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| ~*~ DEXAMETHASONE Sucks !!! ~*~ |
| 03.21.04 (8:02 pm) [edit] |
Well, well, well...
I have been working very hard to beat this things. I have been going for a jog 1/2 hr in the morning and 1/2 hr in the afternoon to keep myself motivied and gave me regular blood flow. My face swollen and puffed up by now .... I am ballooning. I am not sure if it the medicine I am taking right now but I am trying to deal with it.
This medicine : [b]DEXAMETHASONE[/b] gave me loads of downside at the moment, including : loose tastebuds, constant blurry vision, bloating, emotionally imbalance, emotioneless , calm, hard to sleep, lack of spontanity and responds, make me feel mellow and not very energetic. Those are some of the symptoms I am experiencing right now. I was so busted last week from it... my body respond quiet baddly and just dropped. I can feel there's something wrong with me but I can not snapped out of it !!! Don't u just hate those feeling ???
I am getting the hang of it though, well partly only for now ... I am trying to deal with it the best I could by always doing something instead of just sitting down and waiting to die !! I refuse to be defeated by this stupid tumour !!!
Today alone, I did many things even with the lack of energy ... I exercise, I did home shopping, I washed my cars , I clean the house, I clean the garden ... I even have the time to read :) - I felt better !! I might be a bit slow and huffing but I am positive about the whole things. I have to ... I need to ... for my Baby Angel *hugs*
The lil' Angel will be home again tonight and I would be able to give her the biggest hug just for her again and give her tons of kisses !! hehhehe I miss the lil' Angel so very much... *hugs*
I rang my bro last night :) - Wish him a Happy Birthday and wish him all the best in the world ... *hugs&kiss* "Happy Birthday Bro..." , we chatted for ages.... and just gone crazy on some funny jokes that cracked me right up =p~ heoheoheoe it was awesome to talk to him and Mom and other member of the family. I had an awesome laughs outta them :lol:
Then, I went to sleep early - not that I want to - but as soon as I have my dinner and take my medicine , my waking hours are limited , I will be in dreamland within 1/2 hr taking the medicine. Hhehehe very unusuall of me because I am after all , a self proclaimed NIGHT OWL !!! Hheheihie.. now ? not even a night chicken :lol: . One thing for sure, I have no bags under my eyes anymore !!! Coz I am not lack of sleep at all :)
Today at 4:00 PM *perth time* the weather was still 39.2 ' C !!! Howaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrr .... that's hot !! and next week gonna be around 40'C here in Perth ... so I gotta think of some place cooler =~ to survive the heat - the poor lil Angel gonna be at school ...eughh.. not gonna be much fun for the lil baby... *hugs* but I suppose she can just sit in airconditioned class instead of playing in the sun ... too hot for the kids next week.
What else happening ? Well, I have been hard to deal with and some people just can't cope with me .... I pushed so many people I think ... but I just hate routines at the moment and dislike boredoms. I am trying to get better but some people just can not accept change and got confuse with what I have to deal with... at some stage ... this people make me think HOW THEY FEEL and WHAT THEY FEEL !! Huh ??? I am not in the positions to think of other than myself and my daughter right now !! I am not supposed to worry about what other feel and worry ... I have enough worry already ... My gosh !! I am in a wrecking stage and I still have to worry that I might hurt other people feeling ?? kok aneh ??? Gue yg sakit kok gue yg kudu mikirin perasaan orang lain tuh gimana tentang keadaan dia yg kesepian dll ??? pantes gak sih ?? Gue sendiri aja udah susah buat ngejalanin hidup , gue tertatih-tatih untuk bisa tetep hidup demi anak gue ... kok gue masih kudu worry ama perasaan orang lain karena tindakan gue yang berusaha sembuh ..... blarrhhhhhhhh =p~
Anyway... ini lah curhat2an gue and my rambles...sorry perhaps too much for some but what the heck !! Its my blog :lol: so I can write whatever I wish to !!! Hheeheiheiehieih
You guys look after yourself yah.... *hugs*
Love Y'all !! Cheers !!
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posted by: Adore` (reply)
post date: 03.22.04 (6:19 am)
i am sorry to hear you are not well and have to go thru with this sis. my mother had to go the same medicine when she was sick and i know exactly what you mean, becoz i look after my mother when she was sick. Be strong sis , GBU and just be positive. i know this is hard for you , it is hard for me to read your blog but I pray for u sis ok? (( hugs ))
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