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~*~ Stupid Me............ ~*~
11.12.06 (5:18 am)   [edit]

I guess it is hard for some people to let go of things... but if he is a jackass then I don't see the point of caring about it at all. What the heck he sent me so many texts anyway ? with all the stupid complicating, speculating mind bending & irritating texts ? Like what's the point if he's only going to text me the next day to apologize and then in same time blaming me for how he felt and expect me to apologize for making him feeling awful ?? *puzzle* - confuse ?? me too :D

Terror !! I felt like I've been terrorised in the last 10 months and yet stupid me always so forgiving and double stupidly still helping the person to survive !!! DaNg !!!! Emotionally drained and very emotionally tired as well. All because of some selfish, mommy's boy punk ass jerk !! What have I done to deserve such an asshole ??!! The thought of him made me want to punch the light out of his big mouth !! I am so mad !

I need to recover and take myself away from this jerk and start a new life.... I need to heal this broken soul and heart - no, I am not broken heart ! My heart just infact full of hates and that's far more dangerous and sorrowful than just a broken heart because of so call love :D - my heart so damaged and somehow lost trust in many things..... I felt like crap :(( - even if I never really know what crap feels like :D

Holiday is out of the question at the moment. Family & work still need to be attended. I just want to stop being so angry right now and get rid of this hates and confusing situation..... I just want to look after my baby girl and live in peace. I didn't know that the price to have someone that close to me is my peace and sanity. Stupid me ... opening my heart to someone only to be terrorised this way :(( - how could I ever trust anyone ever again ??? - don't tell me that I am one of those people who would never be with anyone for the rest of our life ??? hihihihi... can't be that bad I suppose... better than settling down with an asshole or jerk who know nothing more than their own crotch ?? ohhh man.... I am so emotionally damaged. My head full of crap ! These guy have done so much damages in my life.... I need to get better !! Help me..... :((

Stupid me....

But the jerk so obsessed by me !!! Can't get rid of the bugger !! hiks...hiks... and I can't even discuss this matter with my mom or sis because my family also already hates his guts ! Especially my baby girl, she hates him soooooooooooooooo freakin much !!

........ughh............. if only I could turn back time, I wouldn't be so fu*ked !!

Stupid me.................

 

 


posted by: mimi (reply)
post date: 11.11.06 (7:00 pm)

Let's all stop this insanity...you, your man, me, my grown son...today I refuse to be dragged into the drama they create...i will not be abused...i will not be used because i have a good heart...tough lessons, but your little angel, if not you, does not deserve this!



posted by: toto (reply)
post date: 11.28.06 (9:18 am)

Air mata yang telah jatuh
Membasahi bumi
Takkan sanggup menghapus penyesalan
Penyesalan yang kini ada
Jadi tak berarti
Kar'na waktu yang bengis terus pergi

Menangislah bila harus menangis
Karena kita semua manusia
Manusia bisa terluka
Manusia pasti menangis
Dan manusia pun bisa mengambil hikmah

Di balik segala duka
Tersimpan hikmah
Yang bisa kita petik pelajaran
Di balik segala suka
Tersimpan hikmah
Yang kan mungkin bisa jadi cobaan

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