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~*~ Split Into 2 ~*~
01.07.06 (8:29 pm)   [edit]

Split into two .... that's the topic of the day. My 1st day of New Year 2006, I was being faced by a situation of no win-win situation. Why ? because, I made lots of people cried.... my daughter, my mother, the father of my child, my family...


After spending 1 year and 1/2 in Indonesia for recovering and work, it is time to go back to Australia again... and I have massive problem in my hand. I decide to return to Australia and resume my life back there Angel can attend to her school properly and able to spend time with her father ( my ex- ) - what made me such a decision ? The last night of AngeLs' father stay in Jakarta, Angel cried again... she didn't like the idea to be away again from her father but yet she won't be separated by her grandmother !! She cried quietly in his arms and hold him tight to sleep... my heart broken into tiny little pieces again... I can feel their pain. Have I been selfish ?? Living here in Indonesia ?? Taking a little girl away from her father ......but then again, it was his idea for me to take Angel with me to Indonesia and he didn't mind it at all, he gave his consent... but why I felt so bad ???


I said to AngeL that she can fly back with him and come and go as she pleases in term of being with whoever she like... I never put any restriction toward his father to come and visit. It must be hard for AngeL... because when she is with her father and myself meaning she's away from my family, especially from her grandmother whom she loves so dearly... she's confuse and that's killing me !! I felt like I can't please anybody... catch 22. I want Angel to spend time with her father which mean taking Angel away from her grandmother .... dilemna ?? indeed....


Her father go back and forth to visit her here in Indonesia but eachtime he has to go... she cried :( - and my mom refuse to leave our country to be with us in Australia... so I am stucked in this emotional roller coaster ! Not a big problem but a counted one eachtime something occured.


I felt kind useless... doesn't matter what I choose, must be hurting someone in process !


Perhaps, we should stop thinking about ourself as an adult... must think what's best for AngeL instead :) - after all she's the one in emotional roller coaster.. poor lil' AngeL *hugs*


I don't know what to do thou still............. any suggestion ???? :)

 


posted by: adi (reply)
post date: 01.07.06 (9:45 am)

gimana yah.. kadang kasian juga kalo Indah harus pisah2 dari yg dia sayangi gitu.. but in the other hand kasian dia juga besoknya kalo educationnya tertunda2 kayak skr. kayak yg kamu blg, kualitas education di sini masih dipertanyakan.. well, perhaps better she cries now than she cries later :) tp ya memang susah ngasih tau anak kecil yah, pake bahasa yg dia bisa terima gitu.. so if u decided to send her back to OZ, i think it's the right choice for now. in time she'll understand that u did that coz u love her deeply and it's all for her own good.. **hugs**



posted by: SweetDiva (reply)
post date: 01.16.06 (8:47 pm)

hey sweetie, all will work out. good luck (((hugs)))



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posted by: sweeta-nn (reply)
post date: 03.21.08 (11:47 am)

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