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You are Form 2
Angel: The Pure

"And The Angel rose as holy protector for all that was created. She fought with honor and valor to serve the good of the world. But the coming of the mankind was her downfall; and end to purity."

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~*~ Result and Pray of An AngeL ~*~
03.31.04 (10:36 pm)   [edit]
Yeah, seen my doctor today and he told me the result ....and yeah... the tumour getting bigger. Last week was only 2.5 cm now it is 3.5 cm and I saw the scan result ... the sucker pretty big and huge !!! Bugger me !!!
The doctor said that it need to be taken immediately within 3 weeks before putting too much pressure on the brain and able to give me a stroke or fainting. So... there....
He told me my chance of survival is good because I am a strong lady and pretty fit , so nothing to worry about , there are some risks , after all it is gonna be pretty major surgery , gotta open my head up !! :lol: hihihihi I wonder if they can truly find my brain =p~ eoheoheoheo I will be surprise if they find any brain at all knowing how mad I am !!! :lol:
Hhhhhhhh.... kinda relief though to know that all gonna be done as soon as possible.
At least now I know what to expect and what to do and what need to be done ... the waiting are over , now I am just gonna have to prepare myself for the operation and recovery. Wish me luck !!! * on high spirit *

Akhirnya tau juga hasilnya dan ternyata tumornya tambah besar , jadi mau nggak mau kudu dioperasi dengan resiko2 yang ada termasuk stroke ketika di operasi atau setelahnya... gue pasrah deh , gue cuman bisa berdoa dan berharap semuanya akan berjalan lancar dengan doa2 dari keluarga dan temen2 semua terutama Nanda gue...

Malam ini Nanda... dia mendengar pembicaraan2 tentang ini semua dan dia dari tadi sore diam saja.... tapi setelah semua pada pulang dan nggak ada telephone lagi ... dia minta di peluk dan di cium .. dan dia berkata dengan suaranya yang pelan dan raut wajah lugunya ... wajahnya tiba2 memerah dan matanya berkaca-kaca sambil mengucap : " Mommy... I hope very much it all working out for you... because I still wanna be with you very much... " lalu dia menangis ....
Aku ... berusaha segembira mungkin membicarakan hal ini dan memberi penjelasan2 dengan hati2 dan tenang , mengangkat spiritnya supaya dia nggak down. Dia tanya2 berapa lama operasinya dan berapa hari akan di RS aku .. dia tanya Mommy mau nggak dibelikan majalah ? Boleh nggak Angela nungguin di samping Mommy waktu di operasi ?? Angela boleh nggak bobok samping Mommy nanti kalau sudah selesai operasinya ??? ..... 2 minggu ke depan tuh kebetulan dia kan ada libur dari sekolahnya , liburan Easter / Paskah dan semester 1 over. Jadi dia ada 3 minggu holiday , dia seharusnya liburan ... tapi ternyata dia harus mengalami kejadian yg menyedihkan dia tahun ini ... :cry: , aduhhhhhhhhhh gue tega banget sama anak gue... kudunya dia bersenang-senang malah jadi menangis ... Maafkan Mommy Cinta... *hugs*

Dia menangis malam ini dan kata2nya sangat menusuk hati ku , aku tidak menangis, ku tahan air mata ini demi dia dan kutenangkan fikirannya dengan pelukan2 dan ciuman2 dan kata2 yg menyejukkan jiwanya... insting seorang ibu aku keluarkan semua untuk melindunginya... malam ini malam berat secara emosional buat aku dan Nanda... berat sekali... patah hati ini ... hancur banget hati ini.. Nanda sangat khawatir akan kehilangan ku ... dan begitu juga aku..
Tapi aku positif semua ada di tangan-NYA. Demi ALLAH SWT yang jiwa & raga ini ada dalam genggaman-NYA aku mohon perlindungan-MU demi Nanda ... amien.

Nandaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!!!! I love You... :cry:
Ya ampun.. anak ini ... sensitif sekali jiwanya... tak pernah ku lihat dia sangat takut dan rapuh begini...

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"Semoga Mommy Live Forever With Me Ya ALLAH... Semoga Mommy Lekas Sembuh dan Bisa Bersama Angela Lagi... Amien"[/i][/b] ini doa yang terucap dari mulut Nanda for me tonight ...



What an Angel I have in my life... Bless Me ...

Take care pplz ... Cheers !!! Oh Wish Me Luck ok.. thanks :)
 


posted by: abang (reply)
post date: 03.31.04 (5:01 am)

Amiennnn



posted by: MonAmour (reply)
post date: 03.31.04 (5:25 am)

Reply to: abang
ini jd kayak siapa yah kalo komen jd mangkin pendek aja...



posted by: MonAmour (reply)
post date: 03.31.04 (5:25 am)

haohaohaohaohaohao ngakak dolo ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ahkhaohaohaohaohaohohaohao *plak abang*



posted by: SweetDiva (reply)
post date: 03.31.04 (5:35 am)

I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers!! God bless you
Wishing you a quick recovery!!!
(((hugs)))



posted by: As-Te-Rix (reply)
post date: 03.31.04 (7:38 am)

wow .. dalam seminggu tumbuh 1 cm ? .. cepet amat ya ?

semoga doa tulus dari nanda terkabul .. amien



posted by: Ray (reply)
post date: 03.31.04 (8:36 am)

Biarkanlah kesedihanmu menjadi kesedihanku.
Biarkanlah sakitmu menjadi sakitku.
Biarkanlah air matamu menjadi air mataku.
Biarkanlah deritamu menjadi deritaku.
Cepatlah sembuh Hun.. dan hiduplah bahagia bersama Angel karena aku turut bahagia.

