (5:18 am)   [edit]

I guess it is hard for some people to let go of things... but if he is a jackass then I don't see the point of caring about it at all. What the heck he sent me so many texts anyway ? with all the stupid complicating, speculating mind bending & irritating texts ? Like what's the point if he's only going to text me the next day to apologize and then in same time blaming me for how he felt and expect me to apologize for making him feeling awful ?? *puzzle* - confuse ?? me too :D

Terror !! I felt like I've been terrorised in the last 10 months and yet stupid me always so forgiving and double stupidly still helping the person to survive !!! DaNg !!!! Emotionally drained and very emotionally tired as well. All because of some selfish, mommy's boy punk ass jerk !! What have I done to deserve such an asshole ??!! The thought of him made me want to punch the light out of his big mouth !! I am so mad !

I need to recover and take myself away from this jerk and start a new life.... I need to heal this broken soul and heart - no, I am not broken heart ! My heart just infact full of hates and that's far more dangerous and sorrowful than just a broken heart because of so call love :D - my heart so damaged and somehow lost trust in many things..... I felt like crap :(( - even if I never really know what crap feels like :D

Holiday is out of the question at the moment. Family & work still need to be attended. I just want to stop being so angry right now and get rid of this hates and confusing situation..... I just want to look after my baby girl and live in peace. I didn't know that the price to have someone that close to me is my peace and sanity. Stupid me ... opening my heart to someone only to be terrorised this way :(( - how could I ever trust anyone ever again ??? - don't tell me that I am one of those people who would never be with anyone for the rest of our life ??? hihihihi... can't be that bad I suppose... better than settling down with an asshole or jerk who know nothing more than their own crotch ?? ohhh man.... I am so emotionally damaged. My head full of crap ! These guy have done so much damages in my life.... I need to get better !! Help me..... :((

Stupid me....

But the jerk so obsessed by me !!! Can't get rid of the bugger !! hiks...hiks... and I can't even discuss this matter with my mom or sis because my family also already hates his guts ! Especially my baby girl, she hates him soooooooooooooooo freakin much !!

........ughh............. if only I could turn back time, I wouldn't be so fu*ked !!

Stupid me.................

 
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~*~ Nonton Yukkkkkkkkk.............. ~*~
11.11.06 (3:56 am)   [edit]

Nonton sama AngeL tadi sore :) - film apa sech ?? The Marine - John Cena gitu loch !! Hiehiehei abisnya gemana lagi ? Wong Angel-na nge-fans banget sama John Cena jadi ya aku cuman nurutin kemauan dia aje * mlototin John Cena poster* apaan sech ah ???? ya biarin dunk... sekali2 biarkan wanita tua ini lepas kendali dan liat yg enak2 kenapa ?? =)) - hidup apa harus lurus2 terus sech... sekali2 menceng2 dikit gpp dunk !! Cuman pengen relax aja kok dikit.. Asal nggak merugikan siapa2 kan ya gpp lageeeee..... *reasoning deh*

Itu filmnya sih asik2 aja yah banyak jedag-jedug dan gubrak-gabrik dan dhuar dhueR !! gitu... tapi sebenernya filmnya lagi2 ya about LOVE hihihi soale... Karakter John Cena-na sebenernya mengalami siksaan fisik dan "dibunuh" berkali2 tapi gak matek2, dikeplakin, di bom, di tampol, di jungkrakin dan lain2 cuman karena dia LOVE wife-na banget dan pengen nyelametin bini-na dari para penjahat pemburu intan berlian yang gak jelas ntuw !! Ujung2na mereka gak dapet intan berliannya anyway - tapi jagoannya tetap get da girL =p heeuhieeie - Lomantiz.... ahak !

Gak masalah !! apana ?? tadi makan popcorn n minum teh NU gitu - errmmm... sangat tidak membantu diet bergizi kami =p tapi kan gak afdol gitu kalo pergi nonton tanpa nyomat-nyomot popcorn !! Udah jadi pasangan yang ideal gitu... *reasoning lagi* - mmmhhh.... tadi cuman beli yang kecil kok... =p

Jalan2 sama Angel tuh pasti seru dah, dia lucu banget dan refreshing banget kalo jalan2 sama dia soale dia demen ngeledekin diriku ini kalo pas liat apa2. Mo liat baju dia komen : " Mum, you've got so many clothes already, the new clothes cuman punya nyawa 2 hari paling and you will dump it on the floor soon enough " ighhh AngeL clewet !! Trus... kalo liat2 sepatu komennya AngeL : " Mom, sepatunya bukannya udah banyak ?? kakinya juga sering pegel tuh pake hak tinggi terus... ayo give up lah !! kalo pendek ya pendek aja mom.. gak usah usaha tyus " Lho ??? huwwwwwww... mentang2 dia tinggi !! Eh.. tingginya AngeL sudah sama dunk ama aku... igh... :"> berasanya... baru kemarin deh AngeL-na lahir dan digendong2 ... How time flies when you enjoying yourself huh ?

.......kalo lagi mamam..komennya AngeL : " Ayo Mom, makan !! Jangan diet2 lah... gak enak kalo Mommy kurus, soale kalo Angel peluk2 nggak anget !! ayo mom... makannya tambah yah...... " Neh... inilah kenapa program diet tidak sukses !! soale Nandanya tidak mendukung =p halahhhhhhh !! Bilang aja sendirinya juga doyan makan ! Diet ? Diet Seafood ( Baca : seefood ) = When I see Food I eat !! =P heoeheohwoaohaoa awhh Bugger it !! Life to enjoy right ? =p

Trus abis nonton... kita pulang n setelah menunaikan ibadah baru deh liat2 buku2nya Masaru Emoto lagi dan memandang kristal2 itu lagi... begitu indahnya.... Subhanallah... Kalian tentunya sudah pernah baca buku2 karangannya Masaru Emoto kan ?? menarik juga kan.... buat aku sih sangat menarik karena kalo dari air kita bisa memperbaiki struktur bumi kita tercinta ini jadi kita bisa ninggalin yang terbaik nanti buat anak cucu kita... karena semua kehidupan pasti membutuhkan air nah kalo airnya masih tercemar sekarang gimana di masa depan ? kasian anak cucu kita kan ? yuk.. yuk... mulai merawat air dan bumi tercinta ini.. :)

Uh.. pengen mamam... lha ??? Kok yang di inget2 makan terus sech ?? ck ck ck Jasmine... sudah tua bok nyebut =p ... nyebut... but... nyebut... tuh udah !! Weekekeke... jujur ? pengen mamam chicken wing n sambal goreng ! Ngekkkkkkk.... hare geneeee ?

Lagi seneng lagu apa nih ??

Nelly Furtado - Promiscuous
Shakira Ft Wyclef Jean - Hips Don't Lie
Michael Buble - Home
Fergi - London Bridge
Teriyaki Boyz - Tokyo Drift

Trus lagu2nya Naff - Samsons - Ello - Haddad Alwi.

Bacaan buanyak banget yang belum kelar tapi masih dibaca kok... ngikutin moodnya aja pengen baca apa.. jadi akhirnya semua kebaca !!

Anyway, udah jam 00:00 tengah malam dan sepi banget yakz malam ini, biasanya suka agak ribut di jalan depan... maybe lagi pada sibuk ngiler already =p - klo gitu aku mau ikutan juga deh.. ngantuk boq... pegel... but happy inside. Untung ada AngeL !! =))

Cheers ah :*)
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