"And The Angel rose as holy protector for all that was created. She fought with honor and valor to serve the good of the world. But the coming of the mankind was her downfall; and end to purity."
Some examples of the Angel Form are Michael Christian) and Hercules (Greek).
The Angel is associated with the concept of virtue, the number 2, and the element of wind.
Her sign is the zenith sun.
As a member of Form 2, you are a person of your word. You generally keep your promises and give everything you do your best. Although some people see you as overbearing sometimes, you know that you have to stay true to yourself and do what's right. Angels are the best friends to have because they are brutally honest.
What a mild afternoon... the cloud hanging over Batavia and thne breeze seeming so easely disturb by any motion. I am sitting in my room and watching the afternoon and recall what I've done yesterday....
The morning rush had gone and I am still late for some reason to meet my twin in Batavia Old Station for a rendezvous. I am suppose to meet him for lunch. Plus I got couple things to deliver to him... just some little thing from my last travel. It was long overdue since I have to see him... I got so many things to tell him... My body still tired but I was enthusiastic to see him, I have not seen him for at least 3 weeks plus (?) - so yeah.. kinda overloaded emotion!! Anyway, the Old Batavia was kinda grey and wet as the rain start to fall... I caught a glimpsed of him from not so distance and big smile colouring our face and massive hug was delivered.... it was great!! Then we walk and decided to go to Bogor for lunch, we have our special place to go for lunch there and we always go there whenever we need to have crisis talk =p
We caught the train there... the train was full with people this time, mostly it was family who want to spend their weekend away from Batavia. There was couple of family with screaming child want some toys that been brought aboard the train by some anthusiastic seller. Many kinds of stuffs was there... hair clips, fried tofu, cool drink, toys and many other interesting stuffs =p which was cheap and nasty but can't imagine what the heck will I use it for if I buy it :P Jealousy sets in to see a happy family right across me with 2 children. 1 teenager and the youngest one was a little girl perhaps age 4 yo , she is so cute with her culy hair done up, her mother with sweet face always smile to her and talk to her, her father adoringly play with her, the teenage girl look lovingly to them with a smile.. perfect painted picture of a happy family. I have the right reason to be jealous :) - they look so happy and serene. Even when the little girl accidently smacked his father face !! he just look at her and smile =p hihihih although I am sure that his face was kinda throbing because of it heiheiehi... remind me of my own little Angel.
Anyway... when we got to the 1891 yo station of Bogor, the rain decided not to let us off there.. so we wait for a bit and watching around the building and curious on how this building was used long time ago... oh by the way, we heard that the Old Batavia Train Station or Koje Station will be demolish for some stupid mall ?? F**K that !! Ndaru and I was looking at the structure of the building the other day and enjoying our own thinking about the place and how good it would be to have an apartment in there... it was just so European kinda building. Very old and Dutch-Indies style inside the train station and I was almost angry to know it will be demolished :(( - HELP , HELP, HELP !! Something should be done fast or we will loose one of our thing of the past... it hold so many histories..
The rain forced us to walk like couple of ants through the market... that don't fuzzed me for one bit until I get to the end of the lane... suddenly my body just freeze and pale face appearance was on my face ... why ?? Wadaya think ?? Freakin' cagefull of black cobra was right in front of me !! waaaaaaaaaa ....:shock: - freak the hell outta me !! I can only point it to Ndaru why I was in such a shock =p and all my body just went numb with my body hair all stood up in freak ! eughhhhh... fear of reptile attack ... Ndaru had to whisked me away from there and he had to psyche me out of it ! I had to walk away from it so fast and disturb my mind away from it too... panic attack huh ??? guess I just don't like the slithery thing! What on earth cageful of Black Cobra doing in a common market ??????????? bugger do I know and don't want to know either ! Eugh... ugh... bad karma , bad karma ... the damm thing should be protected but heck it if I wanna know about it, sorry :((
After the little incident.. we eventually got to the place we want to have lunch and crisis talk ... there where we eat and loud bang !!! DHUAR !!!! suddenly heard like a mighty bomb had been exploded but it was actually a mighty thunder right above us , the mighty sound was heard just a second after the lightning... right above us amongst the tall tree... Oh dear... the heart done a lot of work today for me =p , sport of the heart ??? hmm... not that I really need that kind of sport.. well, not like so anyway =p
Crisis talk was over and we were in our own thought again... I felt sense of relief and well cared for... I thank him for listening to me and hopefully will have the chance to return the favour. My best mate... We caught the train back after our character watching on the train station and discuss many things from past to present ... I held his hand for comfort and sense of security ... then he made a joke that make me laugh again... we are once again one crazy pair of people !! I could never be melancolich with him too long... he feed me with laughter and curiousity :)) - he intrigue me ..:)
We had to be apart once again because he had to go to work and I had to meet my baby Angel for dinner, so we bid farewell and saluting eachother with our own special way =p then we are apart... once again... I miss him already from the second I couldn't see him ! Dinner and movie with Angel and my nephew was awesome, we had Japanese food and movie afterward " Finding Neverland " - Johnny Depp & Kate Winslet ... it was alrite but I slept on some part of the movie =p ,sorry :P
I am experiencing withdrawal symptom from JOGJA ... my body craving for Jogja... awwww... :lol: - perhaps one day soon I will be lucky enough to go back there...Amin. Congrat to Mas Ray :) - May you and Leah have plenty of happiness and love together always, GOD BLESS YOU BOTH !!
Latest news : Getting myself ready and packing for returning to Australia !! Eugh.... :( gonna miss Indonesia .. and I have still have not seen Abang :( - lom rezeki kali yegh..
Cheers ah ! depression kill the smiles ...
posted by: ndronk (reply)
post date: 03.20.05 (6:13 am)
Nope! depression never kills the smiles.. i saw that ;-)
posted by: Some1 (reply)
post date: 03.20.05 (10:17 am)
You are one special individual with different outlook in life, I admire you for being a great mother for an Angel but I admire you more as a person. I want so much to make you mine but you have not respond to my quiries :( , please respond at least for some talk. I need to talk to you dear jasmine.
I will be in jakarta in 4 days time to see you,,,, pls tell me how to reach you,,,,,
posted by: MonAmour (reply)
post date: 03.22.05 (10:26 am)
Reply to: ndronk
I suppose some people can hide pain behind the sweetest smile ndronkz... especially when someone has someone to protect :)
posted by: MonAmour (reply)
post date: 03.22.05 (10:27 am)
Reply to: Some1
Listen... we can be friend only becoz my heart is already taken , very much taken :) - can't move to anyone else but him.. I humbly apologize.. :)