Ya Alllah Ya Rabb.. berikanlah kesehatan, panjang umur, kebahagiaan, kesabaran dan karunia yg melimpah pada dia yg kusayang. *amien*

Luv n Miss Ya mom



posted by: djastro (reply)
post date: 03.31.04 (1:50 pm)

Smoga operasi nya berjalan lancar yah...
Amien



posted by: LuDu (reply)
post date: 03.31.04 (3:13 pm)

doaku selalu bersamamu, sis...

*hugz*

-daisuki-



posted by: MonAmour (reply)
post date: 03.31.04 (3:27 pm)

Reply to: SweetDiva
Thanks Diva :) - that mean loads to me *hugs* - I just wanna get better for my Angel .. but look forward to have a bald head =p~ , i wonder what I would look like :D



posted by: MonAmour (reply)
post date: 03.31.04 (3:28 pm)

Reply to: As-Te-Rix
Hu eh Pa ... agresip negh tumor !! kebanyakan makan apa yakz ?? :D
Insya ALLAH doa2 Nanda di dengar... makasih yah Pa .. dukungan nya, GBU & your family :)



posted by: MonAmour (reply)
post date: 03.31.04 (3:30 pm)

Reply to: Ray
Mas, matur nuwun doanya..
So beautiful dan touch my heart.
Terima kasih bangettttttttt ... bacanya jadi damai dan merasa tidak sendirian *hugs*
Saya akan ingat itu terus .......

Miss u too Ray *hugs again* :)



posted by: MonAmour (reply)
post date: 03.31.04 (3:31 pm)

Reply to: djastro
Amiennnn Rez, makasih yah...
Hope u r doing well juga bro :) *hugs*



posted by: MonAmour (reply)
post date: 03.31.04 (3:33 pm)

Reply to: LuDu
Sis ... Thank u doa2nya... wish u r here to really hugs me and make me laugh :) - hey btw thanking u so much for the card - U MADE MY DAY GIRL !!!!!!!!!!! - and I love you even more and more each day...
U r so special .... anyone would want u to be their sis !! u r a star !! my star... *hugz*

- Aishiteru -



posted by: abang (reply)
post date: 03.31.04 (5:22 pm)

hush.. koq di ketawain sih huhuhuhu



posted by: Daisy (reply)
post date: 03.31.04 (6:00 pm)

Bantu doa dari jauh , saya baru kirim email. GBU



posted by: siadi (reply)
post date: 04.01.04 (8:07 am)

mari operasi mulih jkt wae Yu, cedak mama kan penak heheh. wis pokoke tak kirim terus seko Jogja ojo kuatir yak! :-) dadi terharu aku ngerti Indah koyo ngono.. you raise her well Yu.. dan semoa doa Indah dan kita semua terkabul buat kesembuhanmu :-)



posted by: SweetDiva (reply)
post date: 04.01.04 (2:52 pm)

Reply to: MonAmour
you are welcome, and you are beautiful...so with hair or no, you will still be beautiful! God bless!
(((Hugs)))



posted by: Magoo (reply)
post date: 04.01.04 (5:50 pm)

My prayers will be with you, and I think happy and plesant thoughts for you. Be well high spirited angel.
Beautiful music....I am having troubles getting music site for my blog. Yours is a wonderful place to visit




posted by: MonAmour (reply)
post date: 04.01.04 (6:14 pm)

Reply to: abang
hehehehhehe u know why bang :D



posted by: MonAmour (reply)
post date: 04.01.04 (6:15 pm)

Reply to: Daisy
Terima kasih Daisy :) , u have been a great supports for me and Angel :) *hugs*



posted by: MonAmour (reply)
post date: 04.01.04 (6:16 pm)

Reply to: siadi
Yeah , I wanna do that but... I think it is safer for me to be in Perth until I fully recover , after all the last thing I want to have a sore head and Dengue fever or worst... so I stick around perth for awhile... but hey ... u never know :)



posted by: MonAmour (reply)
post date: 04.01.04 (6:18 pm)

Reply to: Magoo
You are just on kind spirit and i am a very lucky person to have crossed your path... GBU Magoo :) - my blog because of ppl like yourself that keeping it so magical ... Thanking u from the bottom of my soul.



posted by: butterfly (reply)
post date: 04.01.04 (7:53 pm)

wishing u all the best and a quick recovery! may Allah bless u always! semoga cepat sembuh! salam dari malaysia~



posted by: MonAmour (reply)
post date: 04.02.04 (3:52 am)

Reply to: butterfly
Thank You butterfly, so very kind of you to have stopped by and wish me all this wonderful thought :) , May ALLAH SWT blessed u in return , amien..

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